ok im back up on my fuck shit
no discussion  
i got the bands
stack to the ceiling
i aint giving you nothing

pull up, leave him comatose 
i couldnt care
we’re on their turf
stepping on their toes
he wanna talk
i tell him watch, he got a bloody nose 
they see me there, i see them running
they gonna decompose

pull up to the function
i got eyes around me, i know their watching
im not fucking with u if u make assumptions
im with sleep, walk around, 
disruption!!!!!!

ik you hated me, everything you do (yeah)
its a game to me, got a lot to prove
got a date with a tree, if i kiss, you kiss me
when we touch, you fuck me
and then you tell me you love me
ur gonna stop me
and tell me im broken :(
tetris, im a game
you tell me im chosen
blueberry weed, i feel like im frozen
you should tell me u love, dont go there

disruption! w/ sleepwater (remghost)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever and Low Hope

2001's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/Prod2001

low hope's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdLowhope   


/lyrics/

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

and i can't bring myself to step outside
anxiety builds and i just want to hide
i think my body's giving up this time
i can feel my chest collapse when i look inside your eyes

i just feel so fucking useless
can't ask for help feel like a nuisance
just do my best to hide and numb it
a facade that's built with cuts and bruises

i think i have lost it
but don't know what it ever was
nothing like what used to be
lately i feel like a husk of myself 

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

inmyhead (2001 x Low Hope)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
-
Produced By Blossom
-
Lyrics
u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

wanna see u again 
but it feels like ur miles away 
it sucks i see gray through my eyes 
I wish that I could change my life 

my whole life 

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 

It sucks that it's all ending tonight
don't ever wanna feel alone
I don't wanna end up crying 
and have my head around your arms 

ur arms

u said ur leaving me soon
so why u crying again 
It's all in my head
don't pretend that u care cause 
I know that u don't 
It's all in my head 
X2

Spotify

it's all in my head (blossom)

lyrics:
im scared to open up
can i just take a month?
ill come back when im done
to you
irregular approach
a jester with no jokes
and im left more confused

fazed by the daylight
take time to make time
or shut it all out

uncomfortable silence is all i can hear
when i close my eyelids nothing disappears
thought i was behind it, but i guess its still here
thats the way it goes

thats the way it goes

@jeffjenkem

i've been missing something in my life
it's like i'm out of my element all the time
cause i don't know how i'm supposed to react
when i'm going in blind

circled by the vultures they're pecking me dry
it won't happen till i'm older but the thought of it might
i wish i could just be bolder and follow the light 
yeah i got sick of the act so i left it behind
 
it's so cold my body shaking
and i find it hard to find the warmth in something i've mistaken
could you check my vital signs i'm tryna find oasis
if it's beating fine i'll crawl across the desert till i make it

i saw all that i could take and still i move along
encumbered past my breaking point it's doing harm
i don't wanna make it about me at all
it's just something i've awakened and i'm too alarmed 

i should probably get some rest
like the rest 
buzzin till my heart beat straight 
out my chest
tell me why this fog still rolling in my head?
i need a lighthouse
i don't want this ship to wreck

lighthouse (jeffjenkem x flesh)

produced by me (dawsin)
guitars by (michael warren)

I hope to take you on a trip with my pain ;l

lyrics ♡:
oh my god- 
im not enough
please-
leave me alone
save me
"dawsin"-
JUST A BLUFF
i cant do this anymore man-
god it hurts
"dawsin"-
ROUGH
ITS KILLING ME- 
"dawsin"- 
FROM THE INSIDE
YOU DONT GIVE A FUCK
"dawsin"-

oh no i know shes a narcissist
I know now that she cannot resist
me and my peakest form
its the calm 'fore the biggest storm

i would write a love letter but its not enough
cause I would know cause everytime she talks its just a bluff 
so dont compare our lives like you always had it rough
but when i tell you that you just say you dont give a fuck

I woke up and im ready tea-r-r shit down
your the only one that i want around
and no i am never seen
what do you want that's best for me?

