with @greenwood2000 <3

(greenwood)
used to call you on the way home just before dark
now its pitch black like way, way, way before that
used to know you like i know me so its too bad
thought i could say that i
counted steps on the way home
dream of you in the dayglow
do whatever you say so
fell asleep in the same clothes
from the first night, what you do to me
everything, just partially
i could stay but i could leave yeah
i could change and i could be
something you want but like shit it was never that easy yeah
i’m only starting to drop and you’re thinking of leaving yeah
its cool ok its fine but i just need it yeah
and i don’t even have the words man you just gotta feel it
sick of being me here in secret
sick of saying things i don’t feel yet
stake it all and i reject yeah
take a lot til i see less
the textures so faded, like lotus i’m dead weight
quit smoking cause i hate it
just the last year i’ve been chasing
beautiful is it painless?
all the feelings i’ve wasted
only thing that feels safe is cold feet i’ve been wa

only thing that feels safe is cold feet i’ve been waiting
literal, i got metal inside of my bones now
keep me inside of my home now
i don’t think that you know how
used to call you on the way home just before dark
now its pitch black like way, way, way before that
used to know you like i know me so its too bad
thought i could say that i
counted steps on the way home
dream of you in the dayglow
do whatever you say so
fell asleep in the same clothes
from the first night, what you do to me
everything, just partially
i could stay but i could leave yeah
i could change and i could be

(speedlmt)
i thought it would get easier
let her lie and now i cant even bare seeing her
but now im leaving you
cause i aint tryna get hurt again
ik your lying cause i asked your friends

so what do you see in me
burn holes in your black tee
burn holes in my white tee
thought you were just like me, yeah
you said its my fault you're jaded
now im sitting in my room getting faded

(speedlmt and greenwood)
used to call you on the way home just before dark
now its pitch black like way, way, way before that
used to know you like i know me so its too bad
thought i could say that

catatonic w/ greenwood

how much longer til they see me
@yungnlit