prod. @backxster + @prodvrtex + @n1lssture

dont know where to go
struggle with anxiety cant manage on my own
threw me to the side when i treated you like gold
i still feel alone
none these pills are helping i still keep hitting new lows

bitch its cold outside
bad new bitch she know what i like
he wont shoot that blick but if he keep on talking i might
he outside without his gang so if we catch him then he might die
i been at that bottom when he ain't but shit i still get higher

i been poppin oxy i know its a bad idea
bitch i know im dumb and reckless popping molly in IKEA
your man work a dead end job he still ridin in that Kia
i been off so many drugs it aint nothing that i fear

gotta get up out this place im out the country for a day
hoe i thought you were the one i cant believe you got away
cant even sleep these fiends keep hitting up my phone they gotta wait
i make money selling drugs you stay broke not getting paid

Spotify!

u can blame me if it makes it better
baby i know u been fed up 
just know baby i dont blame u
hope u dont blame urself
i dont care abt what they do
i just need u to myself

can u tell me all ur secrets
i promise ill keep em
i promise im holdin on
pray that im the only one
fall into my arms girl
im right there
im not good at givin comfort
but ill try my best

before i never see ur eyes
for the last time

girl u know ill try
because its all i can do
i see ur face at night
for u i put aside my pride
just like every other time

i got the world on my shoulders
i pray that u dont
cuz w every little mistake
i can feel the earth quake

promise (friendly)

"have to confess" produced by @symelz
Performed/Written by @counterxo

have to confess (symelz)

produced by @8clockwork x @minasxx

lyrics:
i just watch it fall apart
i hear voices in the dark
i cant run from anything
i still made some enemies
i cant lie baby i kinda miss the memories
she right by my side i ask her why she looks so heavenly
i hope what we have will never change
it wont be the same
i miss when you would complain
have u ever been betrayed?
cuz now i feel like a waste :/
so call me when u land
ill give u my hand
i swear u might be just what i need

y'all want me to fail i told em i cant do that
i'm finna prevail u see me up that's too bad
and i ain't sorry
when i pull up please do not talk to me
i keep that mask on like its halloween
how come ur still following?
i might pull up in that ahh yeah 
she wanna smoke i’m like ooo yeah
now i'm faded every night 
i cant get it right 

i just watch it fall apart
i hear voices in the dark
i cant run from anything
i still made some enemies
i cant lie baby i kinda miss the memories
she right by my side i ask her why she looks so heavenly
i hope what we have will never change
it wont be the same
i miss when you would complain
have u ever been betrayed?
cuz now i feel like a waste :/
so call me when u land
ill give u my hand
i swear u might be just what i need

heavenly (clockwork ikari)

☆ beat clips april 2025 - june 2025. dm me on instagram @5spaceboyry or visit my beatstore: www.beatstars.com/spaceboyrybeatz to purchase!

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☆ youtube beats here: www.youtube.com/channel/UC0J9kNBLubeaqoXAwhi-0uA

☆ special shoutout to all the producers who helped made this happen. had a lot of fun with winter25 so i wanted to keep it going and make it bigger with 2 separate parts! make sure to check out everyone whose tagged in the title! 🌟 hope you enjoy!

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0:00 w/ @jaheim-stephens swanz
0:58 w/ @user-713409314 myriad
1:38 w/ @luckeyknows
2:20 w/ @pvthfindxr
3:14 w/ @burberryty
3:41 w/ @yyajura
3:54 w/ @adrienciel
4:36 w/ @counterxo
5:18 w/ @user-987135015 sd23
6:13 w/ delta
6:47 w/ 13shadoww + @maf1nn
7:30 w/ @prodcxrter
8:11 w/ @prod-winny
8:39 w/ @user-987135015
9:06 w/ @prod_joker

spring25 pt 2 w/ @counter @luckeyknows @cxrter @sd23 @pvthfindxr @swanz @joker @myriadtruths @adrienciel @13shadoww @maf1nb3ats @burberryty @yyajura @prodbywinny @delta

"stand out" produced by @kashik05
Performed/Written by @counterxo

stand out

stand out (kashik)

prod me + @yashio20k <3

@coldspades
i knew this day would come, but not today
i'm looking out my window, got me feeling some way
can we start again, baby is it too late?
this feeling in my chest i just can’t explain

when the wind blows through your hair
baby do you think of me at all?
i just can’t tell if you care
i just wanna give you my all

right there
if you need me i can be right there
i can't forget your face or your hair
does it matter to you if i stare?

but you probably have someone
someone that makes you smile
and i know that isn’t me
but baby can you stay for a while?

pop a pill just to feel alright
baby without you i just don't feel right
can you stay with me? stay tonight
cause i don't wanna have to say goodbye

coldspades - when the wind blows (me + yashio)

Produced by @1bleedinggrey
Written, Performed, Engineered by Me

𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐂𝐑𝐘 (𝐏. 𝟏𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐘)

https://www.youtube.com/@prodsantana2x

https://www.instagram.com/prodsantana2x/

spring25 pt 2 w/ @counter @luckeyknows @cxrter @sd23 @pvthfindxr @swanz @joker @myriadtruths @adrienciel @13shadoww @maf1nb3ats @burberryty @yyajura @prodbywinny @delta

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