KENNEDY WAS HERE!! LOVE U MAN :)

https://soundcloud.com/kennedysucks/crankthatsoldierboy

spent awhile on this, could be better but idk
SHOUT OUT YARDS4LE🖤⭐️😅 !! :)
https://soundcloud.com/kennedysucks
https://soundcloud.com/user-551713846
noahmadethiss and kenny orlando heard this, bro thank you guys so much 
NOAH REPOSTED :) :)

Lyrics: (transcribed by me)

kndyxoxo postcard

and when i get there ima send u a postcard

i've always been right there 

we've never been so far

i wish that i could promise you it wouldn't be so hard

but ima send u a postcard

when he got drafted he was 17

they gave him a gun but he dont even know what heaven means

and he promised to his mom to live forever like an evergreen

he faked a smile, told a lie, he's terrified but she would never see

she said that he'd be fine 

when he was leaving she could hardly look him in the eyes

he said believe me mama ik im too young to die

i'm sure that i'll be fine 

and he had to pack his things, he's out the door

had to tell his mom goodbye, he's off to war

he didnt even know what he was fighting for,

didnt even know what he was fighting for

they told him pick ur head up boy nd suck it up

you only had one life but they fucked it up! :( 
you can try nd kick nd scream its not enough

ur momma's lil soilder boy just toughen up 

 

(chorus)

and when i get there ima send u a postcard

i've always been right there 

we've never been so far

i wish that i could promise you it wouldn't be so hard

but ima send u a postcard

x2

there's no point in asking for help

he did anything and everything for everyone else  

just thought that one day he'd get home and have a story to tell 

he'd never kill another soldier, they reminded him too much of himself

nd thought his thinking was ahead of his time

but one day he was caught behind enemy lines 

they put a gun up to his head, he wasnt ready to die 

but he was fine, instead he looked them dead in the eyes and said 

(chorus)

and when i get there ima send u a postcard

i've always been right there 

we've never been so far

i wish that i could promise you it wouldn't be so hard

but ima send u a postcard

x2

and when i get there ima send u a postcard

i've always been right there 

we've never been so far

i wish that i could promise you it wouldn't be so hard

but ima send u a postcard

Postcard

kennedyxoxo - postcard (noahmadethiss + soz)

hex put me in the mist and im falling

sleeping all day but she still wanna call me 

feel my heart beat, feeling on my body

breaking bones, feeling like a fuckn zombie

x2

in my zone i got prada on the waste 

hit my phone, i know u just wanna taste

yea, and i just need to get away 

high as hell living off that novocaine 

living life with my foot still on the brake

hundred racks nd i spent it on some fray

on the move bitch, no i cannot stay

blood drip from this motherfuckin

g blade

hex put me in the mist and im falling

sleeping all day but she still wanna call me 

feel my heart beat, feeling on my body

breaking bones, looking like a fuckn zombie

x2

hex (northeast lights)

its getting really cold out

im losing myself, im a night owl

yeah awake all night

in my head

all these fears i fight

thinking low of me now

think i made it out of spite 

drink the henny till its light

yeah im up all fucking night

just to face my problems

i get numb to to "solve em"

waiting on you, to show me a sign

ive been up all night, ive been wanting to die 

thinking of you, like damn your so divine 

she touches me but i'm barely alive

in the snow i fucking hide

winter soldier in the night

losing all my motivation to try

winter soldier in the night (idealism)

thought 4 a second i wasn't useless. i guess i was wrong.
prod @dercept 
lyrics:



worthless

i know u didnt mean to do this

stupid

for ever thinking that u felt it 

clueless 

thought for a second that i could do this 

thought for a second that i wasnt fkn useless 

x2

i sit here all night

all these thoughts coalesce inside my head 

i should rlly just get some fuckn rest 

but i just cant do that when ur  in someones bed 

when i feel alone, yeah  i feel so dead

when i hit ur phone, u dont even send me a text

i get it tho cuz im a stupid nobody bitch who needs to go to his room and cry himself to sleep because no

