Why would you care if i wasnt? 😮‍💨

bro I am so fucking lucky to have spent high-school years by myself online constantly trying to find music every day. Now the closest thing to heaven became a part of my life... I am so proud to hear this music. SC is my favorite place in the world.

@loveboy00 @opal707
additional production by: @verdifullt

Give It Up (ft Spira &prod Opal)

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

03.CBA
Call an Uber man i'm late to the show
Me and BNO, She said i'm so cold
Man i'm leaving her on read, leave me alone
She said i'm so cold, you gotta learn to take a no
Shitfaced backstage with the bros
Labels want a deal, man i put that shit on hold
I just spent a cheque on some clothes
And i get right back to work i CBA with being broke

Today i pulled off my first smile
In a really long time
And these mistakes i can't unwind
But fuck it i don't even mind
She asked if something's wrong, I said "i'm fine"
Why would you care if i wasn't?
Recently it's hard for me to try
But imma keep you my promise

Call an Uber man i'm late to the show
Me and BNO, She said i'm so cold
Man i'm leaving her on read, leave me alone
She said i'm so cold, you gotta learn to take a no
Shitfaced backstage with the bros
Labels want a deal, man i put that shit on hold
I just spent a cheque on some clothes
And i get right back to work i CBA with being broke

She said i'm so cold

CBA (with3r)

music video https://youtu.be/jy0gKwuoKn0
produced by @deadat18 & @yungfloodog

put on my shoes
walk the same route
think the same thoughts
god i'm such a tool
it's all my fault
i can't go on

losing my head
losing my heart
losing my mind
i'm falling apart
losing my head
where do i start?
when did this begin?
what's even going on?

off with his head
do as i say
from way back then man i came a long way
get this off my chest 
listen to what i have to say

losing my head
losing my heart
losing my mind
i'm falling apart
losing my head
where do i start?

i remember how you touched me
i remember how you said you don't trust me
treat me as if i was nothing
i can't forget how rough it was
still think about how good it was
turns out it was never good enough
i remember how you touched me
i remember how you said you don't trust me

i need new skin, new memories
new past, new lens
can't see anything
i can't begin to explain these things
they haunt me forever

i need new skin, new medicine
new path, new lens
can't see anything

i remember how you touched me
i remember how you said you don't trust me
treat me as if i was nothing

Touch (prod. deadat18 & yungflood)

@drrux @methboiswag

[Verse, Drux]
I forgot, I can’t say what’s on my mind
I could’ve had it all, can’t decide what I want
I go too hard and I don’t plan to stop
Troublemaking in the city, we so blacked out 

[Verse, pradaaslife]
I curse you, get my racks up
I don’t need you, got my trap love
Shades on with the black gloves
I don’t need you, got my trap love
Yeah, just put your hands up
In the trap, we got mad fun
Swear this shit so random
How I mix it up, swagger with phenomenon 

[Chorus]
I just shoot my shot then wait until the damage done
Yeah pockets stuffеd up and they blue, I call them Raddison
Racing with thе red bull, you can call me Lewis Hamilton
Smoking in the nature, yeah I might fly out to Castleton

I don’t need you got my trap love

I don’t need you got my trap love

[Verse,Drux]
Can’t feel my hand, told Pradaa open the can
I feel so small, but I pretend I’m the man
I’m too fucked up, I can’t see where I am
Wake up, walk out, playing my own music
Turn up, all night, then I wake up feeling sick 
Smoke up, it’s cold as fuck, I’m steady shivering
Walk back in, I hope you remember me

[Chorus]
I just shoot my shot then wait until the damage done
Yeah pockets stuffеd up and they blue, I call them Raddison
Racing with thе red bull, you can call me Lewis Hamilton
Smoking in the nature, yeah I might fly out to Castleton

I don’t need you got my trap love

I don’t need you got my trap love

Lewis Hamilton ft. Drux (prod. methboiswag)

@pradaaslife @stellaestellae

[p1x]
Snake strikes like a lightning, back to hiding
When it creeps, gotta fight it
The pain is violent
Guess my faith was decided, to bleed in silence, that's my assignment
New skin, I'm covering up
Get down
You getting close, I don't trust, to be sure I keep my guard up
Hide out
Look at my face, yeah it's switching
I got a thousand masks

Happy, sad
Understand, I cannot do anything bout that
Memories, I'ma kill em
Arrow to Achilles
Turn me to a villain
It's been so long
Still walk in grace
Steppin out in the rain, try to ruin my day
I stay unphased, what a shame
Clean the filth at the lake, I'm renewing my shape 
In the smoke I escape

