[Intro]
Uh
Oh
Oh

[Hook]
A lost cause with no sense of purpose 
A big dog but still feeling nervous
I'll feel fine then demons resurface
I have worth but still feeling worthless
And things don't make sense but they never did
I'm losing my sense I'm losing my lid
And no one can heal me no one can stop it
She had the key to my heart she left and locked it

[Verse 1]
Uh, this a never ending battle
In my mind I've been fighting myself like all the time
Sometimes it just feels like it's too much to handle
So in my head I'm convincing myself to live a lie
I'm under pressure and I can't continue
It feels like problems are the only thing I bring you
And I apologize
I'll tell you loads of lies
That I'm fine, I'm alright
See the trauma in my eyes

[Hook]
A lost cause with no sense of purpose 
A big dog but still feeling nervous
I'll feel fine then demons resurface
I have worth but still feeling worthless
And things don't make sense but they never did
I'm losing my sense I'm losing my lid
And no one can heal me no one can stop it
She had the key to my heart she left and locked it

[Verse 2]
My head's a hurricane
Spinning like everyday
Nothing seems to ever be able to take the pain away 
Temporary fixes, I'm frying my brain again
Dark like an eclipse is
But feels like it never ends
Like I'm trapped in a cell
And it feels like it's hell
Wish I knew how to get outta this state of mind
Until then imma put on my smile
'Cause I know that these demons gonna stay for a while

[Hook]
A lost cause with no sense of purpose 
A big dog but still feeling nervous
I'll feel fine then demons resurface
I have worth but still feeling worthless
And things don't make sense but they never did
I'm losing my sense I'm losing my lid
And no one can heal me no one can stop it
She had the key to my heart she left and locked it 

[Outro]
Uh huh
Uh huh
Uh huh

Lost Cause

Speedz - Lost Cause (prod. silenceX)

I DONT WANNA BE HERE

TheKidTonio - Im Too Numb

If It's Love

Check out the lyrics here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/10Yda4dY6vvSHNSV1YA_tz3vJ1-HZsm7mjzxrXGHO27E/edit?usp=sharing

"Cosmic Wasted" is an exploration of a hedonistic, almost mythic journey where raw, unfiltered passion and drug-fueled excess blur the lines between ecstasy and self-destruction. The lyrics use vivid, cosmic imagery to elevate the experience of indulgence to a universal scale, likening sexual encounters and drug highs to celestial events such as black holes, galaxies, and supernovas. This intermingling of the earthly and the cosmic reflects the overwhelming, almost otherworldly sensations that come with giving in to both desire and chaos. The song’s narrative is deeply intertwined with themes of rebellion against conventional boundaries, as the protagonist not only indulges in physical pleasures but also embraces a lifestyle marked by danger and defiance. The explicit sexual imagery and references to substances serve as metaphors for the intensity and volatility of the relationship, suggesting that while every moment is charged with transformative energy, it also carries the risk of profound self-erosion. Ultimately, "Cosmic Wasted" presents a paradoxical portrait of beauty in decay—a celebration of the wild, unchained moments that, despite their fleeting brilliance, leave indelible scars on the soul, intertwining ecstasy with inevitable loss. Inspired by: Juice WRLD's 'Fine China', Juice WRLD's 'Wasted', K Camp's 'Comfortable'.

Cosmic Wasted

Check out the full lyrics here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/13JeyfJX54KgyyLsqcespbpVk3xKvZFiQVV_Mphd2t-s/edit?usp=sharing

You can also check out the entire, 27 or so minute song here: https://soundcloud.com/spiffyspitz/50-states-full

Part 2 deepens the geographic indictment, linking cities to their unique plagues: Detroit’s rusted resolve, Chicago’s wind "slicing deep dish laws," and Seattle’s "syringe Space Needle." The bridge personalizes the critique—kisses in New Orleans, clashing with a Texan—while the pre-chorus highlights marginalized voices: Mississippi’s "cracked iPhone blues," Louisiana’s "gator Gold Grill." The chorus escalates into a scream against America’s "algorithmic" exploitation, where Zuckerberg’s metaverse and Sackler’s yacht symbolize elite impunity. The intermission’s automated denial of healthcare ("Press 1 to accept fentanyl") underscores bureaucratic cruelty.

