this dope af.. uplaoded it https://youtu.be/UR0wfzafZbE

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXNmwTYcncJg36OttQ0zTbw

lyrics: At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough 

At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough

broke my heart in the process of healing yours (prod. APC)

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

what went wrong w/cypression (prod bennykaay)

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i see the shit that u talk about me
trust me
i know- that these niggas doubt me
i dont need friends and i dont need love
being alone,
i find good enough

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

all ur insults,
i have heard before
dont try to spin this- like im a whore
i'll take my love and i'll slam the door
you wanna reaction?
i say "no more"

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

i can forgive but i won't forget
all the shitty things that u have said
i can make peace and i'll go to bed
i can forgive but i won't forget

closed all the doors and swallowed the key
i swear that these fuckers are after me
what did i do to get all this hate?
i'll prove 'em wrong
and i just cant wait

forgiveness (prod. taurs)

u wanna see me down ._.
praying that u leave me hurting
your fingers leave me cold
its all the same, i dont deserve this
eyes closed
turn me to stone
already burning
too soon you shut me down, cant get my words in :(

i get the bag n im leavin rq
fuckin it up get hit with the stick
i do not care about u or ur clique
they went and switched now im making bricks
beefing on twitter hop off my dick
they gonna run when they hear that click

left me no option
got me feeling its do or die
ive been vacant
keeping distance cause you left a lie
its turning winter, leaves r fallin getting
 cold outside
turned your back
im getting hurt
n now im screaming why

watch my movements
now they seeing that im goin up
talking on me
but i really couldnt give a fuck

thought they cared 
but now im guessing that im outta luck
drive me insane
its all the pain
gave more than i took

down! (odece x michael warren)

[+] love yall
* produced by @jolst + @irby314 *

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straight to the face

straight to the face (feat. wstdyth) [prod. jolst + irby]

@nevermadeithome
@jolst
@pekarot_161

i can never get myself to care
you can try to fix me but you cant
blurs in my vision overhead
stumbling around, it's only chance
its only chance
damage
i set up the scene in which i land in
pull the curtains down, you cannot make me stand this
i ran in
ruined all i had my hand in
i sit back no use in standin
you wouldn't understand it
too much on my mind
wish i could agree
i couldn't stomach all the lies
i go back there all the time
now you see, i can never get it right

nevermadeithome:
u really ruin my mood
guess thats all on me
cast that shit behind
like a cloak check my feet
i be dancing on my own in my room
keep romancing on ur phone ur not cool
damage
i set up the scence in which i land in
u use to own 2019 but u vanished
savage u know u fdk up panic
u been round to long i guess that u had it

vanish w/ nevermadeithome (jolst x pekarot)

EPITOME:

holding on to my chest
i’m barley breathing
cant get you out of my head
now on the floor i lay bleeding
your eyes were deceiving 

i’ll crawl until there’s nothing left of me
oh cant you set me free
from this sick life i lead
disgusted with how i look
can i even wake up from this
never ending nightmare
might as well just die here
if i’m just gonna lie here

might as well you might as well
leave me in this hell

EMPTY:

ion take care of myself
i got blood on my fuckin pants
barely eat right 
procrastinate the goddamn advance
in body process 
cause it makes me mad
cus it makes me mad
and it makes me sad

i got 10 grand inside my fuckin duffel bag 
i got 10 g pure diamonds but im empty n thats a fact
"i got, i got, i got, i got, i got,"
what you got?
doing all this talking shit but bitch aint barked but once, like

you're fake
im bait
what did u say
what did i say
i mustve said something wrong cus nothin rly ever lasted
every single time that we was otp u was blasted
i just fucking miss u man who the fuck r u now
i just need protection or else im heading 4 the ground

spotify <3

no matter how hard i try i’ll never be enough w/ emptychest (fijin)

lyrics

I hope u been well
i hope u eat well
I think I got myself addicted 
to that tree smell
I know u mean well
But I don't need help
I find myself inside this drink
I feel my heart swell 

I'm back on my shit back on the drink
Turn up these cups while I'm lighting up blunts
And I'm all in my job all with the gang
No need to rob either way we get paid
It's something do, blow smoke till I'm blue
And if I've got this time then I'll spend it with u
It's all the time now
i spend it with all the lights out

back on my own i been ready to go
life in the gutter’ll make u miss home
i know i need u
but honey i’ll never admit to
memory shorter whenever i smoke
this isnt healthy oh baby i know
i cant ever leave u
but you’ll probably tell me i need to

but i dont wanna wanna
i been tryin rly hard
n i dont wanna wanna
its gettin harder every day
n i dont wanna wanna
yea u can ask if im ok
i hope im gna b
thats what i wanna b

lover lover
uve always had a knack for placing blame on
others 
others those eyes are shining and shes quite the up and comer
comer
why she always tryna fight its such a bother
bother
placing faith in others

i hope u eat well ft. decks (jolst)

tell me where it ends 
tell me where we end 
tell me when I gotta give it back 
lemme like you 
but tell me my cue 
tell me when I gotta stop 
I love you.
I gotta make do.
gotta make do,
I love you.
I gotta make do..
I'm playing it safe cause I don't know what ur intentions are, will you make it go far?
you seem nice 
you seem nice 
I appreciate you for caring 
caring
I appreciate you for caring  
caring.
I love you but I don't wanna hurt you, hurt you
I love this but Imma enjoy it while I can, can

intentions (skellington)

(intro)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning 
nothing but a disgrace from the very start
but would you be surprised if i was hanging in the dark

(bridge)

it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes
you were perfection and i miss you in my life

(verse)

there should be nothing to hide
but you still keep feeding me lies
into my head
do you want me to end up dead?
every night i’m staring at the lead 
at the end of my bed
one bullet is all it should take
to put me inside my grave

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning

(outro)

i know it’s hard

(it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes)
(you were perfection and i miss you in my life)

down! (odece x michael warren)

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