thought 4 a second i wasn't useless. i guess i was wrong.
prod @dercept 
lyrics:



worthless

i know u didnt mean to do this

stupid

for ever thinking that u felt it 

clueless 

thought for a second that i could do this 

thought for a second that i wasnt fkn useless 

x2

i sit here all night

all these thoughts coalesce inside my head 

i should rlly just get some fuckn rest 

but i just cant do that when ur  in someones bed 

when i feel alone, yeah  i feel so dead

when i hit ur phone, u dont even send me a text

i get it tho cuz im a stupid nobody bitch who needs to go to his room and cry himself to sleep because no

one will ever love him

worthless

i know u didnt mean to do this

stupid

for ever thinking that u felt it 

clueless 

thought for a second that i could do this 

thought for a second that i wasnt fkn useless 

x2

Useless

useless (dercept)

sorry it took a year for me to mix this

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

late last december
low life like my face from a time i remember
the head down inside moms crib, drugged up temper
wit fucked up love this shitty house never better
its how life go i guess
been sweater weather forever inside of ur chest
but this shit never hurt when u had died in ur head
lie alone in bed
eyes filled wit dread 
no cry for the meds
now im-
caught in crossfire baby tell me who i am
ion think you understand
if i hit ts then i do it all again tonight
crossfaded put a cup in each hand on ice
all nite till a.m. been feeling alright
grab onto my hand we could ride away
or u could pass me up by like rightaway
pass me a blunt need it right away
(shorty gon say she not part of me
but stay bumpin "armory"
honest to god its like)
fuck out my way
stay zooted, fucked up in my place
like you is the source of the cause of my pain
so of course that shit go thru my brain
red the hatred run, course thru my veins
let my body erupt thru the flames
never feeding myself as of late
evermore im feeling it's my fate

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

inter_165 (thaibeats)

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

[Verse]
I know I'm not perfect
I didn't deserve this
the purpose you gave me has all been forgot

You act in reaction
surprised when it happened
The passion that was. it was all just a front

You're not the same person
who took all my burdens
turning and twisting them all into dust

Your holding the matches that led to these ashes
the gas in your actions, a knife to the gut

[Chorus]
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
I just cant watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?
Getting so bored, it's the same every day
i just can't watch while it falls into place
trapped in my mind while my body decays
Said, "I switched up", why the fuck would I change?

Decay (prod. Cobalt)

prod. wixxy x bended

i was outside living on a spaceship 
and like a human, i still don’t know how to face it 
when i speak sometimes my own tongue does slip 
i really need you girl we should connect our lips

(2x)
dance in the vacuum of space, everyday 
we can not sit still we gon rave, till we cave 
we gon lose our breath and we say, that we hate
everybody that’s not with us it’s fake, yeah it’s fake

and when i slip out of consciousness im all in 
i dunno what i can tell you girl i’m falling 
for you baby i know that you been calling
but these drugs are kicking i know that im 
out of my mind right now and 
you tell me that i have been in 
someplace that i probably shouldn’t 
but i still know my own limits 
so help me slip out of my body like right now 
i wanna forget my name and leave it a proper noun 
i wanna make it so i’ll never ever be found 
and i mean it i don’t want it to be profound

(2x)
dance in the vacuum of space, everyday 
we can not sit still we gon rave, till we cave 
we gon lose our breath and we say, that we hate
everybody that’s not with us it’s fake, yeah it’s fake

slip

Production + being an awesome af person - @whos-that-clown
Production - @Prod5head
Lyrics + Vocals + Mixing/Mastering - Alexis LeVay(HeyLee Manzeron)

I wrote this song as a spritual successor/sequel to a song I dropped many years ago. This one is about looking back at life when you're running out of time, and regretting how cruel the life experience was, but also being thankful for just still being alive at all.
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Lyrics:

I’m thinking ‘bout the wasted years
And I’ll watch my life just disappear 

I’m a golden fish in contaminated water
I’m sorry to my Mom, I was not a better daughter
I’ve been shouting at the sky, but I never got an answer
Crippled and decayed from the aggravated cancer
No
I don’t need this toxic bullshit
No
I’ll will live to forget this moment

You’ll never go through what I’ve been through
And it’s something I’d never hope for you
These nightmares I behold are true
Like Christchurch, I will crumble too
Like the hindenburg disaster, I’ll be falling faster
Flatlined, 29, staring down the casket
Imma go down smooth like Primo in a glass(uh)
You’re six feet deep, can’t fix it with a plaster

You think that you’re safe, but you’ll never get a pass(uh)
Life is a skill that’s impossible to master
Death is relaxing, it hits you with that blaster
One moment you’re here, then you’re breathing in your last one
Well, ain’t life a bastard? Ticking down faster
Every single thing you grow to love with never last(uh)
Every single day just gets harder
But I’m still here, poppin’ ass to Nova Garden

I’m a golden fish in contaminated water
I’m sorry to my Mom, I was not a better daughter
I’ve been shouting at the sky, but I never got an answer
Crippled and decayed from the aggravated cancer
No
I don’t need this toxic bullshit
No
I’ll will live to forget this moment

I WILL FORGET THIS MOMENT! | Prod. The Sound Clown + 5head

my acura keeps dying (demo)

prod. heyzbee & yunny goldz

take my life i don’t want no one else
i hate myself so you made my heart melt
hatred runs deep i just need your help 
i can’t speak so i just gave myself, up for good

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

you really don’t have any friend 
they lied to you they just pretend
just cut them off and let it end 
i’m the one you need and depend
your family sucks they hate you too
you don’t need them just me and you
best friend so what, it doesn’t matter who
i’m the one you want, so only me pursue

i don’t want to fight back 
cuz i am just worthless
you said i’m the surface 
compared to you, im hurting 
you sang a lullaby 
that said i’m not worth a night
one word turned into fights 
now i sit and harmonize

melt

Huge thanks to notahero for killing this. Like, Repost, and Comment if yall rocking with this one <3
Produced by The Sound Clown (a haze collective producer btw) and tiedforsilver!

