vocals: sacrifices by big sean ft. migos
instrumental: シャルル [Charles] by balloon

this is what i do instead of making music

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boondocks outro theme but it’s lofi hip hop (Ft. Seb Zillner)

been sittin on this one 4 a lil bit. definitely long overdue.

(ngl idk who made the cover art 😭 it was a meme off IG)

lyrics:

Yea
I can’t fuck with these silly ass bitches
Ain’t nobody finna catch me slippin
My bitch she already too damn bad
Got a perfect laugh and a perfect ass
I ain’t finna cheat y’all must be trippin
My girl got it goin down in the kitchen
Girls start crying when they see her pass
Cause she in her bag, yuh yuh

My bitch in all pink, all white
My bitch flyer than a mf kite
My bitch cuter than yo bitch all night
If yo bitch tryna fight then that shits on sight
She on mercari don’t care bout the price
She just gon buy all the shit that she like
You know I’m not one for being dramatic
But if that bitch leave me I’m prolly gon die

Summertime we be biking and shit
Wintertime stay inside and we mix
Fuck around and I go Baby Keem
You know what I mean, I would “DIE FOR MY BITCH”

Damn 
You make my day better
I'm tryna beat up the box like it's Mayweather 
We could just lie on the grass in the gray weather
Watch as the rain starts to soak up your gray sweater

I can’t fuck with these silly ass bitches
Ain’t nobody finna catch me slippin
My bitch she already too damn bad
Got a perfect laugh and a perfect ass
I ain’t finna cheat y’all must be trippin
My girl got it goin down in the kitchen
Girls start crying when they see her pass 
Cause she in her bag
Yuh, yuh

dun dun dun dun dunnn

ooooooouuuu
knowimsayin? little
ooooooouuuu
ayy
ayy
ayy

dummy (prod. Kevnuts)

tv off [remix] (ft. g.prada)

Beat: balladofotis by flywilliums

Produced by Spaz the Kid and Maxwell

Performed by Spaz the Kid, Maxwell, Lumin, and S'lin Jim

Published by CURSD

OTIS

suck a nub, bub

Shout out to DOMINANT who made this beat (Rooftop Chase ストーリー) and the beat for nabla. dude goes hard, show him some love.

Ms. Ellany

Try This [d3m0]

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oh tukso ano ba 'to?
ano ba'ng gagawin
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anong gagawin ko?

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pag nagtatagpo mga mata natin
baliko na ang nangyayari
nagiging agresibo ang galawan mo 
ano bang gagawin ko para lang malaman mo
na di sigurado sa mga desisyon
kung tama ba o may tama pipiliin ko 
pero gusto ko lang sanang malinawan mo
huling halik mo na ba yung naranasan ko?

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lalayo ba o lalapit tungo sa iyo
oh tukso ano ba 'to?
ano ba'ng gagawin
ipipilit o hahayaang iba sumalo
anong gagawin ko?

at di ko alam kung paano ititigil 'to 
ang hirap pumabor sa dalawang panalo 
kung ikaw man o siya pipiliin ko ewan ko 
pag pumipikit hubog mo naiisip ko
ngunit di maiwasang sumanggi sa isip ko
tama na muna yoko munang isingit 'to
pero kung tatanungin ka anong maipapayo mo oh oh woah

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oh tukso ano ba 'to?
ano ba'ng gagawin
ipipilit o hahayaang iba sumalo
oh paano na 'to?












