prod. injury
major creds to @victxrw

and now
i feel it all
the love withdrawals and the pain that comes with
i feel it all
the wall i hit when i cant stop running

and you never cared as much as i did
for just this once can you please be honest

no
everytime i get up i seem to slip
so leave me alone
im always falling for the same old tricks

so im face down again
am i at fault
im face down again
am i always wrong
im face down again
did you catch my fall
im face down again and again
and now
i feel it all
the love withdrawals and the pain that comes with
i feel it all
the wall i hit when i cant stop running

so i cant fix you now 
feel the blood drip down
i'll hold onto my crown
so make it worth my while
its not fair 
you dont care
im trying to make sense of it all
its not fair 
u dont care
it feels like im meant to fall
 
i feel so drained
why cant you change
it feels the same 
same old day
  
i cant break away
i feel so insane
it feels like the same old day

im face down again
am i at fault
im face down again
am i always wrong
im face down again
did you catch my fall
im face down again and again
and now
i feel it all
the love withdrawals and the pain that comes with
i feel it all
the wall i hit when i cant stop running

love withdrawals

♡ 𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘺

love withdrawals [injury]

@victxrw @ihateukidu <3

the silence is scaring me
its getting too loud
i lost a person thats close to me
i miss u around
i know ur miles away
this shit keeps me up awake
pls dont forget me
im begging
keep me in ur mind

cus im terrified, dont know where we'll be
cus im terrified please stick close to me
need a piece of mind, tell me that ur safe
so ill close my eyes and ill do what it takes

someone tell me that its all in my head
all these haunted memories cant forget
took a piece of me the day that we met
i dont wanna live this life with regrets

i keep falling for ur lies
this happens everytime
its that look thats in ur eyes
it keeps me so deprived
baby i live in my mind
it keeps me up at night
so ill stop chasing the high
and leave our love behind

@victxrw
woah, yea i'll leave it all behind me
if u dont then i know what ur hiding
the everfrost upon my fingers just wont let me let go
u tell me all the different wrongs i did i already know

i cant lie i cant help but think of u
tell me all the things i couldnt do
the catacombs of my mind are filled with u
u ruined me u never thought it through
can u blame me
cant save me
going crazy trynna not go crazy
can u blame me
cant save me

akura:
someone tell me that its all in my head
all these haunted memories cant forget
took a piece of me the day that we met
i dont wanna live this life with regrets

(cant save meeee)

what it takes +victxrw (kidu)

prod me @neohnq
talk to me baby w ur silver tongue
will u still b here when its said and done
u can fill my ear with deception
i dont rly mind im still gon give u my love

girl ima be me i wont play no part
like CDG she gon break my heart
aint no keys up in this bitch its a push to start
ill stay countin Ps till my fingers cant
till they cramp till my fingers currl
dont know what to do with myself girrl
i swear on it ill give u the world

but i cant be what u want me to
i dont wanna win if its without you
i cant say a word and i cant move
its what u do to me
i lose so fruitfully
always been the odd one out
i should be on jubilee
i lose so brutally
but its nuthn new to me

win or lose prod me

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love 

from strangers to lovers to strangers again
no I couldnt hate her she let me in 
hope u see this song and u listen 
where did it all go wrong, whats different? 
fall asleep at day break 
dream all day, then at night im awake 
u “fall for me” but still push me away 
I shouldve never expect you to stay 

stayyyy, stayyy (i shouldve never, no no no)  

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love

as if nothings changed at all (rewind + hartfxlt)

"if I can't cry" produced by @luckeyknows @mental & @akasukii

Performed/Written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
I used to feel pain
I used to feel alive
I used to feel like the rain hit me like some blunted knives
Nothing hits the same
There’s nowhere to confide
Say I’ve been acting strange lately, hate that you’re so right
I can’t put up a fight
I think I lost my sight
I need the tough of light
My chest is getting tight
I hollowed my own heart for this life
I’ve calcified, can I tell you that?

If I can’t cry can you please be my eyes?
I’ve numbed what’s inside need my soul to revive
There’s no hope inside my eyes 
I’m glad that you stuck right by my side
I’m too broken to tell a lie 
I pushed you away as I crystallized, cause it’s suicide
Is there another way?

