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Backseat - kidsketchyy x stonedakhana (radio-mix-edit)

away from you

† FEVVI †
Tell me your nightmare and tell me your fantasy
Come on baby, take my hand and fall with me
Tell me all about the demons you keep in your mind
We both walk down a dark road
But you don't have to walk alone


You say you’re broken — well, so am I
Scars on your skin match the look in my eyes
We talk in silence, pain between lines
But I’d stay up just to read your mind
Smoke in the air, but your voice cuts through
World full of lies, but I know you're true
Even if the sun never hits our side
I’d still find warmth with your hand in mine

I don’t need perfect, I just need real
Even if we both forget how to feel
(so come on) 

Tell me your nightmare and tell me your fantasy
Come on baby, take my hand and fall with me
Tell me all about the demons you keep in your mind
We both walk down a dark road
But you don't have to walk alone


Whispers in the dark, but you speak so loud
Your pain got a beauty that draws a crowd
But I see the you that you try to hide
And I swear I’ll never weaponize your cry
I been numb, yeah, I been cold
Lost myself in the things I told
But now I’m here

†prod.s0ftskelet0ns†
Vocals-Mix & Master FEVVI

Nightmares prod. s0ftskelet0ns

lyrics:

i wanna die, can you show me how?
got all this shit in my mind right now
couple of slits and i might calm down
loading a clip tryna find shit out
smoke in my lungs makes me feel alive
poems of notable changes i've
passed thru my own misery in life
stuck in a cage i created inside

you told me you know this but hoe you don't know shit
i rode all alone down the road you were broken
the stories they told you were myths of the chosen 
cause i come around like a ghost in the open

light up the candles while you hold the ouija
i wrote out a message said "soon you will see me"
she screams alot she gets stuffed like a twinkie
and i roll her over to see if she's breathing

to see if she's breathing but no it's just smoke
and i'm holding alone cause she just wanna go
the baby is coming and we gotta know
if it's worth it to try this or just let it fall
drink till tomorrow
feelings are full
and i didn't know till i got the call
she gave it all but still falling off
and all i can do just get high in my sorrow

like a ghost in the open

†$yanide McKee, Fevvi, michaelisntcool†

rhythm in blue

instagram.com/xsrvnge

lyrics:

(Yeah...)
Mmm... yeah...
Falling slow, drifting alone
The night won’t end, and neither do I

Tears on my face in the mirror light
Lost in the haze, I’ve been high all night
You said forever, but you lied this time
Now your voice is just a ghost in my mind
I keep my hoodie up, hiding what I feel
Every touch I wanted, I couldn’t heal
Scrolling through memories I can’t delete
Every laugh, every fight, repeats on repeat

I swear I see you in my dreams
Every night it’s louder than it seems
The city sleeps but I can’t rest
I’m haunted by the love I left

This how it feels when the world turns cold
How can I heal when you’re gone, I don’t know
It’s like a dream that I can’t let go
I keep it real even when I’m alone
This how it feels when my heart won’t glow
How can I breathe when I’m losing my soul
It’s like a wave, pullin’ me below
I keep it real, but it’s takin’ control

I walked past the spots we used to meet
Every corner whispers your heartbeat
Told me I was fragile, said I was yours
Now I’m counting scars, closing doors
Your name’s on my lips, but it tastes like pain
Every memory feels like a hurricane
I reach for your hand in the dead of night
But it’s just my shadow, fading from sight

I wrote our story in the rain
Every word soaked in my shame
If I fall, will you catch me at all?
Or will I break in the silence of the hall?
I light a candle for what we had
Every flicker burns, but it’s not bad
‘Cause even pain is a kind of love
Even loss is a lesson from above

This how it feels when the world turns cold
How can I heal when you’re gone, I don’t know
It’s like a dream that I can’t let go
I keep it real even when I’m alone
This how it feels when my heart won’t glow
How can I breathe when I’m losing my soul
It’s like a wave, pullin’ me below
I keep it real, but it’s takin’ control


when the world turns cold (prod. yxngxs)

instagram.com/xsrvnge

lyrics:

mmh…
lights low, breath slow
don’t wake me when the city cries

you say my name like a secret, hush
I fold it in the curtains, hide the rush
soft footsteps in the hallway, come too close
I smile like it’s nothing, but my palms know where to go
I keep your pictures in a shoebox, taped and small
talk to your ghost when the night starts to fall
you run your fingers over scars I never show
you think you know me — baby, you don’t know

