Le Creuset (with Chrysanth) - Wolf's Hour of Night (for Barry, for Derek) - 11-9-21

my Lodge 2023 opening set. this is a wildly self-indulgent attempt to choke out my own possession by the emergent, insidious long tail, to sever and cauterize my own phantom version of it, and shove it in a reliquary before it’s penchant for nostalgia and misplaced utopian ideals consumes me. it is a haunting and an exorcism all at once. hopefully it’s grip on me is laid to rest there to some extent; transformed into an object neither sacred nor profane…. a prayer inviting in rest…

i will always and forever commit to the bit; this is no exception

i had considered doing a polished studio version of this because so many of the scraps and found memories i had intended to force feed down the long tail’s throat stayed dormant on my usb out there amongst the trees. but the relic i conceded decision making to during my set had different plans for me...

thanks to madi, gia, and kayla for inviting me to play. i’m grateful for your trust in letting me go off the rails. i can’t imagine a better venue for this and was terrified to offer it to you amongst all the beauty and sincere devotion you and others have cultivated there.

thanks to chiara, ebb, john, michael, scott, winter, and haunted, tortured past versions of myself for feeding me ideas and sound blips and for listening to me ramble neurotically about this current fixation

and all my love to mark leckey for being so transparent about his evolving obsessions and ideas and the ways his own relationship with them have proven troubling and challenging. his mania, humor, and sincerity have been a salve to me for going on two decades now and i will always be inspired by him

Gibbering Dirge for the Long Tail (an exorcism for Mark) - Lodge 2023

what a gift to watch people wind down and lean in and let me coax them to the floor. thanks to boxofbox for being a constant source of inspiration and casting the closing spell that crossed the atlantic and made its way back to me through friends. it was an honor to continue to enact its conjuration

Camp Slip 2023

Split Zizz for Colony Collapse - 8-12-24

Lisp for Licked Cataracts - 9-6-24

dysarthria for not black bark (bug out bag burial provisions for ebb)

Eating packing peanuts to the unholy beauty of grief tapes (recession bumps, no flashlight; thx ebb)

a spell for insurrection, for embracing the messiness of things, for jouissance... reflections on what it means to really desire to dismantle things, what it means to encourage others to step up to that work, and what it means to take care of people in the moment we are in and in the aftermath of the things we aspire towards or brace for.  a spell for the love and devotion to each other that is an integral part of figuring shit out.

U D S2S	- E Wata	
Rough Rider - STILL	
323 - Sensational meets Koyxen	
Choices (Yup) - E-40
The Emotional Frame Of Mind - Column One	
Revelation - Psychick Warriors ov Gaia	
Marriage With An Unbeliever - Christian Love Forum
Blood, Come, and Stringy Thing (Jouissance Edit) - Frog Friend	
Aghi ad Ortografia - Giancarlo Toniutti, Deison, Massimo Toniutti	
Blues Shuffler - Andre Vida	
Pre-Procedure Processional - Tijuana Vocational Dental School of Arts and Sciences
Mats Lindstrom - Low Fidelity II
Slauson Malone - The Great Wedge
Amnesia Scanner - ASFT Tazzie
It's Cuz You Don't Offer Any Solutions - I'm Not There
Give the Anarchist a Cigarette - Chumbawumba
Face of a Demon - Yves Tumor
Plasmatic Yearning - Tongue in the Mind
Go Bang - Dinosaur L
Pistolgrip-Pump - Volume 10	
Phone Down - Erykah Badu	
Pitchforks & Halos (feat. Kenny Segal) - Billy Woods
(If You See a Devil) Smash Him - Melvin Van Peebles
Mats Lindstrom - Invocation 1
Sentencing Statement - Bo Brown
!TchKung! - Feral
Energy Source Transmission (Press Shift Three Times) - Cherrystones
Drop The Vowels - Millie & Andrea
Static Electrician (Symphonic) - Coil vs ELpH	
Hamburger Lady - Xiu Xiu
Don't Play It - Kim Gordon	
X3 - Zuli
The Midas Touch (Hell Interface Remix) - Boards Of Canada
Little Girls Couldn’t Murder Anyone [Edit] - Terre Thaemlitz
Buying Guns from the Bandits and Coyotes - Mark Cook	
Garbo - Headland
Escape (feat. A.S.A.) - DJ Krush
Overlapping Clouds - Dale Cornish
April 29, 1992 (Miami) - Sublime
"We Need More DJs Back on the Mic" (for Michael) - Ro
How to Use My Hole - Hanatarash
40 Years Under The Cosh - Demdike Stare	
Sulphur Goat - Fujako
My Forever - Xiu Xiu	
Inversion Method - LXV
Empty Castle - Rataplan	
Sword - E+E
Lovesong - Aya	
Presque Rien n2 - Luc Ferrari
Wild Rainbows - Graham Lambkin/James Rushford	
Hydré - yab & yvanko
Goodbye God Baby Goodbye - Nigel Bunn	
Presque Rien n2 - Luc Ferrari
Bella Ciao - Marisa Anderson	
Hymn - John Tchicai

big moon - rough

an off-shoot of the wolf’s hour of night mix i did with chrysanth; a stepping stone in a series of rituals and explorations with a variety of people

these sounds are a sybaritic wallowing in the work of jarman, simon fisher turner, and related branching paths

Dysphonia for Catamites (Succeeding the Wolf's Hour with Pagan Joy)

A love letter for a place I have never been, but that I've received lots of tapes from. Some other version of me probably lived there in the mid 2010s. I think this tracklist is right....

Zika Boys - Crab Den
Dogon Lock - Untitled
Purple Circles - The Dancers
Korea Undok Group - Gone Again
Kandekt - Vredens Dag
B.P. - Cruiseline Night
Deaf Squab - I
Barn Sour - Cloaco Professional
Fresh Water Girls - Terracotta Lake Floor
Victorine Meurent - Ecole Martine
Zika Boys - Wattieza
Interlake Psalm - I Am Grateful
OS Grid Reference - TQ6663
Corpa Zen - Lifestyle Of...
Angel's Egg - Bully
Liberation Cell - Untitled
Dogon Lock - Pulp/Lore
Korea Undok Group - Breakfast in Bed
Una Lasemé - Associate
Barn Sour - Plum Track
Korea Undok Group - Fontainhas
Zika Boys - Goldeye Regional Pond
Korea Undok Group - October Loop
B.P. - Coed
OS Grid Reference - TQ6663
Corpa Zen - Lifestyle Of...
Angel's Egg - Cult
Barn Sour - Gouch Call
Purple Circles - Sex and Power
Deaf Squab - II
Korea Undok Group - Fell in a Well
Silent Partner - 16 May 1990
B.P. & Undveld - Entrance to the Wilderness
B.P. - Ste. Anne III
Sargasso Sea - Patria
Korea Undok Group - Long Weekend, Pt. 1
Korea Undok Group - November Sketch
Sargasso Sea - Health Sciences
Sargasso Sea - Winnipeg Downtown Skywalk
Sargasso Sea - Richardson Centre
Korea Undok Group - There Is Always Somewhere Else

Apraxia for Somewhere Else (My Own Private Winnipeg)

Humming With Purpose - 3-22-20

track picture is a detail from a silk print on a painting by ebb bayley

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