one will ever love him

worthless

i know u didnt mean to do this

stupid

for ever thinking that u felt it 

clueless 

thought for a second that i could do this 

thought for a second that i wasnt fkn useless 

x2

Useless

useless (dercept)

i thought id write a few words
lately i've been feeling worse

but slowly and morbidly im fading

getting away from this casing

im stuck inside, and im shaking

let me out, please im begging u

but slowly and morbidly im fading

getting away from this casing

im stuck inside, and im shaking

let me out please im begging u

trapped inside a world and i feel im lost

baby i feel good now, but whats the cost

still scarred from the times we fought

and im still locked inside of this fucking box

so please let me out, let me go

if u hurt me, please take it slow

but slowly and morbidly im fading

getting away from this casing

im stuck inside, and im shaking

let me out, please im begging u

but slowly and morbidly im fading

getting away from this casing

im stuck inside, and im shaking

let me out please im begging u

casing (dercept)

happy new year!
crappy new song
these love scars, wish that they would fade away 

and it hurts me everytime i see ur face

i know ur doing better now but u left me

im sitting in my room contimplating 

how do i move forward without u

blood on my hands and im feeling blue 

kiss me on my lips ik u feel it too

i'll always find myself running back to u

i wish i never met you
you got me thinking that im see thru
in my head im always destitute
all this shit goin on got me feeling blue
when i look in ur eyes i know u feel it too
lost my mind and idk what to do
but ur face looks so pretty in the light of the moon

love scars (metlast)

made in two hours

want it bad 

something to fill my empty chest

want it bad

something to give me some fucking rest

nd i want u back

but u moved on to the next 

and its really sad

how much that i still obsess over u


over u im fucking wasted

over thoughts yeah im sitting on the pavement 

look to god cuz im always needing saving

as time goes on my scars are engravin  into me

and i hope to god that one day ill be fading

tears on my face cuz im always forsaken

blame it on my ways, cuz im always breaking

i wish u would come back. baby im begging.

obsessed over u (wisssery + jolst)

this song is over a year old but it's better then i remember so we'll see how long ill leave it up

really not mixed well but i lost the flp for it :/
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bite down

on my tongue

can’t let these thoughts out, they fill me up

1 foot off the edge and feeling stuck

pulled the pin and now im blowing up 

and i dont really have the time to stay

chronology doesnt matter when i see ur face

kiss me on forehead while i fade away

these pests latch on and i start to decay

these feelings they haunt me 

they let me down

i’m only up when ur not around

and i remeber all about

THAT SHIT THAT U DID U ME

FUCKED UP IN MY HEAD AND I JUST WANNA GO TO SLEEP

I JUST HOPE TO GOD THAT I WONT SEE U IN MY DREAMS

I FEEL LIKE SHIT BUT IT NOTHING LIKE ‘18

Breaking down my thought patterns, i feel it in my spleen

it’s an endless fucking circle that we’re both too scared to leave

these words that we swallow will overflow the stream

focused on my health while u stuff urself with greed

i know i shouldn’t care but i suck at apathy 

every single day im breaking with atrophy

it’s an endless fucking circle that we’re both too scared to leave

these words that we swallow will overflow the stream

i will always remember u will u remmeber me

loose holes, im falling through

cut bones and arteries

‘18 (branwen)

throwing away songs
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my stomach hurt, yeah i’m thinkin it’s the alcohol

my heart bleeds as long i fucking retain the pulse

i always kick this fucking can down the same road

against my will, my head grabs me by my fucking throat

spit it out u stupid bitch don’t got no time for fakes

if i could i’d find someone to lock me and my soul in place

 demons in my head, with no way to escape

they stay in my head, over and over yeah they replay

replay (branwen)

Shoutout the original prods @prodacey & @vito2300 !!
original song by: @lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt/puppet

shoutout @branwenmusic for popularizing this style of beat

skele - puppet (soz remix)

shoutout the original creators:
@lilskeleskrrt 
@prodacey

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