nugagawin

angel tape I
.
i..
find it comedic 
how delusion’s always 
creeping up
found myself a therapist 
and still i’m bound to feeding
into bleeding others
pleading for piece of myself
to be distilled
word to buddha, i’m refusing
to feed the hunch..
taken for granted or taken for
just a gram
when i came out my mother womb
i swear, 80 at least was planted in me
smoke any strand 
and those spirits will not compare
you and me, tonight? i have planned
to eradicate any standing ‘gainst me
from A to Z, i could 
tell you about my pain 
and you’ll definitely refrain from
messaging me certain things..
and K to Z was benevolent for
the sake of the betterment of they pen
it never real competition, no
you have a brain, right?
tell me, you think my playwright’s
settle for just the faint of heart
petaling on they stray bikes?
i took a strange bite
apple had rearranged my whole
adams apple for singing 
my sonnets for heaven’s pay cycle 
yeah, we exchange life daily 
through karma’s fazes
sometimes you’ll get away 
but the time you have here is limited
so best beware i’m bestest when
i get weird, if i’m stressing bout
who i am, all my blessing get thrown 
oblivion
-
double x’ing my heart
cause i promised, i’d follow god
and regardless how it get harder
my mama would never stop
.
bother me if you care
but don’t bother me if you can
i’m not bottling any anger 
or tryna tare us apart
-
(talking bout some.. “music speaks to the soul” not you’re music)
-
my father told me
i cuss a lot in my music
he’s worried the others 
listening doesn’t find it amusing
trust me, i know my audience
hustling, pushing through 
could relate the angry cadence
i’m nothing but just a muse
hushing these others, claiming 
a husband is what i crave
cause they assed out.. lil baby, you
nothing but just a mule
barking up at my name cause
cause you studying all my music
with buddy & hear my message 
is spiritually in tune?
embarking on throwing spears but 
i’m covered with bigger branches
no hitting me when the willow tree
brushing away the wounds
swear, these niggas is weirdos
imperative they be pruned 
impressive, how lyrically you impaired
and daily you prove 
you invested your best v line
and ventured right into doom 
and eventually i’ll step on your 
neck until you won’t move
welcome back, your career was 
on pause til’ i inspired you, ven
your welcome, back to the closet
when i retire you then?
i pray to
god every meal
to show i’m grateful
thank you to all 
my enemies
squealing, your cries
are painfully shrill
you missed me, ain’t you?
truthfully, showing age
you investing 24 hours
and almost 3 meals a day
to find different ways 
to participate, competition
with kay? a cute gesture
but angles ain’t really something 
you been accustom to
hush up, you’re triggered?
nah, ma g
figure out who you are
i’ll configure your whole
geometry, wishing upon a star
huh,
a war to me is nothing more than
an award to me, mi g, i been the
general, rookie & been the ward
you’ll need a ward to worry bout u
and that’s word to every world war
working on one or two more bars
bout me being a whore?
and i don’t need to depend on
your name to beat you, it’s fun
if you the blood of anemic 
bet i’ma spill you, it’s nothing
to me, no really
you’re nothing to me, you’re nil 
you will kneel to me, bitch, i’m neel
to the core & i’m so for real
soaking your bed at night
thinking “how am i gonna beat him?”
i open my heart to god for permission
like “may i bleed em?” 
tag in for this e’Ven’T? trill, it quinch 
my thirst, y’all magicians
he poof when i popped the latch
“where the proof?” well, i got the 
action statement
KILLEMINATI was boo boo, my nigga
stop it, you niggas is not creative
i’ll turn up the notch to date em..
you know what time it is, annie up 
this is him forever.. y’all got til’ 
june the 20th to get y’all shit together
it’s kay

angel tape I | xx.

Zzz..

goth kid

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

sittin down right on my bedside
sleepless nights when i dont feel right
locked inside a dungeon cant you help me
isolated from my friends
swear this shit just never ends
feels like my body's growing colder
woke up in my own vomit last night
wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
i never found myself and maybe thats for the best
just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
a world of liars they conspire on my every move
I got the flu
and im givin up
my stomach hurts and im a mess
lie to my face, then call it quits
my love for you wasn't adequate
existential, i'll never make it
trapped in infinity
we're so small in the face of god, so shut the fuck up and do your job
it dont matter anyway

*AFOURTEEN*

sometimes I wake up feeling impatient 
Loosing my head
Aye lemme think a minute 
You don’t motherfuckin motherfuckin see the vision uh
Yah yah lemme breathe a minute 
You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin to me fuck you
Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led  on 
Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
You don’t love me back no don’t act like that 
Come home drunk as shit jumping off the bridge fuck that break my wrist 
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight 
Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight 
So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred 
Inside my dreams 
And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me 
I can’t even breathe 
Nananananana nanananana 

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

fall asleep inside your arms
kill anybody that means you harm
alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
downers just to numb the pain
drown all the voices inside my brain
toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
im so sick of you
youre so sick of me

*TEENAGE DISASTER & AFOURTEEN*

i can’t even breathe 
I can’t even breathe 
Soooooo ohhhhh
I’m so sick of you
ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
now its cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
i got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna act tight
doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

its a sick world we live in
and im not sure i want to stay at all
im done
i give up
and my mind comes toppling down when I think of
getting out of bed
and im so broken down, cannot be repaired
im so sick
im so tired
im so beaten down
i dont wanna go, but i think i have to.

*AFOURTEEN*

Why do we live like this 
And Why do we live like this 
I fell in love with your lips 
Their my worst enemy 
Their my worst enemy 
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me
Sit with me 
Take my arms watch me bleed
Take my eyes make me see
I am so incomplete 
I am so incomplete 
I am so

SOMNIPHOBIA (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) (PROD. IMOTAPE)

rapping for me
lofi loving loser 

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