all alone with my thoughts. (feat. Aylius)

(Lyrics)

Well if I can’t love myself
How can I try to be with someone else
Well if I can’t love myself
How can I try to be with someone else

Don’t know how to love myself but I could love you right
When we met at 8pm we knew we wasting light
All my sins they feel condemned when u be by my side
Shawty I don’t lie, shawty I don’t lie

Baby I don’t wanna lie to you
Baby you know that’d I’d die for you
All my actions are tried and true
That explains why I’ll be dying soon
Dying soon, dying soon

Invalid remedies
Invalid memories
I thought I’d be alone for centuries
2 different places where we meant to be

Baby I don’t wanna lie to you
Baby you know that’d I’d die for you
All my actions are tried and true
That explains why I’ll be dying soon
Dying soon, dying soon

Invalid remedies
Invalid memories
I thought I’d be alone for centuries
2 different places where we meant to be
Heaven and Hell 

Well if I can’t love myself
How can I try to be with someone else
Well if I can’t love myself
How can I try to be with someone else

invalid remedies & memories. [prod. sorrow bringer]

(Lyrics)

I don’t feel much but I still feel
All my emotions still feel real
I’m only poppin the real pills
I’m only shopping for pill deals 
No one gon come to my rescue
Girl u look godly lord blessed u
I’m sorry for times that I test u
But baby I wanna lay next to u

Yeah I was born in summer, Ima hot mess
But my heart is colder, it’s a process
I been working on myself this shit a project
Why u lying to my face u not a prospect, damn

U can’t see from my perspective
Teaching myself all these lessons
I knew u lied when u said it
I knew u lied when u said it

I can’t obtain, I can’t escape
I can’t remain in my old ways
I won’t sustain another day
I hope I’ll stay myself please say I will 
Or else, ima die up on the hill
Or else, ima fly up to the gates
Or else, ima keep poppin these pills
Or else, ima drown myself in hatred
Molly, I take it
New drugs, I lace it
I’m gettin wasted
I cannot face it 

I don’t feel much but I still feel
All my emotions still feel real
I’m only poppin the real pills
I’m only shopping for pill deals 
No one gon come to my rescue
Girl u look godly lord blessed u
I’m sorry for times that I test u
But baby I wanna lay next to u

my perspective. [prod. sorrow bringer x pizzle]

(Lyrics)

Yeah I know I gotta face the truth someday
I remember how I met u on Sunday
U had told me we would be together one day
Did I think that we would be forever? No way
Ur something I can not obtain
Ur someone I can not escape
It’s weird how u stay in my brain
Before I crash, gotta get my own lane

And I don’t know how to say
And I don’t know how to explain
I feel I have stayed the same
But u told me I had changed my ways
I know whatchu did wrong u don’t gotta play pretend
I know whatchu did wrong u don’t gotta play pretend
Nah nah u don’t gotta play pretend 

Yeah I know I gotta face the truth someday
I remember how I met u on Sunday
U had told me we would be together one day
Did I think that we would be forever? No way
Ur something I can not obtain
Ur someone I can not escape
It’s weird how u stay in my brain
Before I crash, gotta get my own lane

And I don’t know how to say
And I don’t know how to explain
I feel I have stayed the same
But u told me I had changed my ways
I know whatchu did wrong u don’t gotta play pretend
I know whatchu did wrong u don’t gotta play pretend
Nah nah u don’t gotta play pretend

play pretend. [prod. sorrow bringer x pizzle]

(Lyrics)

Made it 21 but I might die today
U the typa person that would lie for fame
Way too gone, don’t try to save me
Fuck being normal, my own road ima pave
21 but I might die today
Boy u a bitch, that’s child’s play
U can try to pull up on me but I’m miles away
Always gettin flattered cause yall gon imitate

I’m the best cause I train to be
Nothing new, they been hating me
Everything u say make believe 
I get paid to be here, I would pay u to leave
Watching me win, yall hate to see it
4 more cups, they got me leaning
Double up a Dutch, my wraps are teaming
No flashlight my diamonds gleaming

Can’t tell me shit cause I’ll always be unfazed 
Shoot his ass like Mason as we leavin the runway
All these bitches chasin but I’ll never go one way
Dealin out the powder makin money off cocaine
Snow day, okay, shotgun, cobain
No way, hoes they actin so lame
No saint, no strange, u get no fame
U is a pussy ass bitch, got no brain

Take breaks, motherfucker there’s no breaks
State ur case, either way go n look me in my face
Tay K, sayin free him since he did the race
I won’t be him that’s outta my ranks
I got Cartier all on my shades

Made it 21 but I might die today
U the typa person that would lie for fame
Way too gone, don’t try to save me
Fuck being normal, my own road ima pave
21 but I might die today
Boy u a bitch, that’s child’s play
U can try to pull up on me but I’m miles away
Always gettin flattered cause yall gon imitate

I’m the best cause I train to be
Nothing new, they been hating me
Everything u say make believe 
I get paid to be here, I would pay u to leave
Watching me win, yall hate to see it
4 more cups, they got me leaning
Double up a Dutch, my wraps are teaming
No flashlight my diamonds gleaming

