[Hook]
This ain’t living, it’s survival on repeat 
Carrying a coffin that was handed down to me, ay 
I don’t want the ending, I just want release 
But the harder I fight, the harder it feeds

[Verse 1]
Been crying all morning feel like I’m stuck in mourning 
mourning a life I never got to live grieving a future I had to give back
yeah I’m sad like I’m in my head like wish I were dead like that’s what I said like 
and I don’t mean it like ending it all I mean I need a break from carrying walls 
I mean if I could just be done that’d be enough but the minutes don’t stop they just double the cost 
and I’m lost in a loop with the guilt on repeat 
like no matter what I’ve done I got nothing to keep 
and I’m tired of the silence that they sell as peace 
it’s a leash in my throat and it won’t release me

[Bass drop]
(...)

[Hook]
This ain’t living, it’s survival on repeat 
Carrying a coffin that was handed down to me 
I don’t want the ending, I just want release 
But the harder I fight it, the harder it feeds

This ain’t living, it’s survival on repeat 
Carrying a coffin that was handed down to me 
I don’t want the ending, I just want release 
But the harder I fight it, the harder it feeds, yeah

[Verse 2]
Every breath like a debt every step like a bruise 
every scar in my chest like a bill I can’t choose 
and the truth is I’m breaking but they call it “you’re strong” 
like a badge for the suffering I been wearing too long 
and I’m sick of the script that they hand to the sick 
take the pill, take the blame, take the weight, make it quick 
but my bones don’t forget and my nerves don’t forgive 
and the curse in my blood says this how we live

[Bridge – spiral build]
Not dead but I’m not alive either (either either)
ghost in the mirror 
can’t fight what I inherit 
so I carry it nearer 
to the marrow to the name to the wound I repeat 
every step in her shadow like it’s glued to my feet 
(My feet, my feet, my feet)

[Bass drop]
(...)

[Final Hook – layered/screamed]  
Yeah,
This ain’t living, it’s survival on repeat  
Carrying a coffin that was handed down to me  
I don’t want the ending, I just want release  
But the harder I fight it, the harder it feeds, yeah

This ain’t living, it’s survival on repeat  
Carrying a coffin that was handed down to me  
I don’t want the ending, I just want release  
But the harder I fight it, the harder it feeds, yeah

But the harder I fight it, the harder it feeds, yeah

Oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh
Oh oh oh oh

[Verse 3]  
Been crying all morning feel like I’m stuck in mourning  
mourning a life I never got to live grieving a future I had to give back
yeah I’m sad like I’m in my head like wish I were dead like that’s what I said like  
and I don’t mean it like ending it all I mean I need a break from carrying walls  
I mean if I could just be done that’d be enough...

[Hook]  
This ain’t living, it’s survival on repeat  
Carrying a coffin that was handed down to me  
I don’t want the ending, I just want release  
But the harder I fight it, the harder it feeds, yeah

But the harder I fight it, the harder it feeds, yeah

But the harder I fight....

But the harder I fight it, the harder it feeds

The harder it feeds

Survival on Repeat

Mmmmm mmm
I am


I am the light (mmmm)
I am the love (mmmm)
I am the truth (mmmm)
I am (I am)

I am
(I am)

I am
(I am)

I am, i am the light, the light (I am)
I am, i am the love, the love (I am)
I am, i am the truth, the truth (I am)
I am, I am, I am 

(...)

I am, i am the light, the light (I am)
I am, i am the love, the love (I am)
I am, i am the truth, the truth (I am)
I am, I am, I am 

(...)

I am the light (I am)
I am the love (I am)
I am the truth (I am)
I am

I am

I am


I am the light
(I am)
I am the love
(I am)
I am the truth
(I am)
I am
(I am, I am, i am)

I am 

I am

I am.

