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Life Of The Party

(PROD. LIL RAV)

if you really love me, tell me why i cry every night because of you
and i cant forget all the pain that you made me go through

its burning inside of my chest
you say you love me now but we are not going to last
just want you to be honest with me, let me know what you want
i got so many fake friends, thats why im always alone (lilrav)

you lied to my face, stabbed my back
and i dont want you to stay if you gon do it again
blame it on me, i feel you crawling on my skin
so tell me the price i have to pay for my sins

you tell your reasons to lie, its not enough to believe
if everything is my fault, what do you want from me?
go find somebody else, cause im not playing your games
bitch you will not bring me down

if you really love me, tell me why i cry every night because of you
and i cant forget all the pain that you made me go through

its burning inside of my chest
you say you love me now but we are not going to last
just want you to be honest with me, let me know what you want
i got so many fake friends, thats why im always alone

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Lyrics:
I'll drink a lot 
punish myself with some shots
clean up what fell from
from the mirror I fought
tell me your name I forgot
say I'll remember be wrong & get caught
start introducing again
I think I'm starting to lose it again
feels like a nightmare that’s lucid again
pulled out the knife I might use it again
is anyone getting along?
or are we pretending to not,
I think I could use a new friend
get rid of who knew me back then
to find out what losing you meant
and find out who’s movie I'm in
I can’t stop moving the pen
or handle the damage it did
that work was amateur kid,
the manager cancelled your shift
you can’t hold a candle to this
the worst kind of leaving a note
is one that was written for knots in a rope
I don’t think I wanted to know
you made us a promise you broke
but that was 4 long years ago
now they just live in my head
I can’t get the bills or recover the rent
will I make it out, it depends
the thousand word picture won’t print
our story might end

Wrong?
no I don’t, no I don’t know wrong
and I won’t, and I won’t go on
I can’t leave, I can’t leave your arms
I'm behind, I'm behind your bars

Is it so hard
believing that we fell apart
the pieces break even 
when reasons are smart
the lease is up, leash is cut read all the cards
we don’t have a map and the distance is far
they’re taking me off of the show
I'm leaving it all the notes
they’ll say sorry to see it all go
but I know it’s part of the code
put up a number i’ll guess
if it’s a 1 I'll leave some for the rest
if it’s a 2 then I'll come back to bed
and put all the doubt in the back of my head
I'm just getting tired of trying again
putting on miles and driving again
watching the clock in the time that we spent
from talking to screaming 
then crying to friends
I think I’ll take 1 for road
abandon all hope
leave out and grieve our 
good times on my own
save you from words 
that I’d wash out with soap
get off your nerves 
and take time on the ropes
you’re in the ring with no diamonds or gold
you do this thing where you can’t let it go
I do this thing where I walk out the door
leave with no trace then I’m blocking your phone

No I don’t, no I don’t know wrong
and I won’t, and I won’t go on
I can’t leave, I can’t leave your arms
I'm behind, I'm behind you're wrong
no I don’t, no I don’t know wrong
and I won’t, and I won’t go on
I can’t leave, I can’t leave your arms
I'm behind, I'm behind your bars

WRONG

Sanity (Prod. GoodJohn)

5 New songs to add on to my project Life of The Party<333

Crawl (Prod. Living Puff)

A Mess Of Me (Prod. SplashGvng)

WLWD (Prod. Klimlords)

Nowhere (Ft. Never Better) [Prod. Living Puff]

DANCING WITH U (Prod. Klimlords)

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PSALMS – VOL. V: DESERT HOPE – The Shaken Remnant

Synopsis:
Volume V walks through Psalms 61–75 as songs for people walking dry ground with God still in sight. It opens with the cry for a rock “Higher Than I,” moves through quiet trust in “Only,” and the desert longing of “Thirst Like This.” From there it tracks stalkers and secret plots in “Arrows in the Dark,” harvest joy in “Rain on the Fields,” testimony and mission in “Come and See” and “Face to the Nations,” and the massive victory-surge of “Let God Arise.” The back half dives into deep trouble and shame in “Drowned and Singing,” short urgent prayer in “Hurry, My Help,” old-age faith in “Old Bones, New Song,” the messianic reign of “King of Justice and Rain,” perspective on envy in “Until I Came Inside,” burned sanctuaries in “Ashes in the Sanctuary,” and the sober leveling of “Lifted and Laid Low.” Each track paraphrases the psalms into a fully structured, modern song with verses, repeats, bridges and breaks, stretching across desert indie, folk, rock, soul, and cinematic worship-adjacent sounds.

Until I Came Inside | Psalm 73

Runaway - v2 - 2024

a collection of music from the last 4 months w/ Zack

thank you for all your love & continued support.

special thanks to Reaper, Nadiak, Ten50, & Bonta for the production.
thank you to T. Aubrey for direction and keeping us on track.

I'm Wrong w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. Reaper)

Drugs In The Rain (Prod. Ayjd)

Wicked (Prod. LovLok)

Album 2 in September

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CoverArt: DeadandDetached



Are you here for pain or pleasure?
if you open up the dresser
it don't even matter what you need it's gon address it
it's a cold, dark world 
this a dose of worse or better 
this shit go by many names call it god call it devil 
it's up to you
what you want it for and what you gon do
it's up to you
what you falling for and what you go through
its up to you 
nothin worse than when it come to haunt you 
its up to you 
if you open it ill watch you fall through

So what you want? ima wait
don't take long I aint patient 
its hella dark in this place 
I'm caught up in a daydream
thoughts fuck with your brain
can't stop and it's great
til' its not but it tend to take long til' it aint
just 15 when I opened it it hit me 
never thought this type of shit would ever get me 
it picked me
just a young on his 5th key third xan & a 40 should be 6 feet
but I wasn't 
so I thought I could never die now isn't that something 
so much fucking power in my hand I felt nothing 
so I just kept on pushing and it never stopped shovin'
never gave a fuck about a consequence
I would think of getting sober every now and then 
I was getting called a crack head by like all my friends
but then I thought like, well then fuck it this shit boutta end
when they find my body breathless 
bitch go on and speak 
bout some shit you never known 
and shit you never seen
I won't be around to focus on the thought of me 
and I will be up in oblivion for longer peace
nothin really happened that could ever stop me
no one made me do this shit its always all me
thought the only time the dope would ever cross me
be the many times I mixed them up inside me
yeah
cigarette, cigarette

Are you here for pain or pleasure?
if you open up the dresser
it don't even matter what you need it's gon address it
it's a cold, dark world 
this a dose of worse or better 
this shit go by many names call it god call it devil 
it's up to you
what you want it for and what you gon do
it's up to you
what you falling for and what you go through
its up to you 
nothin worse than when it come to haunt you 
its up to you 
if you open it ill watch you fall through

Corpse in Grey

Pain or Pleasure

Pain Or Pleasure *prod. 808gila*

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