I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BRO BUT YOU NEVER EVEN SHOWED UP
NEVER THOUGHT YOU COULD BE A PRICK THATS ALSO STUCK UP
I THINK YOUR RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE A FUCK UP
ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I GOT THE SHIT SIDE OF LUCK

*laugh*
I
AM
ATOMIC

IM RUNNING OUTTA TIME NOTHING ABOUT THIS IS FEAR
I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT IS NOTHING I WILL SHOW YOU THE DESPAIR
AND WHILE YOU SIT THERE AND CRY ILL MAKE A KNOT IN MY HAIR
SO YOU FEEL PITY WHEN IM GASPING FOR THE AIR

despair

prod. flesh

i know that i've been giving in
at least i'm trying to live with it inside of my head
are you even listening?
i'm sick of all this dissonance inside of my head

should i be grateful for all the things that you did for me?
or should i be hateful for all the things that you did to me?
i haven't been able to trust a word that you've given me
and i just wish you'd let me forget
no i dont wanna end up like this all the time
no end in sight 
try all you like
i won't be letting it get to me
and i know it's been on your mind
it's been on mine
try all you like
i won't be letting it get to me

and i'd be lying if i said it didnt hurt
it hurts
your words
they tear through my heart
and i'd be lying if i said it ever worked
it burned
we learned  
why cant we move on?

it's okay

★..just so i can hold on to all of this..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

[artwork]
myself lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/all-of-this-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

verse one:
you dont have to say another word to me
i know when to call it quits, theres clarity in all of this
cause i was too stubborn and had to be right
i never could listen, without a fight

pre chorus:
but all that i wanted in here in my arms
im sorry for everything i know its been hard
i promised a change and i swear that its true
it may take some time but i want it more than anything

chorus:
i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

verse two:
you know that i care,
im just shit at showing it
the stitch is undone 
and i am sowing it

cause after everything you said
i took some time to self reflect
way way back to when we met
before i fucked it up

pre chorus:
but all that i wanted in here in my arms
im sorry for everything i know its been hard
i promised a change and i swear that its true
it may take some time but i want it more than anything

chorus:
i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

i cant, remember that
guess i have to write it in pen
that i am the cause of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

ending:
just so i can hold onto all of this
just so i can hold onto all of this

★streaming★

★all of this★ (prod. king theta)

i was waiting downstairs on my own 
staring at the painting 
are you coming home ?
i bet you're still debating 
i can feel the pain in my chest escalating 
i just punched a wall cause I'm feeling animated 

i get angry i get mad over heated
had to turn to drugs cause i was seeing demons
pressure in my heart yeah i keep on bleeding 
still waiting for you to come home again
to complete my healing 
times going fast haven't seen you for seasons
didn't take any pictures cause i didn't think i'll need them
can't look through my memories cause i burnt them for treason 

i was waiting downstairs on my own 
staring at the painting 
are you coming home ?
i bet you're still debating 
i can feel the pain in my chest escalating 
i just punched a wall cause I'm feeling animated x2

what could of been?  
you kept me the dark like an eyesore 
you hid me away from reality
got me thinking why your still fucking mad at me 

why your still fucking mad at me?
i tried my best yeah i tried fucking everything 
you don't know me
you don't know me
you don't know me
part of me feels like I'm just a phoney

animated (jolst)

★..cause your forever mine..★

[featuring]
@dylaanlotus

[producer]
@kingtheta

[lyrics]

intro:
okay so dont fuck up
one, two
one, two three four!

verse:
i know its hard to let it go
but you'll be fine
its tough to make a change
but you'll be fine

been moving toward the future
i hope i dont lose her
shes everything to me

bridge:
and ive been up for so long
but i'll be fine
i'll be fine

hook:
i feel it all tonight i do
been up so long without you
but im not wasting time
my brain is never kind

but this just isnt something new
just a change in my point of view
but im not wasting time
cause your forever mine

verse two: (dylan)
girl your love is the only thing
that’s keeping me together
i’m hardly breathing at all
cuz i’m in pieces i would never

forget her, remember
your love is forever
your touch in december
is warming the embers

bridge:
and ive been up for so long
but i'll be fine
i'll be fine

hook:
i feel it all tonight i do
been up so long without you
but im not wasting time
my brain is never kind

but this just isnt something new
just a change in my point of view
but im not wasting time
cause your forever mine

ending:
and ive been up for so long
but i'll be fine
i'll be fine

and ive been up for so long
but i'll be fine
i'll be fine

★i'll be fine★ w/ dylan lotus (prod. king theta)

Why you had to go?
Leave me so soon
I don't understand
What I'm going through
I need your help
I find no escape
Darkness stills surrounds me
Like everyday

I would get you back, if I just could
Hear your laughing one more time (because I know)

Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

In the silence of the night, I whisper your name
Hoping somehow, somewhere, I'll heal, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm not okay

(because I know)
Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

disruption! w/ sleepwater (remghost)

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