I Am

[Intro – hushed, theatrical]
shhh… they said don’t let him near
they gave me porridge, laced with fear

[Hook]
i was the wolf they raised in chains
fed me scraps and whispered names
called me danger, locked the door
now i’m the hunger they prayed for

[Verse 1]
three little bears took me in, oh my
sat me down with bowls, said “try”
but every spoon shook in their hand
i learned to eat suspicion bland
they never sang me lullabies
only warnings in their eyes
i licked the bowl, they clenched their teeth
so i grew fangs beneath the grief

[Hook]
i was the wolf they raised in chains
fed me scraps and whispered names
called me danger, locked the door
now i’m the hunger they prayed for

[Verse 2]
i stitched a shawl, a bonnet too
grandmother’s dress would have to do
if they won’t love a beast like me
i’ll wear a mask of what they need
a trembling girl walks through the wood
her basket heavy, her heart still good
she meets my smile, a crooked grin
the story starts, the end begins

(...pause, cabaret piano flourish...)

[Bridge – spoken/snarled]
“what big eyes…”—i heard it first
from those who feared me at my birth
“what big teeth…”—you gave me these
when you denied me love and peace

[Final Hook]
i was the wolf you wrote in rhyme
a bedtime terror dressed in crime
but if you’d held me, warm and sure
i’d never howl outside your door 

The Wolf

[hook]
Hi again
It’s just me
Spaceghostbones with a capital S-G-B
I just wanted to come and say
I’m pretty sure I’ve gone insane
Pretty sure I've lost my way
pretty sure I’ve lost my brain
Don't know where I put that thang

[Verse 1]
the world is all an illusion
my thoughts are just an intrusion
did you know things happen
like 1 point 3 seconds before we even fuse them
in our minds into one solid image , 
grip slips, true reality spillage
(...)

[Verse 2]
wait
Wait
Wait
Yeah
yeah, my head’s like a house with no tenant 
rent’s due but I spent it repentin’ 
haven’t slept, just pacing and venting 
stress dressed up like a best friend, grinning 
every thought static, panic in traffic 
brain keep loopin’ the same bad habits 
I laugh at the cracks like it’s cinematic 
heartbeat tapping out code — erratic
I talk in parentheses, whisper to walls 
they echo back like, “you sure you’re involved?” 
I make up gods just so I can call 
someone when the silence starts feeling tall 
storm in my skull, thunder in playlists 
pages smudged from caffeine lateness 
I fake fine ‘cause I hate explanations 
and if they say “she’s lost it,” I’ll take it - gracious

[Hook]
Hi again
It’s just me
Spaceghostbones with a capital S-G-B
I just wanted to come and say
I’m pretty sure I’ve gone insane
Pretty sure I've lost my way
pretty sure I’ve lost my brain
Don't know where I put that thang

[Bridge]  
I been holdin’ it together with tape and a grin  
sayin’ “I’m fine” just to see who’ll look in  
truth is, I break softer than I bend  
but I still show up, even when I pretend  

every scar got a story I’m tired of telling  
every prayer just a thought I’m spelling  
out loud so the ache feels relevant  
yeah, I’m fragile - but I’m still prevalent  

I don’t need saving, just space to exist  
don’t need a fix, just a minute like this  
if I fall apart, let it sound like a gift  
’cause even the cracks got a rhythm to lift

[Hook]
Hi again it's just me
Spaceghostbones with a capital S-G-B 
I just wanted to come and say
I'm pretty sure I've gone insane
Pretty sure I've lost my way
Pretty sure I've lost my brain
Dont know where I put that thang

Hi Again, It's Just Me

hi 
it’s me again -
The names SpaceGhostBones with a capital S-G-B
body said “girl sit down”  
I said “nah girl - don't you see?
we got an audience”  
(somebody queue the bassline)  

I woke up shaped like a bad idea (mm-hm)  
still walked out the house 
still limpin’, still loud  
still look like the afterparty of a breakdown - wow 

I don’t limp, I glide - dramatically (oo)  
every joint pop cinematically (oo)  
hurt in HD, automatically (oo)  
still mean, still problematically
walkin’ like a lawsuit 
talkin’ like a side-effect in boots 
pain said “rest,” I said “cute”  
then fell down and made it fashion, oops   
every flare a meet-and-greet   
every bruise a new release   
if I faint mid-verse  
(Somebody autotune the piece)

(ouch) - but make it art   
(Ow) - but hit your mark   
(ouch) - but make it camp   
(Ow) - but light the lamp 

I’m dizzy, still pretty, still petty (so petty)  
chronically hot, apocalypse-ready (too ready)  
spoon count low but the fit so steady (yeah steady)  
limp like luxury, pain confetti (throw it!)