Don’t think I’m a victim, I’m sorry
Cause I didn’t listen to you and it scarred me
I don’t mind being this alone cause I’ve hardly healed, but it’s fine, cause there still is a heartbeat
If I get out of this I promise not become this again
Had some feelings come around, they didn’t stick, they came and went
I gotta keep my head down, it’s so much different than back then
Like a voodoo doll the thing that’s killing me’s my only friend

if i can't cry (luckey + mental + akasuki)

@1akura @kyoakyo
<3

lyrics:

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

feeling is over
i know ur so hurt
but i wont get closer
no, i wont get closer

so tell me one thing
cant you tell ur running from what you owe to yourself
you never wanted help
you never wanted help

i saw your face there
in a place it didnt belong
have you seen what you've done?
is this all enough?

dont you care about yourself?
you know you're tearing up your health
all for the attention?
oh, whats your intention now?

i dont got anything to lose now
left that in the past with you
got no more chance to tear me down
i dont care how much you're breaking down

think it through
you can't touch my heart
i left it hidden in the dark
you know its over for you
its over for you

over

over (akura + kyoa)

ty for the loops!
@ecromusic
@fungeey

prod & voc me

do it- i could fall in love

seen it- see right thru ur heart
knew it- how could i move on 
you were always who you were
n i wont ever be enough

enough- ur heart- ur an angel
light the dark for me
cos noone else would give it up for me
its all my bad
couldnt thank you enough for everything
rest your head on me again

again x4

see right thru your heart (me, fungeey, ecro)

@tores @ihateyourei

shoutout akura for doing fx :p

this feels too familiar, in the worst way
u moved past me and I'm still hurting 
I hope ur happy, cuz u deserve it 
a happy ending, girl ur worth it, worth ittt 
hope we can come back and rekindle this 
don't u miss me at least a little bit? ;(
don't u miss the little things we did?? >:(
I still miss the way ur heart beatin  </3

its all up to chance, all up to fate 
its hard to stand but I wont break 
sad u went but I'm glad u came 
we'll cross paths again someday 
its all up to chance, all up to fate 
its hard to stand but I wont break 
sad u went but I'm glad u came 
we'll cross paths again someday 

maybe it's just better that I don't kno.... 
I tried to make an effort but u don't show up 
couple months have passed and there is no us 
<3 so blind I misplaced my trust 
wanna hear ur voice even if its made up 
if it were my choice we'd still be in love 
tryna fill the void when I take these drugs 
tryna find the one that thinks I'm enoughh 

its all up to chance, all up to fate 
its hard to stand but I wont break 
sad u went but I'm glad u came 
we'll cross paths again someday 
its all up to chance, all up to fate 
its hard to stand but I wont break 
sad u went but I'm glad u came 
we'll cross paths again someday


we'll cross paths again someday x4

a happy ending (tores + rei)

shoutout @counterxo n @yashio20k

@haunted_sad
all the shit we had i watched it turn to dust
i knew baby there was jus never us
i was rollin over sad i was outta luck
i was always in my head i was not enough
u betrayed me baby ya u left me in the past
gave u everythin everything i fucking had
u left me deserted u left me in the past again
i was rollin over sad i wasnt sleeping

ya ik baby im getting betternbetter
another day passes me all stormy weather
and i dont think bby that im getting better
im hiding in my room think im dyin lone again
all the shit baby that u fkn said to me
u ripped my heart out left me with all this anxiety
now it passes me by and im not sleepin
i wanted to live my life give me a reason

@counterxo
Eyes wide open, i don’t get any rest 
I still feel so broken, so much pressure on my chest
Can we keep this moment? I’m scared of what’s next
Even at my lowest you know that I’ll make the best 
I tried to dig you out this hole and start up something new
Why did you give up on me I still have faith in you?
Lies were only told about about me cause you fear the truth
Cry for what we take for granted and for what we’ll lose
Even if it’s done with now I will always feel that pain
I’ll always remember you but I know you’ll forget my name
what a shame

iwatchedeverythingwehaveturntodust w/counter (yashio)

Body Tea Riddim 2025 Dancehall Mix - Featuring Squash, Rajahwild, Malie Donn, Javo Donn, Najeeriii..

sorry for being gone all the time im really trying to get better

@prodfeature, @yashio20k <3

lyrics:

tell you everything man i wish u understood me
never take my word but u still say that u trust me?
break all of our contact i dont want you to love me
everyday i wake up and i realise that im lonely
(AaaAAAA)
you never cared about me anyways
tell me thats its all my fault, but theres no way that ill change :p
u cant pretend to be in love if u still dont like my face
and there is nothing we can do cuz in my head its not okay

why is everybody always tryna leave up on my sight
i thought i was telling the truth but guess im never fucking right
i try to keep u on a leash so you would make it thru the night
tried to show u something new but still my head is full of spite
i know i got a shitty past but im still trying to exist
and if u keep on talking down then ima put u on the list
i tried to show love in my words but always ends up into gifts
and when i try to talk about it then theres words u like to twist

and honestly im kinda getting sick and fucking tired
cuz i been putting so much effort but i still cant say im fine
i got a couple people telling me that i should rather die
if u keep pushing me again then i will fucking end my life
cuz everything u said to me has put me on the verge
and i cant say that its your fault cuz i dont want to see you hurt
theres so much in the way but its my heart thats getting burned
i really wish that i moved on but theres like no one in this world

and i dont wanna second guess all of the things i do
i thought i was the only one well guess im number two
your stuck inside my head like your some fucking sort of glue
and if i had a chance there is so much i would redo

but i cannot get away x8 <3

iwatchedeverythingwehaveturntodust w/counter (yashio)

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