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octoberninth, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii.
drums by anvii & @gaberamirez1.
guitar by anvii.
bass by anvii.
synths by anvii.
cover art by yeongseo.

[verse]
you're a mess
i know
makeup smudged
from tears on your face
it's enough
with the wand
that breaks down
over a while

and i watch
as you roam
overtime
i crumble again
with your hair
in a knot
cigarette burns on my wrists

[chorus]
so breathe with your lungs
can't fool me now
i'm fine
she dreads suicide
it's repressed
it's all in the lung

(y)our ephemeral nature

her blood filled my lungs

Talking at myself into the mirror
Oh, God I want to die
I made it this far, I made it this far
Talking myself into going out
Oh, God I want to die
I'll see you at the show

Kinda shit we say to ourselves
Fucking critic is way too loud
I'd love to be a fan, but still ...
I wanna kill myself

Talking at myself like I'm a child
Oh, God you're just a boy
Don't ever grow up; you'll never grow up
Talking to my drink like I'm a lush
Oh, God it's last call
We're never going home!

Kinda shit we say to ourselves
Fucking critic is way too loud
I'd love to be a fan, but still ...
I wanna kill myself

If We Have a Future

Inner Monologue

Death by a Thousand Cuts

REBIRTH (Deluxe EP)

Scream & Shout

Commiseration Station by Goremand

Fate divining clear
The path we forge ahead
To steer the weathered reins
of this shared history
We feel the weight shift back
behind the mystery
we're elevated

Borne beyond these shores
Sought solace held in warm embrace 
this misery still clings, slowly receding
down beyond its thrall, the grip relinquished in
commiseration


Pleading this case
under sancrosanct sobriquet
In media res
I'm begging the question
Picking up the pace
and dropping this nom de plume
Occulting the twilight
Rebuking the daylight
	   ~
Embracing with the night

Commiseration Station

Kool-Aid

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FamilyJules - BURY THE LIGHT (feat. Lollia) - Devil May Cry V | METAL

(Verse)
Isolation
Commonly distraught
How long have I fought?

Flash back -
Reflection lookin' wierder
Who's that?
He looks to unfamiliar
Step back
You're standing kinda close
I don't really wanna know
What's behind the mirror

(Chorus)
Break free
Of this reality
I want
An Answer
Please tell me

(All I want is an answer) screams

(Bridge) -
The promise is
To be born and die
but does that mean
It's a waste of time?

All Vocals done by me 
Produced by Me x (BENNYKAY)

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Mirror

Hook:
Fallen into darkness
Aimless like a comet
I often pray
That I don't phase away

Verse:
Carry on with the breathing
Try not to say what I'm thinking
Suicidal thoughts taking over
Leave a note behind to show my motive 

Fallen into darkness
Aimless like a comet
I often pray
That I don't phase away...


Produced by Me
All Vocals done by me

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Phase Away

Assylum - Far Beyond Madness - 02 - Justice

Over Coughy

Without you

Sukuna “it will be a massacre” X Baby Kia - Get Jiggy X Baby Kia - Get Jiggy (guitar)

Walking in the city

🎹Producer | 🎧 Engineer | 🎵 Artist | Real One  

I am the music that I make.

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