sumth1ng (mxdy xiy) #mistic

HELLA WUNZ PROD SYNTH_ABUSING N MINGUS

mfw im still too weak prod spellscasted

lyrics:
Came up out the womb as a happy little kid
Had no worries had no purpose so no one could tell me shit
I started noticing nobody done the shit that I had did
Boy I was bout the age of 9 when I had started smoking's cigs

Boy I was different
My family had me tripping
Both my brothers got locked up 
So both dem niggas I was missing
And that gave me a supsicion
Started brewing up some missions
To put myself exactly in the same fucking position
Maybe I wasn't that different

Woke up same shit everyday
Turned 10 that's when cps came took my mom away
to be honest that was prolly when my fucking world turn gray
So by 11 I was lonely and I carried lots of hate

When I was twelve boy I was already in hell
I separate myself no one relate to how I felt
I was introduced to robbing stealing jugging for the bills
And in return the only place I felt at peace was off the pills (I really did this shit for real)

Im just the product of all my experience
To those who hate i guess yall really fearing me
To those who love I guess yall really hearing me
To those I cherish thank you all for bearing me

Just wait cus Im not done

I ask the man in the mirror what the fuck you want from me
He start smirking looked me up and down and told me subtly
I want ya life I want your hate and I need all ya apathy
So I gave sova all control cus let’s just see what happens G

Started writing started drawing all my soul Came out of me
This the type of shit I make when everybody count on me
This I who I had to be for all those of who clowned on me
And this the dude that I became cus everybody doubted me

I had bitches cry on me
I had bitches lie on me
I had bitches taking pictures meanwhile I was dying g

I had bitches put out cigarettes on me Im smiling tho
This exactly why yung sova’ll never trust another hoe

This exactly why yung sova bossed up and fucked every hoe
This exactly why yung sovaren cant give a fuck no mo
This exactly why yung sovaren will always be alone 
This exactly why yung sovaren will never pick up dope

raised by headphone music #yyb prod spellscasted

prod jjules 
remix of my own unreleased song
#trauma2k14

lets put on all of our songs try not to drive off the road 
swear to love you till the end time ur face is mine to hold 
so much comfort in thw way u held my hand when we had smoked 
theres 2 thousand million ways that this could all go up in flames 
lets just drive into the sunset till the car gets set ablaze 
wearing all my clothes it was a shame when u said u had changed 
said you liked some of the music that i listened when i drive 
kinda hope youd ask the song name wanna feel ur butterflies
no the feelings not important even tho i cant stop crying
write ur name down on some cardboard then throw it right back in the pile 
another beer at 9 am cause i cant look u in the eyes 
hope no one could tell a thing when i told u all it was fine 
only get close when were fucked up 
need ur pace  for every week
keep my head screwed on my shoulders bite my nexk and watch my bleed
im so sick and tired of al lways holding my pillow while i sleep 
blood all on your pretty hands while u squeeze tight that little sheep 
lets just smoke 3 packs of cigarettes and ash them to the sea 
theres a difference between love and truth i promise you will see 
gave u my new hat and you look just as pretty as can be 
and the scars havent been healed enough im way to scared to breathe 
because my lungs might fall out with every cough took by the breeze 
keep a picture of u posted on the backgroudn of my screen 
always looking at ur head from the back seat of his car 
whoever knew that i could love a girl who already shares her heart
and sometimes it feels too much so i walk away like really far 
ur peircings glimmer in the light reflected off the shore 
3 bar stools sat together but theres one pushed off to the side 
for my achey little heart it keeps me grounded the tide
know that i am younger cant offer you all that you could need 
but i love you more than 30 hundred million honey bees 
please dont touch my head unless you want me to fall in love
all my friends throwing rocks but i just want to look at the doves 
borrowed my pants for 3 days left the covered with blood 
but i wring it out and pour u into a little cup

ur goin down a path i cant follow prod spellscasted

sovaren