Stream on Spotify <3
with @cruseyyyy @rewind214 prod @decago @1rokit

Lyrics:
We got nothin to talk bout
I've been alone for way too long
Can't let myself care bout what you want
When I'm tired of being someone I'm not

I'm tryna figure it out
(Are you on my team?)
Break through all the ground
(You here to save me?)
Walls are falling all down
(Cause I can't breath)
No I can't handle the sound of the silence

Without your voice
And the nightmares
They tend to swallow me
Without you, no I can't sleep
Cause I need you in my dreams

@cruseyyyy
We got nothing left to talk about (no)
Moving on, guess I'm changing
Cause your lies, I can live without
Every little talk is so draining

My heads not right
Will you tell me why?
I waste my life away
It's hard to lighten up

@rewind214
I don't want to let things go
Won't leave you alone
Baby you're my home
I'll be your light when it gets dark
Won't leave your side if it gets hard

Is it okay if I make another wish
Cause I never want things to be different
Girl I'll stay by your side up until the end
Taught me it's okay to cry, so I'll cry again

@cld
I'm tryna figure it out
(Are you on my team?)
Break through all the ground
(You here to save me?)
Walls are falling all down
(Cause I can't breath)
No I can't handle the sound of the silence

Without your voice
And the nightmares
They tend to swallow me
Without you, no I can't sleep
Cause I need you in my dreams

nothin2say w/ crusey & rewind (decago, 1rokit)

@6vesta
@yashio20k

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

when i try its js not good enough
still havin visions of us
dont know when to try 
or to cry. i know its to much 
to ask for, guess ur bored, guess im outa luck
and everytime i try 

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

u say im worthless
do you mean that
been goin back n fourth, can you see that
you say im worthless, i cant be that
and u js say u hate me now u dont mean that

i dont want you to go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said that you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

i dont wanna see you go alone
i dont want you to hang up the phone
you said you want to see you gone
please tell me what the problem tell all

(i dont wanna see you go alone)
(i dont want you to hang up the phone)
(you said you want to see you gone)
(please tell me what the problem tell all)

imperfect.*+ ♡ ft. vesta (yashio)

prod @pw4prez

https://open.spotify.com/track/3wETnktBzPfYcDlsIDwixB?si=b0ad9e7cdaa34d3a

what you want 
i cant do it right
taking notes like i forgot 
i cant do it right
tell me what is it you want 
does it come from i
your life story just began
while im closing mine

knew i caused you problems 
ik we can solve them
restart like new life
feelings you wont have to bottle
whats ur name?
tell me how ur day went
you gon tell me its okay
and that u still miss my fragrance x2

tell me that u care
why'd you stop to glare
i been
stuck in my ways
i cant seem to escape
i been put in a path 
i cant seem to erase
tell me 
whos there to blame
cause it 
wasn't okay


(i cant do it right)
(i cant do it right)
(does it come from i)
(while im closing mine)

what you want 
i cant do it right
taking notes like i forgot 
i cant do it right
tell me what is it you want 
does it come from i
your life story just began
while im closing mine

knew i caused you problems 
ik we can solve them
restart like new life
feelings you wont have to bottle
whats ur name?
tell me how ur day went
you gon tell me its okay
and that u still miss my fragrance x2

our story (sochi)

@frailur
master @maysmistake
PROD ME WHAAAAAAAAT

i think i fell for it again
i shouldnt listen to my mind when i cant form a thought
again again, laying there just left to rot
promise me it wont take too long
i still think of u a lot 

holding on i cant let go
i just wanna be a ghost
every secret that i told
go ahead and let them know
give u apart of me
give u all that u want
but like honestly
its my mind that u haunt

(frailure)
and again, and again 
you would think it's common sense 
everything i seem to do 
has been at my own expense 
and it hurts, and i know
and i try
i can't keep on pretending
i've been no more but hurting
me n u, n it's all i seem to do
so relentless in cycle
flowers bloom where your mind goes
on, and on, and on
and i'll say it again
and it goes on, and on, and on
and it goes on, and on, and on
flowers from my past and they're blooming on my skin 
and it goes on, and on, and on

think +frailure

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

artwork by @kyomonemui
prod me and @elixioo !!

