a gift for my girlfriend :)
happy valentine’s day baby💖

COVER OF BLEED A RIVER BY SEMATARY
ORIGINALLY PRODUCED BY SEMATARY GRAVE MAN
RE-PRODUCED BY FPS
LYRICS BY SEMATARY 
MIXED BY FPS X CARE
LYRICS - 

baby, i would bleed a river, just to see your pretty face
baby, you know i keep a heater, but it's just to keep you safe
baby, i know you got the shivers, my fire strong today
baby, i’ll bleed you forever, and bury you by the lake
baby, i would bleed a river

fucc the world, i'll stay forever
my fire go higher, shawty make my shadow smile
when she barf up on my dick, i know i love her
baby, i'd die for you, i love you till the end and after too
you can be my haunted girl if you like my haunted guys
baby, i need your skull, and your blood run down my knife
put your bеd up on my grave so we can fuck for all time
ridе up in my cadillac, i wanna bury you alive
gimme some sugar, baby, take my blood
i sleep when i wanna, can you stay up?
can I take your skin, hang it on my wall?
skellingtons in our arms in the mud

baby, i would bleed a river, just to see your pretty face
baby, you know i keep a heater, but it's just to keep you safe
baby, i know you got the shivers, my fire strong today
baby, i'll bleed you forever, and bury you by the lake
baby, i would bleed a river

i will feed your blood to the river
i won't leave, no, no, no, never
i will feed your blood to the river
i won't leave, no, no, no, never
i will feed your blood to the river
i won't leave, no, no, no, never

baby, i would bleed a river, just to see your pretty face
baby, you know i keep a heater, but it's just to keep you safe
baby, i know you got the shivers, my fire strong today
baby, i'll bleed you forever, and bury you by the lake
baby, i would bleed a river

bleed a river (cover)

also prod p3tro!!! fun w friends

lyrics
toxin:
hunnids on the table pick it up
too much of the drugs in my blood
i been feelin not myself lately
i been feelin like someone else

can u call me, and tell me
u never wanna see me again
bc the thought keeps
dancin around in my head

tell me what u want bb its all i want to give
u an me are perfect it should be me and not him

holdin on my hard drive
gigabytes are leakin out
walkin w that pole
like i know u see it pokin out
met u in a haunted house
synthetic oh so underground
i stay w my dogs
like a got a crib inside the pound
turnin up my gain
tell me “can you hear me now?”
i got no one in the front seat
i keep an angel next to me

tell me what u want bb its all i want to give
u an me are perfect it should be me and not him x2

p3tro:
me and not him
but i lost it
i can never be just an option
rather put my heart in a beat
than a coffin
i just put synthetic in my T(ea)
like im toxin
sleepless, obsessive intentions are obvious constants
changing the world that we live in’s exhaustin
i feel in charge and youre done when were talkin
water the things that we’ve grown and its often

i still feel like i might drown
think my code is bogging down
dont know what ur thinkin right now
thought we were perfect
im working it out

kainebot:
all i ever want
is a little common sense
i want the life for me
nothin ever makes sense
body always feelin tense
needa get this sorted out
im breakin DOWN

tell me is there anything that u could ever say
to make me feel okay
i been runnin through my mind all day
im rusting i can feel decay…

go head and send me to a chop shop
i could use a blaster i could always keep the block hot
why u never laugh when i be sayin shit like ….bruh
what is it that makes u wanna stay w me
i say the shit i wanna say
i keep u right beside of me
if i dont, then ill never see another day
u make me feel okay

synthetic tea

Synthetic Tea (ft Toxin Brewer & p3tro)

i want to be the one... (prod. not emo)

prod. drma

lost again
where is my head?
i know I’m playing victim
lost again
where are my friends?
i know that they could care less
i know that’s a lie but I feel so alone
how the fuck do I have all my friends but I feel so fuckin alone
i guess it’s cause I don’t wanna bother them
i feel so embarrassed and annoying
I’m just a waste of space ima fuckin disgrace
i should off myself so no one has to see my face
just put me in a casket
and bury me 6 feet under
if I leave a suicide note nobody will have to wonder why
they’ll just know that I did it cause I hate me
my mind is the one who betrayed me
now I think that it’s too late to save me
all my demons yeah I know they’re gonna chase me

i
wanna die
why
do I try
write my name in my death note
too much trauma I can’t let go
episodes of depression
I been tired of rejection
and I got nothing to live for
depression got me feeling like life’s a chore
drunk passed out yeah I’m on the floor
i don’t give a fuck anymore

anymore
i don’t give a fuck anymore (x3)

suicide note

purgatory |☆ okmax + zzdox + april21 ☆|

bone and skin [prod. nightiger]

