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still praying for you and i’m worn down 
tryna build myself up but i keep getting torn down
cut deep to the core now, tears pour down, while i mourn now im down hearted

usually pragmatic not one for the panic but i been feelin im manic need xanax can i vanish back to the past like the last time we spoke the last time that we smoked last time that we wrote the last time we was broke before the last time my heart broke from another nightmare i woke and i wake and it’s late i’m in a cold sweat like a lake and all of ya’ll just seem fake i can’t take it need a break my mental health it ain’t safe but

still praying for you and i’m worn down 
tryna build myself up but i keep getting torn down
cut deep to the core now, tears pour down, while i mourn now im down hearted 

survivors guilt dominates my thoughts can’t escape i told you i need a break so afraid i might break
got a chapel built in my chest got the door open im stressed got the windows open say less in the mirror im feeling pressed ima climb outta my flesh im just not at my best i just lost my best friend im crestfallen im desperate the anxiety that i slept in it’s crept in it’s etched into my essence and im falling falling

still praying for you and i’m worn down 
tryna build myself up but i keep getting torn down
cut deep to the core now, tears pour down, while i mourn now im down hearted

o f r e n d a

Jason's Album

Ironed weight

Falling in love reminiscing over us

Subway youth

Baby Keem - Bullies [Slowed + Reverb]

On the nature of salvation

urges (alternate)

Urges

Lyrics:

out here you gotta watch how you move
out here you know they plottin on you
out here nobody following a rule
out here everybody wanna act cool

out here
i learned snakes move at double time
head on a swivel from the start to the finish line
food on my plate niggas working hard to finish mine
if i sleep on em prolly put me in some linened pine
i want peace
none of us dying in the streets 
less beef wish that we’d speak stop picking up the heat

everyday above ground is profound to us
stop pointing it at my crown with intent to bust
i was looking out the window on that detroit bus
just wishing that i had the bread to uplift us
trust me when i say this i was gettin faded 
every single day on the block tryna escape it
people lookin down on me like i wasn’t the greatest 
please i’m too solid for these niggas that be aimless 
i got a fucking brain and i use it so i’m dangerous 
police be on the look out they just trying to detain us 
judge wanna arraign us
ICE asking for papers 
we all chasing a paycheck doin some kinda labor out here

out here you gotta watch how you move
out here you know they plottin on you
out here nobody following a rule
out here everybody wanna act cool

out here
every scar is a victory
outliving the misery inherited from history 
darkness crowding the daylight 
but you know that i stay bright 
writing for my life like a playwright 
waiting on y´all time to come, that’s a construct 
my standards higher got a different code of conduct
black ice on the mirror think the law coming
first instincts telling me to start running
i hope the lord coming to this run in i ain’t fronting
need a savior from the 1-2
trying to catch me with them counts like 1-2

and everybody's always talkin that shit 
leaving rude comments when i post up my shit 
and everybody's always on some bullshit 
but i'm hot like top ramen when i part my lips and i spit 
out here...

Santa Carla (Alternate)

o f r e n d a

SOVRGRVPES

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