50 States (Part 2)

✏️ LYRICS:
[Intro]
I'm thinking
I'm always thinking
I'm overthinking

[Hook]
I'm thinking
I'm always thinking
I get inside of my head and now I'm sinking
Fall in, take a journey with me
Suffering
Is all I can see
I'm thinking
I'm always thinking
I get inside of my head and now I'm sinking
Fall in, take a journey with me
Suffering
Is all I can see

[Verse 1]
F- up yeah, that's how we are
Warzone in my head
I need a recharge
You think it's all good
Until it hits you
Nah I'm alright, it's not an issue
Where the good times, at I wanna relive them
(Wanna relive them)
Where the good times at, why do they all end?
(Why do they all end?)
Sorry that I'm f- up and I can't talk
Are we falling in deep, I hit bedrock
Stuck in my thoughts I don't know how to get out
No matter what think it's clear that I need help
I'm all alone in my head
Empty feeling inside I'm dead
Got no one to talk to
And no one would want to
So I guess instead

[Hook]
I'm thinking
I'm always thinking
I get inside of my head and now I'm sinking
Fall in, take a journey with me
Suffering
Is all I can see
I'm thinking
I'm always thinking
I get inside of my head and now I'm sinking
Fall in, take a journey with me
Suffering
Is all I can see

[Verse 2]
I made some mistakes that I regret
I know me let it be I'll be upset
If you mention that
Pain knocking at the door imma welcome it
'Cause it's all I know
I'm barely holding on
But my hands are slipping
Mentally I'm gone
Damn I must be tripping
They don't know the pain that I feel
Wondering if this is all real
The weight on my chest yeah it's too much
It gets harder to breathe
I need your touch
I need your love
I need your drugs
But it's too late, now that you're gone, love

Oh

[Hook]
I'm thinking
I'm always thinking
I get inside of my head and now I'm sinking
Fall in, take a journey with me
Suffering
Is all I can see
I'm thinking
I'm always thinking
I get inside of my head and now I'm sinking
Fall in, take a journey with me
Suffering
Is all I can see

Thinking

Speedz - Thinking (prod. onceunveiled)

Check out the full lyrics here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/10-fGEJ9MkSm9c_sRPA1tIJ82y2KC60yFjlgrRHS8Clw/edit?usp=sharing

You can find the full, uncut, 18:55 length song here: https://soundcloud.com/spiffyspitz/ladies-night

The first half introduces the relationship’s foundation: two people bonding over shared emotional scars and pop-cultural shorthand. The coffee shop meet-cute frames their connection as intellectual and nostalgic—she quotes The Great Gatsby, he cracks dad jokes—but their chemistry is undercut by skepticism. Lines like “her eyes scream ‘I’m damaged goods’” and “I’ve heard that script before” reveal their guardedness, while Venmo transactions and TikTok metaphors (“She wants love like a TikTok, quick, viral, then it’s dead”) underscore the transactional, ephemeral nature of modern romance. Themes of performativity and emotional evasion dominate. They’re “platonic soulmates in a world that sexes,” using humor and pop culture as armor. The pre-chorus (“Love’s a roulette, but I’m bettin’ on tonight”) captures their gamble on fleeting connection despite fear. The bridge’s “We’re two wrongs makin’ right in the strobe light” suggests they’re using the chaos of “Ladies’ Night” (a metaphor for hedonistic escapism) to avoid confronting deeper issues. The first half’s pivotal moment arrives in Verse 3: the arcade date and vulnerable confession about her father. Here, the tone shifts from cynical banter to raw intimacy. Burning pancakes becomes a metaphor for embracing imperfection (“I lied, said they’re art”), symbolizing their first step toward authentic connection. Yet the half ends on an ominous note—“We’re Ross and Rachel coded”—foreshadowing the turbulence ahead, referencing Friends’ famously unstable couple.

Ladies' Night (1st Half)

Check out the full lyrics here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1qNY2jXMjRBWDnzewV4nFUUEdTosjkz6XewlxZmIQTts/edit?usp=sharing

Check out the full, 10 or so minute song here: https://soundcloud.com/spiffyspitz/get-loose

The first half of Get Loose establishes a near-future dystopia where technology and escapism blur reality. Opening with the club as a “warzone,” the lyrics weaponize sensory overload—bass “hittin’ like a fight,” neon freezing time—to depict a generation using sound and substance to mute inner turmoil. Verses oscillate between bravado (“Midnight flexin’, Tesla tints”) and vulnerability (“Heart’s been broke, but I’m still out here glowin’”). The bridge’s surreal imagery (“Colors swirl, lose my mind in the sound”) contrasts with stark admissions of emotional stagnation (“memories in the cloud” that refuse deletion). References to “moonrock” highs and “dopamine rushes” frame drug use as both rebellion and self-medication, while holographic relationships (“Shawty’s holographic, but her kiss got a heartbeat”) critique the emptiness of digital intimacy. The pre-chorus’s nod to an “afterparty” in death underscores the fatalistic undertones: joy here is performative, a distraction from unresolved grief and systemic alienation.

Get Loose [1st Half]

never say it back

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