I’m the relapse mascot 
sweat glitter, nerve rot   
call it tragic chic -
I call it my day job 
I’m not healed, I’m holy-ish   
patched with sarcasm and wish 
burnt tongue, bitten lip,  
still givin’ main-character limp (serve)  
every flare’s a costume change 
every scar a brand-new range   
if the stage starts spinning -
then I’m the hurricane (spin it!)

la-la-la, my spine said “stop”  
I said “why?” (why?)  
we gon’ pop 
we gon’ drop 
we gon’ - 
Ouch...

Never mind. 
  
body say no, but the beat say please   
I said fine, we’ll make disease chic   
every symptom got rhythm, see?   
that’s choreography, not defeat 

(ouch) - but make it art   
(Ow) - but hit your mark   
(ouch) - but make it camp   
(Ow) - but light the lamp 

I’m dizzy, still pretty, still petty (so petty)  
chronically hot, apocalypse-ready (too ready)  
spoon count low but the fit so steady (yeah steady)  
limp like luxury, pain confetti (throw it!)

I told them I was tired 
they said “take a nap”  
I took a decade 
came back with merch and a handicap 

I don’t limp, I glide, dramatically magic
every breath photographically tragic
still broke, still attractively rachet
still that ghost - theatrically rabid

if I collapse mid-song, keep the mic on
that’s just ambience, babe   
still the show   
still the quote   
still that ghost. 

said hi -
The names SpaceGhostBones with a capital S-G-B

Pain Confetti




[Intro]  
yo…  
I found my younger voice inside a cracked cassette  
she pressed play, I pressed pause, now we speak in duet  

[Verse 1]  
never sit with your back to the glass  
learn the sound of the lock when it latches   
keep your laughter folded, it might echo wrong  
draw the map of the exits, hum a safety song  
practice the script for when someone calls your name  
hide your hands in your sleeves, don’t explain the shame  
count three breaths before you run,  
if they ask, just say you were having fun  

[Refrain]  
I was warning
I was waiting  
I was silence
masquerading  
now I’m rising 
now I’m free  
child and ghost still speak through me

[Verse 2]  
I carry the rules like chalk on skin  
rinsed by the years but still written within  
I built my house on the bones of those nights  
walls from the silence, roof from the fights  
I can still hear her whisper behind my teeth  
every warning she gave is the ground beneath  
and I don’t unlearn  - I translate, I bend  
her survival notes became the gospel I send  

[Refrain]  
I was warning
I was waiting  
I was silence
masquerading  
now I’m rising 
now I’m free  
child and ghost still speak through me

[Hook]  
 don’t trust doors, they swing too fast
(I turned that caution into craft)
keep your shoes by the bed, be quick  
(I built a rhythm from the tick of it)

[Bridge]  
small steps, no sound, stay thin  
 (loud steps now, I let the sound begin)
hide the tremor, don’t let it show  
(I take the tremor and call it glow)

(...)

[Final Refrain]  
I was warning
I was waiting  
I was silence
masquerading  
now I’m rising 
now I’m free  
child and ghost still speak through me

[Outro]
you called it trauma  
I call it prophecy  
the child is a ghost  
still speaking through me  
you called it fragile  
I call it legacy  
I am the grown ghost  
of my own prophecy


Speak Through Me


Ay
Ay
Ay 

Hexed up, dressed up, cut like a blade  (blade)
Every spell in my blood still begs to invade  (Invade)
Hexed up, messed up, never afraid  (afraid)
If the curse in my chest don’t kill, it obeys  (it obeys)

