this song is over a year old but it's better then i remember so we'll see how long ill leave it up

really not mixed well but i lost the flp for it :/
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bite down

on my tongue

can’t let these thoughts out, they fill me up

1 foot off the edge and feeling stuck

pulled the pin and now im blowing up 

and i dont really have the time to stay

chronology doesnt matter when i see ur face

kiss me on forehead while i fade away

these pests latch on and i start to decay

these feelings they haunt me 

they let me down

i’m only up when ur not around

and i remeber all about

THAT SHIT THAT U DID U ME

FUCKED UP IN MY HEAD AND I JUST WANNA GO TO SLEEP

I JUST HOPE TO GOD THAT I WONT SEE U IN MY DREAMS

I FEEL LIKE SHIT BUT IT NOTHING LIKE ‘18

Breaking down my thought patterns, i feel it in my spleen

it’s an endless fucking circle that we’re both too scared to leave

these words that we swallow will overflow the stream

focused on my health while u stuff urself with greed

i know i shouldn’t care but i suck at apathy 

every single day im breaking with atrophy

it’s an endless fucking circle that we’re both too scared to leave

these words that we swallow will overflow the stream

i will always remember u will u remmeber me

loose holes, im falling through

cut bones and arteries

‘18 (branwen)

soz