First song off the new project "Our Feeble Attempt (at the Inevitable Realization)" <3
lyrics:
i just wanna smile.
i know that hurts but it can only last a while,
with everything we go through, life is like a trial,
i just feel so blessed that i've been learning since a child,

to be thankful when i'm sad  -
just because they hurt you, doesn't make a person bad,
learn to let it go cause you deserve it to detach,
people are just pieces and not everyone can match,
never turning back, but the pain can never last

couldn't touch me, you were lucky to get let through
back up, get the fuck up out my bedroom -
life is really short, if were alive then we'll be dead soon
they always try to turn me down, like i'm headroom,

if you don't miss me then i'm guessing it's just tough luck,
bet that it's more easy to get fucked up -
hard to fall in love when you don't give yourself enough love,
poured my heart out like a dump truck

to many people steady lying, they won't fess up
live their life on autopilot like a tesla
won't even admit it to their self, cause its less rough
doing it right now - i'm not next up

please don't call my phone back
why'd i let you hold that?
"i gave you my heart" -
and your the only one i told that!
finally fucking healing,
i'm the only one who knows that,
a plant is always stronger when it finally gets to grow back

"like I don't know what their doing, they're running away and stuff , im just trying to say that you matter man, or girl - whoever you are you matter to someone, just keep that in mind, don't forget that."

song notes:  Deciduous in botany means to lose leaves or branches seasonally, or during specific periods of a plants life in order to conserve energy and survive in harsh conditions. It has a similar meaning in Animals who shed antlers, baby teeth, or their skin, to grow again a-new. Regenesis means to be reborn a new, a new birth and a renewal. Spiritually, Deciduous growth is different then Regenesis because instead of starting over completely, you are shedding parts of yourself that are hindering your growth,  getting ready to endure a hard season, and coming out a stronger version of yourself because of it <3

Deciduous vs. Regenesis (prod. p3tro)

DAT BOI FRENSH
Lyrics:

[bleaky]
You said you fucked up, ye there's something wrong
More than enough oh yeah, that's true I thought
I've found my way but I be blinded by the light
Oh yeah I'm not so good I've thought

Reach me back
I know you want me back
I try to forget it girl

And I died 100 times
That's how I roll
I be hunting by the sea
Like I'm a sparrow
I be cool with my disease
Like it's nothing at all
(Like it's nothing at all, like it's nothing at all)

[Kid Pesto]
I try to focus on myself and I hate everything I find
wish that i could press rewind
fucking up everything i try
i been doing my best and its just a waste of time
always in my mind, but i still dont know why

why you cant help me i cant help myself im fucked up
i don’t know if i want love
what’s the point if all I feel is pain?
I don’t wanna feel this way
It always goes the same
from the cradle to the grave

someone watch my back i been really feeling bad
i might think myself to death, come 
put me in a bodybag
i don’t know if i’m worth it, don’t know why i feel this way
i just wanna run away, tell me why i'm so afraid

(i just really wanna get you out my mind)
but if i cant, yeah what’s the point of trying
told you that i’m over her but did you really buy it
now i don’t want your love, i just want some peace and quiet

[bleaky]
You said you fucked up, ye there's something wrong
More than enough oh yeah, that's true I thought
I've found my way but I be blinded by the light
Oh yeah I'm not so good I've thought

Reach me back
I know you want me back
I try to forget it girl

And I died 100 times
That's how I roll
I be hunting by the sea
Like I'm a sparrow
I be cool with my disease
Like it's nothing at all
(Like it's nothing at all, like it's nothing at all)

100 times + bleaky (star607)

mel by dead at 18
rip peep rip axo 

lyrics:

look me in the eyes
said im gonna die my way
and this time im getting closer to the right day
stare into the fireplace 
it burns brightly
why's it on in summer t t time heat

its painful 
got my pants around my ankles
walking out the door
give a fuck about the neighbors
im getting paper
show me a band rn
oh you cant save for shit
still getting paid sir

quit my job after the first shift
but im still getting paper 
im still getting paid sir

~

oh i ain't in the mood
but i know some goons who's down to shoot
play you like a fool
hit em in his head 
smack em w the tool
rob him for his bread 
rob him for his shoes
sever off his legs 
he cant fucking move
now im counting these stolen blues 
i turn my pain into views

purgatory |☆ okmax + zzdox + april21 ☆|

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