Name: Bartender by aestrea
Duration: 5 min 4 s
Description: this song is about My time spent studying abroad in Athens Greece where I had a fling with a greek bartender. if you're reading this theo I told you id write a song about you haha.

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 omggg vocals babe

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this song is about My time spent studying abroad in Athens Greece where I had a fling with a greek bartender. if you're reading this theo I told you id write a song about you haha.

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lyrics:
sunlight feels nice on my vampire skin
ya it hurts but it's how i live
like maybe i deserve it, maybe i've lost my fucking mind
again

i think i like to watch myself mess up
so i'll never see the day where i'm good enough
i wish i could go back to before i begun to destroy my body
if i could talk to it now
i'd say i'm sorry

i'm sorry
i'm hurting really bad
my heart is across the state
and my brain's nowhere to be found
my bones are decaying
my lungs stopped inflating
last year, around this time in may

people tell me i'm insane
and i'm just not thinking straight these days
i wish i wasn't i wish i wasn't so fucked up
wish i could love myself and not hurt anyone else 
and stop killing my brain cells

i'm sorry
i'm hurting really bad
my heart is across the state
and my brain's nowhere to be found
my bones are decaying 
my lungs stopped inflating
a long time ago
think i'm dead in the brain, so

i'm sorry

i'm sorry

apology 2 my body

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Hi I’m aestrea. AESTREA is my musical project that I started when I was 14, born out of a love for alternative/indie music, with a mix of ambient, acoustic, electronic, and synth pop influences and sounds. I also try to incorporate my love for sci-fi and space into my music and overall aesthetic, which is why I chose the name AESTREA when I started out. I started producing, writing, and recording music in my bedroom when I was 14, and since then I have slowly built an audience on platforms such as Soundcloud and Spotify. My passion for music started with a guitar and a notebook, and led to synthesizers and software. Creating music is my passion and I am so grateful for everyone who supports my music!
INSTAGRAM @AESTREA

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