harper i think im.... uhhhhhh

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lyrics:
@spawncamped

oh change me like the seasons
its been getting hard to sleep
all i dream about is losing all my teeth
and you loving someone else while thinking of me
no more drive of conversation
im going insane i cant take it
all the time I spent on you is wasted
why would i try again if you fake it
think im running low on my patience

change like the seasons (w/ elyzn)

make u happy

nothing seems to get my mind off of death
I guess that you can say im just a little bit obsessed
Well Im already dead so tell me how to speed the process
I don’t deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass
I tried to be a good person but im so caught up
Everyday it’s getting worse man im so fucked up
i contradict all of my words but im so tired of lust
what’ll kill me first the drugs or a barrel to my gut

farewell cruel world i wont miss you

im probably the most unconfident person alive man

madison

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ngl i recorded this in one take 

@revivle 
do you wonder how ive been? 
if you want we can go back
to the place our eyes locked inn
maybe we'll hold hands again

i talk less since ive lost you
but when i talk its about you
my friends say just forget about it
but how can i forget about him

i cant pick up broken pieces 
love is still a game for two
tell me what i am to you

if i asked for honesty 
would you tell me that you miss me
or would that be too risky,
ru scared?

ru scared ru scared ru scared ru scared

ru scared?

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@kiheir

i close my eyes and see your face because you’re so ingrained
i change my ways to let you know that we are not the same

take me back to the place
where i first saw your face
take your wings and fly away
you say yes, i say 

no, no
im falling apart
at the seams of our love

take me back to the start
your candy red lipstick on the side of my cheek

it was supposed to be me
no space in between
you’ll see me on the big screen
while your wasting your time


wait for me 
forging a red carpet would you walk with me 
in good faith i will turn to a profit 
and youll get everything that youve wanted 
and when my heart derails i walk with just trails and ive walked this path before 
and it leads to you shutting your doors 

you dont come out much anymore 
wouldnt trust me to walk
wouldnt trust me to walk 
with you 

youre only 10 feet but you feel so far 
and the distance kills me it feels so hard

candy red ft. kiheir

w/ @requiem-for-you
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i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now
i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now

you're in the past
that's why i can relax now
i'm done with that
was thinking of you till i pass out
what's the point
in cutting you some slack
you left me here alone
and you're never coming back

you're in the past
that's why i can relax now
i'm done with that
was thinking of you till i pass out
no point
in tryna get in contact
you're so void
of any sorta love acts

i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now
i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now

past w/ requiem

thx for listening <3

I really wish I was dead
I hope someone comes to find me and points a gun to my head
It's hard to defend myself when I'm under duress
I'm so excited to kill myself put this cursed life to rest
I can't hurt you ever again
I fucking wish I was dead
I really need to get some help, but I just lie here instead
Can almost drink, but I'm still feeling twelve years old in my head
I know I'll die or get locked up by 21 at best
Either way, I'm rotting flesh

Stab wounds all on my chest
Bite marks all on your neck
We're fighting over again
You're feeling all of the stress
I wanted you to feel safe
I'm feeling all of the shame
How much do I gotta pay
To make this all go away?

change like the seasons (w/ elyzn)

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