Spit ash, I’m the match, set the stage on fire  (yeah)
Chain heavy on my neck, but it lifts me higher  (yuh)
Said I’d bow, but my knees don’t bend to liars (ay)  
I’m the choir in the riot, I’m the ghost in the wires (uh)

Every bruise, every rune, yeah, it spells my name  
Every scar’s like a sermon, every line’s a claim  
Tried to bury me in silence, I just grew insane  
Now I spit it like a prophecy, a gospel of pain  

Hexed up, dressed up, cut like a blade  (blade)
Every spell in my blood still begs to invade  (Invade)
Hexed up, messed up, never afraid  (afraid)
If the curse in my chest don’t kill, it obeys  (it obeys)

Witch in my veins  (yuh)
Blood in the frame  (frame)
Rage in my jaw  (raw)
Spell with no shame  (right)
Witch in my veins  (yuh)
Blood in the frame  (uh)
Hexed up, hexed up  
Say my name  

(Say my name!)

Yeah, I’m marked by the fire, baptized in the smoke  (smoke)
Every word that I spit is a chain that I broke  (broke)
Every eye that denied me now chokes on the proof  (proof)
I was raised in the wreckage, yeah, the pain is my roof  (roof)

Hexed up, dressed up, cut like a blade  (blade)
Every spell in my blood still begs to invade  (Invade)
Hexed up, messed up, never afraid  (afraid)
If the curse in my chest don’t kill, it obeys  (it obeys)

Hexed up, hexed up  
Never afraid 

Hexed Up

I didn’t see it coming for her  
I don’t know if I’ll see it for me  
But the mirror keeps whispering  
Like her, like her, like her  

I’m walking her shadow, same cracks in the floor  
Didn’t know she was sick, now I’m tracing the sores  
Body keeps secrets I can’t ignore  
Will I go out quiet, like her before?  

She hid her pain like a letter unsent  
Kept her smile for the world, but her body bent  
I thought it was weakness, thought she chose to decay  
Now I’m reading her story in the aches of my day  

Hands shaking at the sink, knees gone weak on the stairs  
Same pills on the table, same unspoken prayers  
I’m still young, but my cells know the script by heart  
Every symptom a line in a role I didn’t start  

I’m walking her shadow, same cracks in the floor  
Didn’t know she was sick, now I’m tracing the sores  
Body keeps secrets I can’t ignore  
Will I go out quiet, like her before?  

I was cruel in my head, called her lazy, called her tired  
Didn’t see she was burning while the world admired  
Now my chest feels the same, my breath runs thin  
I’m the echo of her struggle in a different skin  

Doctor’s waiting room smell, déjà vu in my veins  
History repeats itself without changing the names  
Bloodline blues, generational ghost  
Inheritance not money but the sickness we host  

Mama, mama, can you hear me now  
Same weight, same ache, same silent vow  
Mama, mama, is this how it ends  
Walking your footsteps around the bend  

I’m walking her shadow, same cracks in the floor  
Didn’t know she was sick, now I’m tracing the sores  
Body keeps secrets I can’t ignore  
Will I go out quiet, like her before?  

Like her, like her, like her  
Am I like her?

Like Her

[Intro]
Yeah… 
This isn’t a phase. 
It’s the shape I came back in. 
I’m not hiding -
I’m haunting.

[Hook]
Sorry I’m a ghost, it’s the only way I know 
I drift through your life, then the floor turns cold 
I never mean to vanish, but the veil’s my home 
Sorry I’m a ghost… but you’re never alone

[Verse 1]
I walk through doors no one can see 
Shadows of kitchens that once held me 
Try to hold you, my hands go through 
Every embrace just a chill to you 
I want to answer, my mouth won’t sound 
My love spills quiet on hallowed ground 
You call it ghosting, I call it fate 
I can’t stay long without the weight

[Hook]
Sorry I’m a ghost, it’s the only way I know 
I drift through your life, then the floor turns cold 
I never mean to vanish, but the veil’s my home 
Sorry I’m a ghost… but you’re never alone

