vivian [lil biscuit]

official music video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6FM4GbPe5I&ab_channel=patternsxx

bby, yr not the 1
im srry that u had 2 find out this way
bby its all bcuz
u had 2 go and say all those things u say
but now u cant stop me
the things u taught me
u couldnt rob me 
of learnin yr ways
i wont hold it against u
but u held against me 
my word and now 
thats all thats at stake
he held me closer 2 him than u ever did
cant even 4giv u
wont ever 4get u
no phoebe bridge
miss u like a kid
im still just a kid
u wanna try 2 fix
all of the parts of me
that i think r sick
4 both of us
in different ways
this is a transition
my mom would say
theres better ways
to waste the space 
left in yr brain
i spent the rest of my remaining
on my lyrics and yr face
now theres no one else
left 2 sing yr praise
not a good look
2 act obsessed babe
shook a lot of u off
when i went 2 the rave
im standing out in the snow
u dont remember my name
would it all go back 
to the way that it was
if i wished on a star
and i stopped doing drugs
but u took it too far
it was never what i wanted
left me with a scar
yr a ghost now im haunted
now i never wanna know
what yr doing now bcuz
if i did i would think abt it
way 2 much
way 2 much
yr hold on me
is nothing but a touch
that i cant keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by rotel x ven
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/2/23
art by bedhead
original photography by lil wet wet

ALL PLATFORMS

would it all go back? (+ rotel x ven) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

cant tell w/ counter + toxin brewer + joshuasageart |☆ spaceboyry ☆|

guitar by @evanjolley

lyrics:

this isnt working out dont know why im still trying now
all by myself and im thinking about dying now
behind four walls is where im hiding out
been up the whole night couldent sleep been crying out
piece by piece im just falling to pieces
and i can barely breathe as my heart rate decreases
wondering how far this road reaches
taking all these drugs 'till the point they feel needless

i cant even tell i cant even tell i cant even tell
how far have i fell
i think im in hell
im not feeling well im not feeling well im not feeling well
will anybody hear me if i scream and yell
x2

im sick of people saying everything will be alright
i cant close my eyes i toss and turn for the entire night
i dont go outside i stay deprived of sunlight 
monsters in my head that lately ive been trying to fight
whats the point of waking up when everyday is terrible
and every nights comparable
rip me apart 'till the point im irreparable
trying to keep it together im already hysterical
i wish i could wake up from this nightmare
i cant help but feel like im going nowhere
losing my mind and i dont care
feel like im not here or there
staring at a blank white wall
like why did i wake up at all
all by myself no missed calls
how much farther do i have to fall

i cant even tell i cant even tell i cant even tell
how far have i fell
i think im in hell
im not feeling well im not feeling well im not feeling well
will anybody hear me if i scream and yell
x2

falling (prod. evan jolley)

@rit_hk
@benjithemachine
music video out now
https://youtu.be/jzsLE1ZkMzU
Lyrics

You don’t like my shit
Well your irrelevant uh
I can’t even fw ppl who can’t manifest nah
I had to check the script
I can’t even let you in yh you irrelevant x2

Dk shawtyy
I just pop up anywhere 
And do the bidding 
Tryna track me down
But I’m not here I’m in the spirit

I never ask you for shit
Can you stop giving me tips

All these npcs
I can’t stand It
All ways talk talk talk
I’m just spamming 
Walk in da store and I spend like im scamming 
Pockets ain’t hurting I’m not taking damage

You don’t like my shit
Well your irrelevant uh
I can’t even fw ppl who can’t manifest nah
I had to check the script
I can’t even let you in yh you irrelevant x2

They just talk talk talk talk 
Its a super special meeting he be talking w the glock
Matter of fact
U can talk to ar with a stock
They gave me advice but bitch ill never fucking stop

And i know that i been silly with it
Ill hit a milly w this
Its hard to take em serious they aint got shit on they wrist
Im eating ramen w the bros
Ur fit is dead what r those?

And u might have a little money but u look dead in those clothes

You don’t like my shit
Well your irrelevant uh
I can’t even fw ppl who can’t manifest nah
I had to check the script
I can’t even let you in yh you irrelevant x2

Irrelevent

Irrelevent +Rit (prod. Benjithemachine)music video out now!

alone and dark lost in the snow...





@d1vwv
@neohnq

leave it all behind w/ d1v |☆ neohn ☆|

me + @fijimar guna run it up again because u played the shit out of the last one on here, i hope you like it!

the last one we did was called "with you" - https://soundcloud.com/anuphoria/anuphoria-ft-fijimar-with-you

https://soundcloud.com/fijimar