21. [prod. Yung Ripper]

(Lyrics)

Bitch get back
Got a 9 millimeter, put a hole in ur bag
Bitch get back
Put em in a blunt, u know we rolled em in a pack
Bitch get back
I ain’t to blame but his toe got a tag
Bitch get back, bitch get back, bitch get back, bitch get back, bitch get back
I attack while I’m counting up the racks
That’s fax, no cap, ima add on to my stacks
Pitch black, full mag, no laser but I blast

In my bed, I get head, but I’m thinking bout the cash like
Get a bag like, get my bag right
New Soyuz., new sound, but I act like
I’m the old me, stuck up in my past life

I been thinking bout that shit but can’t go back tonite 
I been thinking bout a bitch I ain’t been acting right
Gotta get a new girl, she lookin bad tonite
Say u better than me? That’s a massive lie
That’s a massive lie, that’s a massive fight

U gon leave that shit with an injury
Yo bitch gon leave cause she missin me
Going down a bad slope, way too slippery
Like I’m migos wit the dope, no kidding me

Bitch get back
Got a 9 millimeter, put a hole in ur bag
Bitch get back
Put em in a blunt, u know we rolled em in a pack
Bitch get back
I ain’t to blame but his toe got a tag
Bitch get back, bitch get back, bitch get back, bitch get back

Bitch get back
Got a 9 millimeter, put a hole in ur bag
Bitch get back
Put em in a blunt, u know we rolled em in a pack
Bitch get back
I ain’t to blame but his toe got a tag
Bitch get back, bitch get back, bitch get back, bitch get back, bitch get back

I attack while I’m counting up the racks
That’s fax, no cap, ima add on to my stacks
Pitch black, full mag, no laser but I blast
In my bed, I get head, but I’m thinking bout the cash like
Get a bag like, get my bag right
New Soyuz., new sound, but I act like
I’m the old me, stuck up in my past life

GET BACK. [prod. Yung Ripper]

(Lyrics)

When an angel gets their wings
Said it didn’t hurt me but it stings
I tried my best but it still don’t work, didn’t know what life would bring
When an angel gets their wings
When an angel gets their wings
When an angel gets their wings
When an angel gets their wings

How could you go and leave me now?
You put my heart onto the floor then stomped it on the ground
Mi amor, mi amor
Whatchu looking for?
Mi amor, mi amor
Loving you’s a chore
You did it for the lore
What was my life before?
My soul has been so torn
I’m dead down to my core

Mi amor, mi amor
Whatchu looking for?
Mi amor, mi amor
Loving you’s a chore
Mi amor, mi amor
Whatchu looking for?
Mi amor, mi amor
Loving you’s a chore

When an angel gets their wings
I’m tied to you like some string
Around your finger like a ring
Now all the demons sing
When an angel gets their wings
Being praised just like a king
When an angel gets their wings
My whole life was just a jinx

When an angel gets their wings
Said it didn’t hurt me but it stings
I tried my best but it still don’t work, didn’t know what life would bring
When an angel gets their wings
When an angel gets their wings
When an angel gets their wings
When an angel gets their wings

when an angel gets their wings. [prod. swtchblayd]

(Lyrics)

Do u still think about me or do u just miss my name
Do u still think about me or do u just miss my fame
Do u still think about me or do u just miss the pain
Do u still think about me, do u still think a-
So tell me, do u want me or do u just miss my voice
So tell me, is it funny now that im ur only choice
Hotel sheets on the ground, that made me think it was a ploy
There was something bout u that just made me really coi

Avoid, avoid everyone I meet
Devoid, devoid everything I see
Pouring out my lean
Make me wanna scream
I take one for the team
But it’s only me

Forget my lessons, forget my best friend
Forget the things that made me feel like I was in heaven 

No one tryna teach me, devil tryna reach me
Hope he doesn’t beat me, playing with a Ouija

Everything that u did when we were apart, now u text me at 3am
Please admit what u did wrong but u too stuck up, now u a 1 outta 10
U tryna text me back but if u hit my phone ima leave u stuck on sent
I just wanna be by myself, all alone, without u I’m content 

Do u still think about me or do u just miss my name
Do u still think about me or do u just miss my fame
Do u still think about me or do u just miss the pain
Do u still think about me, do u still think a-
So tell me, do u want me or do u just miss my voice
So tell me, is it funny now that im ur only choice
Hotel sheets on the ground, that made me think it was a ploy
There was something bout u that just made me really coi

I still think about u but I’d rather think of nothing
I still think about u, thru my head u still be running
Better off without u but now I always be puffin
Im better off without u, im better off without u
Yeah yeah yeah

do you still think about me? [prod. secre x sorrow bringer]

All I’ve ever been is betrayed 
Why’d I care about anyone else but me
When all I’ve ever been is betrayed 
They like to talk but they don’t see 
How all I’ve ever been is betrayed
They gon speak but they don’t think bout
How all I’ve been is betrayed
All I’ve ever been is betrayed, yeah yeah yeah