[Verse 2, close-mic]
I haunt your letters, your mirror’s steam 
I echo soft in your half-awake dream 
Not malice, not games, just a body untrue 
A phantom stitched to the memory of you

[Bridge]
This isn’t escape, it’s what I became 
I never left; I just changed my name

[Outro]
Sorry I’m a ghost, it’s the only way I know  
I drift through your life, then the floor turns cold  
I never mean to vanish, but the veil’s my home  
Sorry I’m a ghost…  but you're never alone

Sorry I’m a ghost, it’s the only way I know  
I drift through your life, then the floor turns cold  
I never mean to vanish, but the veil’s my home  
Sorry I’m a ghost…  I'm still here though

Sorry, I'm a Ghost

Sometimes the stars align
Sometimes the stars align

I believe sometimes
The stars align for people just like us
And I think some signs, missed once or twice
Have revealed themselves to us
And just maybe
The cards, read right
Glimpse ahead in time
And declare some light in us

Sometimes the stars align
Sometimes the stars align

Maybe all the fortunes told of the night
When you and I would become entwined
And all the fates would align just right
Maybe our souls were assigned or designed
To unwind and rewind
In a kind of refined state of mind
And the whole of our lives
Would be recombined

Sometimes the stars align
Sometimes the stars align

Sometimes the stars align
Sometimes the stars align

With the simple delight of the recognition
That the definition of "you" and "I" had been redefined to "us"

Sometimes the stars align 
Sometimes the stars align 

Align
Align

Sometimes the stars align 
Sometimes the stars align

Darlin', I Rot Pretty

I'm sick today, and trembling...
(Trembling...)
I'm sick today...
(Trembling...)

I have secret stresses and
Private presses,
And I'm sure there's something silent
Eating my stomach
From the inside out...
(Eating me from inside...)

Just a minute or ten, please,
To get it all out,
And get myself together...
(I’ll get myself together...)

I'll wipe my lips...
(Wipe my lips...)
And wipe my eyes...
(Wipe my eyes...)
Clench my stomach,
And pretend I’m fine.
(Pretend I'm fine...)

Just allow me this minute...
(A minute or ten...)
To show my sorrows outwardly,
Privately,
Violently...
(Violently...)

A second of peace...
With my trembling,
And then I’m all yours again.
(All yours again...)
A second of peace...
(With my trembling...)
And then I’m all yours again.
(All yours again...)

A second of peace...
(With my trembling...)
And then I’m all yours again...
(All yours again...)

Trembling

Hmm hmm hmmmmm 
Hmm hm hmmm 
Hmm hmm hmmmmm

the house always took so i stopped asking 
learned to carry love like a blade in a basket 
i don’t speak too loud 
it could call them back 
so i sewed up my lips 
so id never ask

I never ask.
I never ask.

there was a room where i forgot my name 
where “help” meant louder pain 
where silence meant survival 
so i held it in my teeth like prayer 
the light switch sparked but no one fixed it 
the faucet screamed but no one listened 
i learned not to eat if it meant asking 
learned to measure kindness like it had fangs in it
they said “she’s always been quiet” 
like that wasn’t a scar.
like silence is sainthood,
not the mark of war.

the house always took so i stopped asking,
learned to carry love like a blade in a basket,
i don’t speak too loud
it could call them back -
so i sewed up my lips 
so id never ask
(...)
(I never ask)
(I never ask)

teacher tried to buy me snacks 
i said no, kept my guard intact 
not that i didn’t want the treat 
but i feared her kindness came with a receipt
later they said i made them feel bad 
like turning down care was a crime i had 
and suddenly that weight was mine 
their shame stitched into my spine
so now when i ask for help it bends 
into never mind, i’m good, it depends 
and i wonder why no one sees me 
maybe they think 
i’ve always been quiet 
like that wasn’t a scar..
like silence is sainthood,
not the mark of war.

i didn’t learn how to need  
i learned how to disappear politely,
how to make it easier for everyone  
by making myself  
smaller  
quieter  
less.

