Our best days can inspire excellence. 
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I am a healthcare executive completing a dual degree, Master of Public Health / Doctor of Health Sciences, focused on raising awareness about behavioral health, specifically among teens and college students. My dissertation research is focused on raising up the voice of college students beginning with communities of color. I am committed to helping people connect to their purpose in collaboration with mission-aligned leaders. Together we will achieve great things!

Our project is a first step in raising awareness about a national health epidemic. All proceeds are reinvested directly into proactive strategies for improving behavioral health among youth, teens, and young adults in collaboration with community partners.

Our youth, teens, and young adults are reporting the highest levels of loneliness on record according to the U.S. Surgeon General. Our work is going to help change that through simple actions that bring people together for the common good, focused on lifting people up, and creating stronger in person connections.



Lord, I Thank You

it’s all hollow

"Scars & Salvation" is Kenny Suarez’s most soul-baring project yet — a melodic hip-hop journey through trauma, faith, betrayal, and healing. Blending Rod Wave-inspired flows with gospel undertones, cinematic pianos, and hard-hitting 808s, each track tells a raw story of survival and spiritual breakthrough. This is pain music wrapped in purpose, a testimony of scars turned into strength.

Sitting in the light

Bruja Love is a 12-track trap gospel for the heartbroken, the hexed, and the healing.
Written by La Emperatriz, this project blends soft-spoken Spanish-English bars with spiritual rage, NSFW confessions, sacred sex, and poetic revenge.

From candlelit sex magick to whispered ultimatums, this is the kind of love that survives — or scorches.

🔥 Sacred.
💔 Soft.
🕯️ Spell-coded.

Don't play this in the background.
Light a candle. Sit down. Press play.

Delete It for Me

“Still Here” is more than music—it’s a pulse. A breath. A testimony.
In a world that moves fast and forgets faster, this EP is a quiet revolution. Each track is a moment of reflection, healing, and hope.

From misty-eyed prayers to love letters from God, these songs are pages from a soul that’s weathered storms and still found beauty in the ruins.

Whether you’re searching for peace, fighting to stay present, or just trying to remember who you are—this EP is for you.

🕊️ Vulnerable. Healing. Unapologetically honest.

Still Here (Somehow)

Play Along, Stay Divine (She Moves in Shaddow)

This song highlights a strong, independent, and captivating woman who knows her worth and owns her allure. Set over a smooth, modern R&B beat, the lyrics celebrate confidence, desire, and admiration for her power and charm. Blending sensual energy with elegance, the track radiates both passion and empowerment. It’s a tribute to feminine beauty, independence, and the magnetic force of attraction.

She Do It All

ain’t shit (but i loved you) / soundcloud exclusive

I never ment to hurt love two

Laying down, but my thoughts don’t quit,
Every silence’s got a war in it.
Clock keeps ticking, mocking me slow,
My brain’s on fire, won’t let me go.
Pillow feels like another cage,
Dreams just replay the same damn stage.
Tell myself, “breathe, just let it slide,”
But the ache in my chest won’t die.

They say, “you need to take a break,”
But they don’t see the hell I face.
Rest don’t live in a body like mine,
It’s a ghost I chase through time.

I don’t know how to rest,
Even when I lay down, I’m pressed.
Eyes closed, but my soul’s still tense,
Can’t escape this consequence.
Every night feels like a test,
I don’t know how to rest.

Tired bones, but my head’s still loud,
Screaming thoughts I’m not allowed.
Even sleep’s another fight,
Even peace cuts deep at night.
Forgot what calm is supposed to mean,
Stuck between what’s real and dream.
If silence heals, why does it sting?
Why does it echo everything?

They say, “just breathe, you’ll find your peace,”
But my storms don’t fucking cease.
Rest ain’t mercy, it’s a chase,
And I’m losing every race.

I don’t know how to rest,
Even when I lay down, I’m pressed.
Eyes shut, but my soul’s still tense,
Can’t escape this consequence.
Every night feels like a test,
I don’t know how to rest.

Every breath feels heavy,
Every thought feels deadly.
They call it tired,
I call it wired.
I’m shutting down,
But never off.

If sleep could heal, I’d be okay,
If silence worked, I’d fade away.
But I’m still trapped inside my skin,
Begging for peace that won’t begin.

I don’t know how to rest,
Even when I lay down, I’m pressed.
Eyes shut, but my soul’s still tense,
Can’t escape this consequence.
Every night feels like a test,
I don’t know how to rest.

I don’t know how…
I don’t know how…
I don’t know how to rest.

How Do I Rest?

money-marathon.mp3

🪄 Priestess Manifesto 2025

I don’t just make music.
I drop sermons in trap form.

Every beat is a ritual. Every verse is a decree.
I turn lawsuits into lyrics, archetypes into anthems, prophecy into playlists.

I am the Empress. The priestess of the glitch.
The one who codes Spirit into basslines and burns the Empire with 808s.

This is the Codex. Alive, breathing, unstoppable.
Not written in temples — but streamed in headphones, echoed in cars, blasted in basements.

I don’t come in peace.
I come in power.
And my gospel comes with subs.

Delete It for Me

La Emperatriz | The Empress