me:
i just wish you listened 
we're running out of time
so please don't be the reason we fall out of line
and i tell you i love you every single day
please don't make me lose you
please don't make her heartbreak

hold on for just a second 
(can't u wait for a little longer no)
you can't just let it pass you by
cuz idk what hurts more than losing u
and if it brings you back then ill pay my dues

but it hurts all the time
(hurts all the time)
everytime you on my mind
and idk what to do
when you're mad at me i fall in love

elixio:
I've been day-dreaming way too much
can you tell it's really been affecting me ? 
i don't mean to seem so distant

but ur not who u say u are
so i have to go
i gotta go

i'll admit that i miss ur face
more and more and more, everyday
but u never seem to look my way
everyday always dreaming harder

of a future w/ u
it sounds kind of dumb
when i say it like that
..idc

me:
dreamin of your soft kiss oh
silly me it was a fkin joke
never wanna be misguided
torn down and broken hearted

i regret not getting close
i forget your name
not getting close
just don't
just don't
just don't leave me alone

me&elixio:
am i really dreamin
(am i awake or asleep?)
will i see u next season
(i'll see you next autumn)
i feel your warm heart
opens and it pulls me away
(it pulls me away everyday)

me:

and i miss your soft lips
touch the smell of your sweater
but u don't really exist
no its all grey matter
you came to me like it was 'pose to be
just don't hurt me anymore

so don't wake me up nono
i don't wnna leave just yet
cuz we just met for the first time
in what feels like a long time
(in what feels like a long time)

can u promise me
youll stay here by my side 
forever

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

some music i made for autumn ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
also its my birthday lol

0:00 — lily of the valley +@moz-103259352
0:58 — aki no koe
1:46 — kuri daifuku +@blazedini
2:33 — garden +@iiihyo39
4:11 — pastel
5:18 — snowdrops
6:08 — pebbles +@moz-103259352
7:07 — last day +@uumeee
7:57 — kastehelmi +@miriyami
8:40 — walk home +@bianlee
9:41 — butterfly +@shikaiii

##autumn25 (+moz +blazedini +jihyo +ume +miriyami +bian +!yukik0)

@akkiro7 @afterstoryx
spotify soonish
###############

LGB but im straight (T)hough
if its not free, i cant take those
5mg thats a one dose
h h hmu wanna stay close

its a different me with the same phone
tryna handle heat shoulda stayed home
hate the way i speak should i switch tones
dykwim should i break boness

white tee aint nobody like me
sightsee do u see what i see
white g bleeding out my white jeans
height gene money standing 5'3

@akkiro7

she want #chanel i can give it to her
whats that smell its that jimmy choo
take a trip out 2 cancun
when i turn the lights off its ur favorite mood

oooh ooh
pour the bottle && u lick it off my tattoos
ooh ooh
goin coast 2 coast whats the next move

flash camera lights action
p pose for the pic whats the caption
i could buy u what u want why u actin
why dont u get a move on its in the past tense

what u want tell me what u do i
took a few months just to get sum new i
turn it up i could never get enough i
off the drugs paper tab on my tongue i

hmu +akkiro (jasey)

Produced by @bug26 & @pw4prez
Featuring @1crusafix
Live & Let The Pain Subside
song tutorial: https://youtu.be/NcQtGejEn2U?si=s2k3IVunrkthCwkN
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5XE0dF1bYR0Xb5EXxmlRtJ?si=d7fc4da861154089
buy my presets: https://payhip.com/b/5asTq

Lyrics;
Yeah
ohhh
Yeah
ohhh
Yeah
ohhh
Yeah

Most Celebrated, Im Still Most Hatedd
Fly back to miami, hit the interstate and
yea, The Top of my Class when i graduatedd
say what i wanna hear Just tell me that i made ittt
i hate to tell u but u getting bolddd
i Was just with luke, we made the summer collddd
we getting older, That shit getting old
i took a flight to Moscow to make me better Yoooo