**lyrics**

(You only hit my phone when you don’t feel alright, 
I’m at your beck & call, but I’m still some other guy)

I think it’s time I packed a bag and ran away 
In case you even cared, I still feel the same 
You tell me that you’re here and it’ll be okay
I’m breaking like the leaves in this winter rain 

You tell me those three words, I can’t trust that
Brand new silver Benz, feelings on the dash yeah
I might just hit 100, never going back
I’m feeling presidential when I count my stacks 

You just wanna break my bones and that’s fine, 
Were those tears even real I saw when you cried?
It was already hard to trust now it’s worse by 10 times 
You left me with no choice, I’m leaving tonight

I’ve been in this race and it’s making me exhausted
shawty filled with hate, and we losing all our progress
Ain’t got the time to waste but you’ll bury me in August, yuh, in August, yuh, in August

Saw it in her eyes, she like messing with my conscience
Wishing I could change, I don’t know if I can solve it
Moving to the day that I’ll be inside a coffin
A coffin, yuh, a coffin

I think it’s time I packed a bag and ran away 
In case you even cared, I still feel the same 
You tell me that you’re here and it’ll be okay
I’m breaking like the leaves in this winter rain 

You tell me those three words, I can’t trust that
Brand new silver Benz, feelings on the dash yeah
I might just hit 100, never going back
I’m feeling presidential when I count my stacks

(notahero)
i’m starting to feel like i’m a junkie but i’m not ready to be done yet
i fear i’m falling into the void come grab my outstretched hand
so high i’m seeing into the future, but i don’t know where imma land

we got the whole weekend, baby what’s the point in getting mad?
tommy jacket on me, cuz it’s way too cold for july
got something special in my cup i think my brain might get fried

and would u cry baby if tonight’s the night that i died?
but i could never let u go baby ur way too special
a new shirt after i smoke to be respectful
a new number i’ve never seen on top the dashboard

i might just pack my things and go, i don’t want to stop when i’m home
cuz this winter rain outside so wet and cold

and i’m too fucking drunk to see straight, baby i feel nauseous
a different type of dumb in your head to say i ain’t popping
it’s blue it’s not a green thumb cuz i’m counting hundreds
i shake it into a tornado like a fucking mosh pit

Girl I’m loving you cuz everything you do is flawless,
You could stop it but i don’t wanna stop it
(No I don’t wanna)

sevenfeet & notahero - bury me in august (Prod. The Sound Clown & tiedforsilver)

parasite

“Stray” . 
Vocals By vails, Evergarden, skele, VITO 
Production from McX
Mixing by Vails
Mastering by Evergarden.

Lyrics:

(Evergarden)
find a way out
i wont go too far on my own now
my own path i follow
hope that my luck turns around

throw me to the ground
its just myself im letting down
think i could do without it
need my time, i hate the sounds

(vails)
can you wash away the pain
Gets to much to bare 
The complications I’ve had in my head won’t leave this year 
I’m on a solo path and I 
Won’t stray from the tracks
Until i  find the worth that I once knew
Then I’ll be back 

wake me up, i don’t think so
Break my body and my bones
Before I let another girl take over eveything I’d known 
Il work it out
Eventually 
Maybe one day baby I could take you back to me

(Skele)

back to me 
come back down 
ravage me 
i’m right here now 
silently i cry out 
quietly without a sound 

maybe i’m too patient 
fucked up
waiting for you got me anxious 
every night 
pour the bottle till sedated 
ain’t right 
he know it 
he know i hate it 

oh i love him less 
before the winter end
cold as my body gets 
needs something warm to mend 

geeked up 
i don’t need a reason 
cut through me like a knife 
still bleeding
i knew from the second call
you were leaving 
i knew from the second call 
i was grieving you

(interlude by VITO)
Stay - stay - stray 

(Vails)
The drugs keep on enhacing 
The lights keep on advancing
so fucked ive lost the feeling
My heart ireggular beating 

123 uh 
can you wash away the pain
It Gets to much to bare 
The complications I’ve had in my head won’t leave this year 
I’m on a solo path and I 
Won’t stray from the tracks
Until i  find the worth that I once knew
Then I’ll be back

(VITO)
Stay - stay - stray
And I can’t fall again, again
So long 

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Stray (feat. evergarden, Skele, VITO, McX)

ty for help @itsseele <33
self prod
guitar @hiraethsry :D

to think i owe, anything at all
taking out my hand is all that u know
theres no walking this back, not letting it go
u dont even feel bad, youl reap what u sow

im lifting your weight, i wont carry this around
leave me lacking in faith, let it all hit the ground
lead me, shackles and chains, theres no hope for me now
how long does it take?! im done dragging it out

useless (dercept)

soz

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