I’ll keep you clean from the world outside
wrap your fear up in a lullaby
tell me that you’re scared, I’ll be your storm
hold you 'til the daylight wants no more

quiet hands, don’t make a sound
we’ll disappear where the lost are found
close your eyes, I’ll be the one
who keeps the dark but hides the gun
if they come for you, I’ll lead them wrong
sing you silence like a dangerous song
quiet hands, hold mine tight
we’ll walk the night and never fight

you whisper names that I won’t repeat
soft cotton sheets and your small heartbeat
we trade our sins like worn out rings
promises fold into smaller things
I know the streets that echo with regret
I learned the map where no one’s safe yet
bring me your secrets, the small and loud
I’ll put them in the river, I’ll hide them in the clouds

don’t cry too bright, baby — it makes them see
let your sadness be a shadow over me
we’ll breathe in low, keep the motion slow
I’ll be the warmth when the cold winds blow

quiet hands, don’t make a sound,
we’ll disappear where the lost are found
close your eyes, I’ll be the one
who keeps the dark but hides the gun
if they come for you, I’ll lead them wrong
sing you silence like a dangerous song
quiet hands, hold mine tight
we’ll walk the night and never fight

close your eyes (prod. yxngxs)

instagram.com/xsrvnge

lyrics:

I’ve been lost in my head again
Scrolling through pictures of what we had
I don’t know if I’ll ever feel the same
I just… I just keep drifting

I met you on a rainy night, your hoodie soaked through
You laughed, said it’s nothing, but I felt it too
Kept my distance ‘cause I didn’t wanna fall too fast
But your shadow followed me, echoes from the past
I stayed up writing lines I’ll never show
Thought about the things we said and the places we’d go
Your voice stuck in my head like a melody I can’t shake
I tried to run from it, but I always wake

And I know I’m broken, but you see me
Even when I hide behind my dreams
I can’t escape it, I can’t leave it
This feeling… it won’t let me breathe

I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every memory’s a wave, and I’m drowning the most
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone
I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every heartbeat reminds me of what I lost
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone

I see you in the city lights, but it’s just a trick
The way your laugh fades, yeah, it makes my heart sick
I text you but delete it, don’t wanna seem weak
I chase the highs, I chase the feeling I seek
I’ve been sleeping in the dark, hoping you’ll appear
Your perfume on the pillow, but you’re never near
I tell myself it’s over, but my mind won’t comply
I replay every word, every look, every lie

And maybe I’m too fragile for this world
Maybe I’m too honest for anyone else
I keep writing our story in my songs
Even when the pages are empty, it feels like you belong

I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every memory’s a wave, and I’m drowning the most
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone
I’m drifting through the night, chasing your ghost
Every heartbeat reminds me of what I lost
I’m trying to let go, but I can’t move on
I keep holding to you, even though you’re gone

drifting (prod. yxngxs)

instagram.com/xsrvnge

lyrics:

I think I lost myself again...
In the place where you said you’d stay
Every heartbeat feels the same
Empty — like the pills I take
I keep hearing you in echoes,
Your voice under my skin
If love was heaven, then why’s it feel like sin?

Haven’t touched a pill in a while, I swear I’m fine
But the silence in my room keeps replaying your lines
You said “love me” like a curse and I took every bite
Now I see your name in the smoke when I light
Ash on my dress, mascara on my skin
Heaven on your lips, but you taste like sin
You said I’m too soft for this world I’m in
Maybe that’s why I let the hurt sink in

I’ve been fading, baby, slow
In a place that you don’t go
Your ghost still sits beside me though
Like you never let me go

And you know what I do when the lights turn blue
I’m still chasing highs just to dream of you
You said I’d be fine, but I’m bleeding through
Every song I make just reminds me of you
You hurt me, baby, but I still stay still
I can’t make shit heal, I can’t make shit heal
You talk like you hate me, then pull me near
Kiss me like a sin that don’t feel real

There’s a bottle on the floor, half full, half gone
Every drop tastes like the place we went wrong
Tried to burn your photos but the flame went out
Like the love that I crave but can’t live without
Midnight tears on a bathroom tile
You call my name just to twist my smile
I’m not mad, I’m just tired of tryin’
Every time I live, I feel like I’m dyin’

Blood moon rising, it’s the same old curse
Another broken verse for the ones who hurt
I could drown in the words you said that night
But you’d still be the reason I survive
You said, “Baby, we’ll be okay”
But we never were that way
Now your perfume haunts the sheets
And your name’s the only beat I keep

And you know what I do when the lights turn blue
I’m still chasing highs just to dream of you
You said I’d be fine, but I’m bleeding through
Every song I make just reminds me of you
You hurt me, baby, but I still stay still
I can’t make shit heal, I can’t make shit heal
You talk like you hate me, then pull me near
Kiss me like a sin that don’t feel real

heal (prod. yxngxs)

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NEVER HAD A CHANCE. (Prod. Xenshel x SmokeRose)

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