the house always took,
so i stopped asking,
learned to carry love 
Like a blade in a basket.
i don’t speak too loud -
it could call them back...
so i sewed up my lips  
so id never ask  

(I never ask) 

(I never ask) 

(I never)

The House Always Took



She listens the hardest
When I’m not even speaking
But honestly, I think
That must be why she knows me so well

Always, she offers the place
Between her arm and chest
And I oblige
Resting my head there
For the sake of my sanity

She sits on the doorsteps
Of my eyes when it’s raining inside
And sometimes I invite her in out of the dry
And she sits amidst the damp lobes of my brain
And the too-mushy pieces of my heart

Until she understands
The woes falling down around us

Usually, the rain stops, then
Usually, the rain stops, then
And she listens the hardest
When I’m not even speaking

She sits on the doorsteps
Of my eyes
She sits on the doorsteps
Of my eyes
When it’s raining inside

She sits on the doorsteps
Of my eyes when it’s raining inside
And sometimes I invite her in out of the dry
And she sits amidst the damp lobes of my brain
And the too-mushy pieces of my heart

Usually, the rain stops, then
Usually, the rain stops, then
And she listens the hardest
When I’m not even speaking

Usually, the rain stops, then

She listens the hardest
When I’m not even speaking
But honestly, I think
That must be why she knows me so well

Usually the Rain Stops, Then

I'm Not Done

If you held me, I'd fall apart.
Slip through your fingers like water.

Her arms around me
Hold me solid -
Her loving embrace
Is like a cage of stone.

It is warm, though, at least.

If you held me, I'd fall apart.
Slip through your fingers like water.
Her arms around me
Hold me solid -
Her loving embrace
Is like a cage of stone.

It is warm, though, at least.

If you held me, I'd fall apart.
Slip through your fingers like water.
It is warm, though, at least.
(At least...)

Cage Of Stone

Don’t say it  
I’ll break  
If you name the part I fake  
Don’t say it  
I’ll hear  
What I’ve buried over the years  

I lied when I said I was healing  
I just got better at bleeding clean  
Called it growth when I meant retreat  
Called it peace when I meant I’m too tired to speak  
There’s a voice in my head that sounds like her  
Says you’re too much and maybe she’s right  
I keep folding myself into shapes that please  
But no one asks what it costs me to be  

Don’t say it  
I’ll break  
If you name the part I fake  
Don’t say it  
I’ll hear  
What I’ve buried over the years  

I miss people I don’t even like  
Grieve what hurt me just to give it some light  
I say I’m tired  
But not what that means  
The truth sounds sour  
In a world that wants clean  
Like—  
I envy the dead  
Like—  
Yeah, that’s what I said  
Like—  
Maybe I missed the turn  
Like—  

I was built to survive 

but never taught to return  

Never taught how to just feel

 alive  

You should be grateful  
You said you forgave them  
You’re not even sick enough to stop  
It’s all in your head  
You chose this  
You’re not allowed to stop even if you’re broken  
You’re the reason it’s like this  
You’re the reason it hurts this much  
It’s all your fault  

It’s all your fault  

You should just give up  

You should just give up  

[Hook]
Don’t say it  
I'll break  
If you -
You -
You -
You -

Don’t say it  
I'll break  

(...)

I pretend I don’t notice when they disappear  
Like I’m not someone you lose without fear  
I shrink my joy so no one leaves  
But grief doesn’t shrink, it just changes keys  
I was the grown-up when I was a child  
Knew how to bandage, not how to be  
I’m fluent in everyone else’s pain  
But I speak my own like it’s foreign to me  

I just wanted someone to fight for me  
To break the silence out of spite for me  
To stay when even I lost sight of me  
To hold the line and get it right for me  

Get it right for me, get it right for me  

Get it right for me, get it right for me  

I said I was fine  
But I meant don’t ask  
I said I moved on  
But I live in the past  
I mourn people still breathing  
And parts of me no one believed in  
This isn’t poetry  
It’s a list  
Of everything I haven’t forgiven  
And yes-
My own name is on it  
Right under girl who kept on living  

