prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
music video - https://youtu.be/Axy2Xy6e3p8?si=3_u4a1pLnnKeo89l

i might never be enough
so im fuckin’ up my cup
no marijuana in my lungs
bitch, im married to the mud

i can’t do no runner up
bitch, you know i gotta stunt
i got her shakin’ on her butt 
& i got liquor in my cup

runnin’ it up
i caught a dub
i got some cash but it’s never enough

i feel so numb
gimme ur luv
MDMA all on both of our tongues

im goin’ back to my roots
she give me neck in the booth
three years, im still self produced

i might never be enough
so im fuckin’ up my cup
no marijuana in my lungs
bitch, im married to the mud

i got her singin’ all my songs
but you know it feels so wrong
i never thought you’d sing along
i know im not the only one

wine is sweet but blood is thicker
i feel ur skin against my fingers
i never thought the feeling’d linger

your blood is sweet, the waters thinner
i pray to God ‘cause im a sinner
you just can’t see the bigger picture..

she told me i’m not beneficial
& that i’m fuckin’ up her mental
she said she hates my instrumentals

i think our luv was artificial 
i won’t live up to my potential
yeah, ‘cause this drank’s become essential

i swear a part of me died
when i looked into your eyes
yeah, i lost all my light

now you watch as i cry
i can’t do anything right
i might just take my own life
(i hate my life..)

i might never be enough
so i’m fuckin’ up my cup
no marijuana in my lungs
bitch, i’m married to the mud

drink this liquor, it’s on ice
you ain’t gotta tell me twice
we’re playin’ rough but she looks nice
i come alive inside the night 

just cut me off, you’ll be alright
yeah, baby i don’t wanna fight
she took one look inside my eyes
& she can tell i wanna die

you took one look inside my eyes
& you can tell i’m not alright..

my life feels like a livin’ hell
if i’m alive, i just can’t tell
yeah, bitch i’m nothing but a shell
(i hate myself..)

i’m throwin’ penny’s in the well
because i don’t feel like myself
yeah, baby i jus need your help 

i don’t wanna be alive
but these people ‘round me need me
i’ll lose my fuckin’ mind
yeah, you’ll all see it in 3D

i’m by myself tonight 
& i’m listenin’ to 3deep ~ oliver
i’m prolly sippin’ Fiji
Aquafina, you don’t need me..

just copped the jeans of my dreams
& now you can’t say a thing
i tear apart at the seams
in ways you wouldn’t believe

i’m off the liquor, it seems
i told her ‘hand me my keys’
you were the girl of my dreams
watch me turn to a fiend..

f****n' up my cup

fuckin' up my cup

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fuckin' up my cup [mv in desc.]

i know that i made up some more rules, but i no longer abide
and i still recognize the internal problem’s mine
i don’t even say anything to make myself feel like shit
not like i even try, i see my doubts inside

honestly i don’t wanna leave
so i can’t weigh you down
long as you care for me
it’ll come right back around
everyday i hold together, hoping i make you proud
the cycle is forever, i’m tryna make it count 

i’m getting my health back in check
no more red meat or croquettes 
i’ll live to 90 and die with no lingering regret
i’m no longer leaning on a vice, i still forget how to cope 
i get discouraged daily
i botched the line, i choked 

i kept on pushing the limit but it still wasn’t enough
i kept on bridging the gap but i still didn’t touch
and when i can’t write a song, feels like i’m fading away
over out to the grey hanging over the lake
i gotta get out my ways but there’s still nothing at stake
it might be blocking my blessings the way i’m filled with this hate

so i made up some more rules, but i no longer abide
and i still recognize the internal problem’s mine
i don’t even say anything to make myself feel like shit
not like i even try, i see my doubts inside

honestly i don’t wanna leave
so i can’t weigh you down
long as you care for me
it'll come right back around
everyday i hold together, hoping i make you proud
the cycle is forever, i’m tryna make it count 

i’m getting my health back in check
no more red meat or croquettes 
i’ll live to 90 and die with no lingering regret
i'm no longer leaning on a vice, i still forget how to cope 
i get discouraged daily
i botched the line, i choked

abide

cover by @noskeleton

hollowbody
-invitation only-

go get what u want the money already spent
im sorry i like feeling numb its better if i forget
put the burden on my lungs baby i aint finished yet
baby i aint finished yet

all up in my head like im running out of space
she always wanna talk but she lying on my name
on my, on my name im too busy carving out a lane
u can try to copy but u cant do it the same

u know u been on my heart heavy
range hot take a shot when ur ready
my mess i can tell by how she text me
keep that 9 right by my side like its my bestie

asking bout my mood but it depend on u
i could walk on water when im in these louis shoes
i dont wanna go
it depend on u
i dont wanna go yet 
blacked out louis shoes
i dont wanna go
it depend on u
i dont wanna go yet 
blacked out louis shoes
i dont wanna go
i dont wanna go back

go get what u want the money already spent
im sorry i like feeling numb its better if i forget
put the burden on my lungs baby i aint finished yet
baby i aint finished yet

all up in my head like im running out of space
she always wanna talk but she lying on my name
on my, on my name im too busy carving out a lane
u can try to copy but u cant do it the same

bestie (neil)

escape artist

breaking the bones in my hands (prod. freger)

thx 4 listening 
hope ur breaded this week 
self prod this 1 | @thespeedlmt

n i been feeling like im in a rut
they been wanting my attention so they hmu
that shit was not what i intended but i hear the love
when i js want the love god all the bitches wanna fuck
when i js wanna fuck got everybody showing love
i love money, i love bikes
so i been making profit off of driving thru the night
if you bring me money idgaf bout if you're black white or asian
im with this shawty eating chinese food n blazing

every time i get a hustle feel like it'll never stop
i try to get around the corner end up feeling stuck
every time i check up on her know i get some mega top
saying that they care ab me
know that they dont give a fuck

ik that she know that she the one
but she been playing long
they know i aint gonna stop
ik what i want
i been working till i drop
even when i hit a block
ima find a way to keep my money coming hot

never stop (@thespeedlmt)

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@thespeedlmt
feel her cut loose
outta my heart strings
im getting payment then i roll me up a half zip
bring this weight down to every fucking party 
say they hate me but they only know me partly
when im with staceo we gettin to this money
when im with deathclassic yh yk that we recording heat
comin from the north east
yh she adoring me
fly back 2 my crib im getting fried js like its morleys

u dunno a thing about my life stop the talk plzzz
now we link like 4g
i told her roll up 4 me!
i js got the talent for it bro nobody taught me
call up book a table down at geisha bro its for 3

lying in your music, bro are u an actor too?
back in secondary school they said i had an attitude
i just always known my worth i told em know i matter too
i dont need no piece of your opinion
hand it back to u

strings (@thespeedlmt)

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