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Somebody 2 Hold (skellington)

luna </3
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cant cry without her
everythings about her tonight
cant die without her
everythings about her for life 

doesnt matter to me
doesnt matter to me
doesnt matter to me 
to me 
to me 
too high
doesnt matter to me
doesnt matter to me
doesnt matter to me 
to me 
to me 
too high

trade my soul wit a dead girl
i just gave a dead girl my life 
i've lost my head girl
this time i've bled all night 
trade my soul wit a dead girl
i just gave a dead girl my life 
i've lost my head girl
this time i've bled all night 
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<3

-emo fruits aka WHOAAAAAAAAA WHO AM I

LUNA (PROD 2K6)

feel that </3
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(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

'Fore I use this coke
Lemme see if we got sprite
Wanna be so gone I ain't pickin up my eyes
That lil shawty throat got me rollin back my eyes
After I get done she gon fuck me like she mine
She gon fuck me like she mine
Brink of death when I'm feelin most alive
Pull up on me I'm a show you a great time
Purple boy I'm a sip me up a line
Purple hoe she gon fuck me like my wife
Fuck on her body she leave with her mind on love
I don't give a fuck
I open one up
And I start to run it up
And that's when I vomit yeah
Act like she know me
She don't know nothin yeah
And that's when I vomit yeah

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

I been on some new shit
I don't recognize myself
I just crack another seal
And it free me from this hell

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

That hoe make me sick
But I'm still gon fuck her
Actin like she know where I been
Don't bother
Where you gonna run to
When you find out I'm a downer on these drugs too
And your boyfriend start to wonder where you're off to
When you start feelin the pain when you feel numb too
Cause bitch I'm numb too
And I hope my brother EG forgive me
I know it ain't easy
I told him 24 minutes
And I ain't show when he need me
All of these drugs make me sleepy
Look in the mirror ain't me
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<3

FEEL THAT W/ PINK CIG (prod. v-e beats)

i cant help but hate u </3
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damn
i cant help but hate u
everyday i forget u
pull up 
see me dying to replace u
everyday its something new
fucked up 
u love to see me chase u 
god damn i cant really blame u
can we cry together one more time
i been dying to feel im alive
u say all i bring is bad news
all ur friends think im a bad dude
we were doomed from the very start
but im the only one whos fallin apart

i cant help but hate u
everyday i forget u
pull up 
see me dying to replace u
everyday its something new
fucked up 
u love to see me chase u 
god damn i cant really blame u
new girl said im just her type
pretty, slut, and dying inside
in my head i cant erase u 
forget me 
u should expect to
we were doomed from the very start
but im the only one whos fallin apart
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<3

-emo fruits aka im just a librarian now FRFR

I CANT HELP BUT HATE U (prod. carmspace x luffysome)

otw to da top

enjoy <3

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

a song about dying *p. sorrow bringer*

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LYRICS:

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

she think i’m pretty when the lights dim honest
i could be there whenever u need me promise
i been goin harder doin better than him stop it
competition loves to talk shit so toxic

i just wish we could spend time with each other
remember all the times we shared w one another
i think about u all the time u occupy my mental
seasons come and go but baby my love is eternal

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

my mama think i made it
i ain’t even famous
u talking bout the same shit
so my pretty ass lane switched

my heart is on vacation
but i ain’t ever say shit
cus love is always vacant
and full of complications

complications *p. nxcturnal*

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