Gettin high in the middle of the day
I might lose my soul but I ain’t losin any case
Gotta take control of my own life, I’m in my way
I blame it on myself but also blame it on the fakes

Barely holding on to the edge of my seat
If u take what I sow then ur soul ima reap
Forget everything that I teach
It ain’t even working for me

I’ve been on my own
(Told her take my soul)
She won’t leave me lone
(Cause I made her known)
No hospitality
(She just gets mad at me)
No more morality
(Another casualty)

All I’ve ever been is betrayed 
Why’d I care about anyone else but me
When all I’ve ever been is betrayed 
They like to talk but they don’t see 
How all I’ve ever been is betrayed
They gon speak but they don’t think bout
How all I’ve ever been is betrayed
All I’ve ever been is betrayed, yeah yeah yeah

All I’ve ever been is betrayed 
Why’d I care about anyone else but me
When all I’ve ever been is betrayed 
They like to talk but they don’t see 
How all I’ve ever been is betrayed
They gon speak but they don’t think bout
How all I’ve ever been is betrayed
All I’ve ever been is betrayed, yeah yeah yeah

BETRAYED. [prod. hypnotize]

(Lyrics)

White boy dunking on bitches like Chet
Feel like Johnny Test
That dog in me, feeling like Scooby instead
Stay gettin that bread

Like Bling Bling Boy, choppa gon sing sing boy
Phone gonna ring ring boy, you’ll hear a ding ding boy

(x2)
This why ion fuck with no bitch
This why u don’t call on my phone
This why I be getting more rich
This why I be living alone 

Never been the one to be the person they look up to but I know they world without me gon be darker
Never want someone to have nobody to look up to so I’ll teach em all my ways and make em smarter
Feeling like Goddard with Timmy, don’t barter against me
Go harder, you with me or not?
I bought her some Fendi, she chartering with me 
Low baller, you breaking the pot

Line it up, take shots of tequila
Light it up, hit blunts with a Nina 
Singing up, no breaks with the heater
Quiet up, them boys ain’t gon beat us

Give all the answers but they won’t believe me 
I dive in her water we chillin in Fuji 
Yo girl got a figure 8 bod like Tahiti
Got Schedule 1 drugs, ima give em a freebie
My girl ain’t gon leave me, got hooked once she seen me
I pop out the bottles and feel like a genie
U soft as a beanie and act like u dreamy
But tryna be funny won’t put u on TV
Mansion like Luigi, my bitches be peachy
I’m back in the office like Trump can’t impeach me
U knew it was hard don’t be thinking shits easy
I’m feeling like Offset and Travis on ZeZe

BD on BD on BD on BD, u putting shit all on a gang u don’t rep
U be talking some shit while claiming a false set
I ain’t part of a gang, putting rumors to rest
Yeah Soyuz. be the best, I’ll say it with my chest
I been screaming my name at my shows, u upset
It’s ur time to be grown up, kick u out the nest
U a bitch, u a bitch, u a bitch, Johnny Test

White boy dunking on bitches like Chet
Feel like Johnny Test
That dog in me, feeling like Scooby instead
Stay gettin that bread

Like Bling Bling Boy, choppa gon sing sing boy
Phone gonna ring ring boy, you’ll hear a ding ding boy

Rounds finished

Bling-Bling Boy. (Johnny Test) [prod. Yung Ripper]

(Lyrics)

Yeah I’m feeling like a villain when in it, but am I feeling relentless?
Then I might deal in the villain who always killing, a menace
I’ll leave you squealing like Krillin, my Frieza (freezer) cold and pretentious 
And no, I ain’t got time to waste, I’m asking “what’s the consensus?”
I become dark like Sidious, my power strong and infectious 
I told em it ain’t hard to heal it, Anakin my apprentice 
I’m having trouble with concealing, I’m revealing intentions 
And I won’t ever hit my ceiling, you’ll be growing defenseless

Kill everybody, don’t know what they meant to me
Drowning in liquor, I swim in a henny sea (Hennessy)
They won’t get near me they think I’m too menacing
Think how I think and you’ll realize not many see 

Counting up all the bodies, gotta restock 
Only shoes u can afford are Reeboks
Y2K bitch, wear Rerock
Shooting like Spike from Cowboy Bebop

Fa fa fa

Chillin in the ride, outside, got a fire in my eyes 
With a fire on my hip on the side
Only gon die in the end, I pretend in my mind that everything gon be alright 
All of these people just piss me off, tryna get by but I can’t when the ocean is dry 
U wanna make it a tie, but then why would I hide from the truth when it’s really a lie

Hearing a buzz on a my phone but I swear that shits dead I been thinking it’s all in my head
I do not wan be alone but I stop feeling dread only when I go over take meds
Fuck it I’m getting too high, I don’t care whatchu said cause I’m making more money in bed
I might just wish on a star, have my weed come to life like how Johnny was wishing for Ted

Fuck it, I think I’m the best
Fuck it, I think I’m the best
Fuck it, I think I’m the best
Fuck it, I think I’m the best

RELENTLESS. [prod. Yung Ripper]

music for the lost & the found.

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all alone with my thoughts. (feat. Aylius)

Soyuz.

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