Don’t say it  
I’ll break  
If you name the part I fake  
Don’t say it  
I’ll hear  
What I’ve buried over the years  

Don’t say it  
But I want you to  
Please say it  
So I can too

Don't Say It

Run girl run  
He comin mmm he comin mmm  
Run girl run  
Run girl run  
Run girl run
Run girl run

Run girl run  
Run girl run  
Run girl run  
Run girl run
Run girl run


I been runnin  
Since I was five  
From the boots  
From the breath  
From the look in his eyes  
He ain’t got no name  
Just a sound n the floor  
Like thunder forgot  
What it’s thunderin for  
Under the bed  
I learned to pray  
Not to God  
But to stayin away  
Held my breath  
Til the walls turned thin  
And the dream let me out  
Just to chase me again  

Run girl run  
He comin mmm he comin mmm  
Run girl run  
Run girl run  
Run girl run
Run girl run


Run girl run  
He comin mmm he comin mmm  
Run girl run  
Run girl run  
Run girl run
Run girl run


Ash in the jar  
Dust on the comb  
He don’t speak  
But he know where I roam  
Threadbare step  
Rust on the lock  
I run by moon  
And he walks by clock  

Run girl run  
He comin mmm he comin mmm  
Run girl run  
Run girl run  
Run girl run
Run girl run

Every night  
He gets closer still  
Through my chest  
Through my will  
But I stopped one night  
And I listened deep  
Realized them footsteps  
Was my own heartbeat  
A giant yeah  
But born from me  
The fear the fight  
The memory  

Run girl run  
He comin mmm he comin mmm  
Run girl run  
Run girl run  
Run girl run
Run girl run

You can run girl  
But don’t forget  
Your shadow’s shaped  
By what you ain’t met  
He ain’t real  
Til you turn and see  
The boots you feared  
Was destiny  

Run girl run  
She runnin mmm she runnin mmm  
Run girl run  
Run girl run  
Run girl run
Run girl run


Blood on the hem  
Crack in the glass  
She don’t sleep  
She runs too fast  
Don’t say the name  
Don’t shake the light  
Just hold your breath  
And run til right  

Run girl run  
She runnin mmm she runnin mmm  
Run girl run  
Run girl run  
Run girl run
Run girl run

But know from what you’re runnin  
It’s you on the wind  
It’s the fear you been shunnin  
Run girl run  
But not from the sound  
You were never the hunted  
You own this ground  

Run girl run  
She runnin mmm she runnin mmm  
Run girl run  
Run girl run  
Run girl run
Run girl run

But she rise  
But she rise

Run, Girl, Run

Oh oh oh oh oh
Did you know? Did you know? 
Oh oh oh oh oh
Did you know? Did you know?

Did you know about it?
I've been moving 
Like life's the line
I've been walking
Like I've run out of time
But life keeps going
All around the lie
Nothing I can do
But make it mine

Oh oh oh oh oh
Did you know? Did you know?
Oh oh oh oh oh
Did you know? Did you know?

Did you know I'll keep going? 
Did you know it? 
Did you know I'll keep moving? 
Did you know it? 
Did you know if? 
Did you know you cant stop my grooving
I'll keep moving
I'll keep moving

[Bridge]
Even when the sky falls sideways  
Even when the rhythm fades  
I’ll be dancing in the silence  
Making music out of pain  

Even when the sky falls sideways  
Even when the rhythm fades  
I’ll be dancing in the silence  
Making music out of pain  

[Hook]
Oh oh oh oh oh  
Did you know? Did you know?  
Oh oh oh oh oh  
Did you know? Did you know?  