Yeah when im in that mode, no i cant show no mercy
What Goes around Will Come around, im thankful That u hurt me
u Picked ur side u better stay there, bro u dont deserve me
im tryna go up with the real and all my day 1s Onlyy
1 Look at ur stats and i see what ur mad for
say He rookie of the year, we walkdown thru that backdoor
dynasty, scarves, and life thats who i rap for
u say that U Miss me, i cant go baaaack for uu
im running Lapss on you
im TUrning it uppp
o Yea, im upping the Max for youu
Yeah u already Knoww
i could never be mad at Youu
just tell me Whatchu want
o baby i got that bag for uu

@1crusafix
tell you once i dnt wanna tell you twice
and you rocking vans btc wit some number (n)ine
i wont switch up on the team cause im meant for #life
sent a message to the plug, i said get me right

yeah , and we breaking contact bae
wats the reason cuz i want it all back
is you coming when im back on track
and im smoking on this gas it got my lungs all black

CELEBRATION w/ Crusafix (Wuko & Sochi)

https://imgur.com/a/MZ1vfPU

produced by .. guess who .. meee 
spotify (+instrumental); https://open.spotify.com/album/1HlwnVvz5R7B5YBJuUk8vE?si=f4df2698f83e47a4

heavily ib distance by bixby <3

hiihi hi this is very very different from some of my previous vocal stuff .. but i hope you're willing to give it a shot ;D pls let me know if you'd like to see more of this kind of stuff .. i'm still learning (and trying not to be so derivative) but it was rly fun to produce and record .. even if i think this mix could be bit cleaner hahah

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

I've been thinking for way too long
of ways i can make you mine
while not making myself look dumb in the process

i know you take pity on me
but trust me that ends tonight

well i'd like to say that .. 

it's so hard to be myself
when you're around
'cause i don't wanna put you off
it gets exhausting

i know
there's no point in facades with you 
but you make me so helpless
i can't help but mask it 

i take one look at ur face
don't talk, it tells me everything
just the sight of u makes me sick

you're so indecisive, it gets on my nerves
one or the other, don't leave me hanging

it's so hard to be myself
when you're around
'cause i don't wanna put you off
it gets exhausting

i know
there's no point in facades with you 
but you make me so helpless..  

so take ur pick
bask in the silence with no one but me 
or go w/ him and be pushed around like an object

you're so indecisive, it gets on my nerves
one or the other, don't leave me hanging

it's so hard to be myself
when you're around
'cause i don't wanna put you off
it gets exhausting

i know
there's no point in facades with you 
but you make me so helpless..  

so take ur pick
bask in the silence with no one but me 
or go w/ him and be pushed around like an object

you're so indecisive, it gets on my nerves
one or the other, don't leave me hanging

indecisive (me)

p.s im not spanish so excuse me if the lyrics sound dumb 😭

you can fall on me when i stand tall
this summer wasted are you there fall?
its all energy its all mental
you kept me warm my candle

aku tak rasa sangat yea im getting baked
baby its july yea
bila going date
kita berdua sama 
intertwined by fate
yea let me know let me know
if its not too late

you kept me warm through the winter
im thankful for that 
for all the time that you given
so can i see you this summer
please you don't need a reason
we're just two teenage hearts
who gives a fk what they're thinking

por el momento aquí
podemos a querer
eres a mi la cura
te quiero sin porqué
en tus ojos me pierdo
como el sol en el mar
si esto es un sueño
no quiero despertar

i don't think i've ever felt like this before
can you tell me what it is that im feeling now
im a little confused but i don't wanna let go
if this was forever then you can take my soul

if its not too late id like to know
how are you doing
i hope you're fine today
and for the reasons that i'll keep to myself
im wishing you the best and all take care of yourself

stand tall (me)

good vibes only❤️

dc: v_v_x_ (prod lab, opens or anything)

@pastmemory

stand tall (me)

pool