[Outro]
I’ve been learning how to breathe again  
Turning endings into friends  
You can try to slow me down  
But I rise back up, again and again  

Oh oh oh oh oh  
Did you know? Did you know?  
Yeah, I’ll keep moving  
And I’ll make it mine

Did You Know

[Verse 1]  
I said sorry so many times it stopped meaning anything  
Wore it like jewelry, like proof I could still feel  
Built altars out of my mistakes  
And prayed to them for mercy I wouldn’t give myself  

[Pre-Chorus]  
Every silence in me sounds like apology  
Every laugh I let out feels borrowed  

[Chorus]  
I forgive everyone but me  
Keep collecting versions I’ll never let be free  
Hold the hurt like a secret degree  
As if shame makes me holy, as if guilt makes me clean  

(...)  

[Verse 2]  
I replay moments that no one remembers  
Like I owe the past a witness  
My chest is a courtroom that never adjourns  
The verdict’s always the same  

[Bridge]  
Sometimes I think I stay guilty  
Because it’s the last thread to who I was  
And if I cut it, maybe I’ll disappear  
Maybe that’s the point  

[Chorus – reprise]  
I forgive everyone but me  
Still think the wreck proves I can see  
Still think I earn love through debris  
As if guilt makes me holy, as if guilt makes me clean

Clean Enough To Keep

Walls lean in,
I try to hide
Door wide open
But I still bar it tight
know I'm safe
But I can't face the lie
can't escape myself
I'm trapped inside
I'm trapped inside
I'm trapped inside

One window to the world
Can't lose the light
Still locked in the darkness
Can't win the fight
Door cracked wide
I stand in hallway light
But I'm trapped inside
I'm trapped inside
I'm trapped inside

Anxiety got me locked inside myself
I wear my body like a prison cell
Keep saying it's safety
Keep saying it's right
But this skin's a cage 
And I'm trapped inside
I'm trapped inside
I'm trapped inside 

Walls lean in, 
I try to hide (try to hide)
Door wide open
But I still bar it tight 
know I'm safe
But I can't face the lie (face the lie)
can't escape myself
I'm trapped inside 
I'm trapped inside 
I'm trapped inside

I don't know if I can even be free again

It's hard when it doesn't even feel safe inside my head

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

Walls lean in,
I try to hide
Door wide open
But I still bar it tight
know I'm safe
But I can't face the lie
can't escape myself
I'm trapped inside
I'm trapped inside
I'm trapped inside

Trapped Inside

[Intro]  
Am I ready yet…  
or just rehearsin’ the yes in my head  
sayin’ “I can” with the mic half-dead  
heart still wired to the hospital bed  

(...)

[Verse 1]  
Clock keeps tickin’ like a pulse I ignore  
mirror says move but my bones say “what for?”  
dream’s on fire, body’s on floor  
both want more than the last rapport  

I been hidin’ in recovery rooms  
countin’ breaths like unpaid dues  
built a plan outta pill-shaped truths  
still ask, what’s left if I still lose  

(...)

[Pre-Hook]  
every scar keeps whisperin’ “wait”  
every hope keeps beggin’ “go”  
I’m caught between faith and fate  
between the bed and the show  

[Hook]  
am I ready yet, or just brave enough to fake it  
call it healing if I make it  
ten hours a week, one step to take it  
my body ain’t broken, just sacred  
am I ready yet...  

(...)

[Verse 2]  
they say start small, but I live large inside  
each heartbeat feels like a reason to hide  
I want work that won’t swallow my pride  
want peace that don’t need me to die  

emails glow like confession lights  
I write drafts like prayer at night  
half saint, half résumé fight  
tell the truth but keep it tight  

(...)

[Bridge]  
if I fall, I’ll fall honest  
if I stand, I’ll stand slow  
I don’t need the world to promise  
I just need to know  

[Hook — Reprise]  
am I ready yet, or just tired of waitin’  
call it faith if I keep creatin’  
the fear don’t fade, it’s just shapeshiftin’  
but I’m still here—still listenin’  

(...)

[Outro]  
soft breath, soft step  
no crown, no net  
one hand on the door  
askin’—am I ready yet?

Am I Ready Yet

I'm an artist creating all kinds of music. it comes from my soul, my wrecked brain, my soft heart. Thank you for meeting me here. 🖤🌑 I hope you relate to something. if you wanna reach out: SpaceGhostBones@Gmail.com

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