[pradaaslife]
Yeah I’m staying in the night, tryna turn you to a dancer
Pockets never light, yeah I always got my bands up
Wait til gang is seated, yeah we pouring up with manners
Me and you could never work, we got way too different standards
It’s an art to go to war, always wonder why they call for
Yeah I got a feeling you don’t wanna see me
Don’t know what I’m meaning, read between the lines you’ll see it
Yeah I got special healings, can’t have you come in my way
Two bags on the way
I can’t let you have your say
Yeah I step out in the rain
You could never read my face
Yeah I’m always going solo, I can never leave a trace
Yeah backseat tears, I just wash em away

[p1x]
Fuck the system, make my own
When you see me, gotta go
In the city, staying low
Paranoid, it's to the bone
Grey jeans, black coat
When the light starts calling, I know it's dark
Everything is moving slow
When the night starts falling, I'll catch a star

Snake strikes like a lightning, back to hiding
When it creeps, gotta fight it
The pain is violent
Guess my faith was decided, to bleed in silence, that's my assignment
New skin, I'm covering up
Get down
You getting close, I don't trust, to be sure I keep my guard up
Hide out
Look at my face, yeah it's switching
I got a thousand masks

The Pain Is Violent ft. pradaaslife (prod. Stellae)

Locked In (CODEINECXN)

@loveboy00 @opal707 @eera0
artwork: me & @with3rx

me:
raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

suffer exists to b put on the side
bad weather, ight.. just dont let it inside
don't overreact just b fine w/ a TIDE
get that shit right or u dont qualify...

loveboy:
Yo
his palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
there's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
he's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
to drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin'
what he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
he opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
he's chokin', how, everybody's jokin' now
the clocks run out, times up, over, blaow!
snap back to reality, oh there goes gravity

me:
ye, ye this fendi on to me
poppin these drugs, is someone on 2 me
keep it 2 myself unless u roll with me
im bored tonite, come over roll with me
& u remind me of it, make me feel like this is it
make me drown in my thought's, & ur standing in it
and i went up tonight, tmrw landing in it
& i like u sooo, but its hard to commit,,,,

the feeling isnt nice when ur not here
the feeling doesn't bite just comeover here
everybody fake while i give and i care
money doesnt grow.. but it does over here

raybands on but no sun without the broe's
i dont feel attached does'nt matter how it goes
winter fade away... blew it up my nose
fat fkn line when we throw a show

144 stepping out in dior
vitamin A only on 2 explore
aint selling a verse, do i look like a whore
dont need mentor's thats what broddies are for

RAYBANDS + Loveboy [Opal & Eera]

featuring @swoopyy
produced by @adioboy
mix/cover art by me

i- i change my mind like all the time
i yoloed twice i changed my life
i cant decide cant make it right
im so tired im so tired all the time

rent out the bnb, ok lets do it again
ill show you decency, ill treat you like a good friend
i dont wanna sound pretentious im really not that special
i dont have alot maybe you like the imperfection

(i cant make sense of it)

im 18 & shes 25
i roll up while she drives
we argue alot
but she’s too hot to pick side

the lifestyle i live
just fried in the crib

im not paranoid i just check the window alot
not insecure im just rlly scared of ur thoughts
not the man i wanna b that stuff cant b bought
i need new reason’s for me to wake up

decency

decency + swoopy ( facy )

prod @lb66 + @lllovbug
mixing + mastering @crimsonchvos

juliet my grave is like to be my wedding bed

i ain't got no fuckin money heading out a tenner on me
keep a place in your heart for me maybe i'll be back on monday
everytime i trusted her my feelings got abused 
know you're not the same shouldn't take it out on you
i feel like fuckin romeo how could i just let it go ?
i just miss my juliet i just hope you wont forget
i never let them in when i do it means everything 
thats why loves my poison same time its my medicine 

wherefore art thou juliet ?
romeo like lets get onnit ? hell baby yeah yeah
wherefore art thou romeo ?
getting ready to get onnit boutta hit your phone

me and juliet holding hands bouncing to the shop
what we boutta get ? i don't know this is all i've got
i don't care what we're doing i just wanna be with you
we could be like anywhere but baby yeah, you're still my view
me and juliet holding hands it wont last forever
thats not really the point though i still want our time together
lets have have fun doing things that we shouldn't
you made me love life when i couldn't

juliet (lb66 + lovbug)

https://soundcloud.com/js_00
contact: spiraa175@gmail.com

CBA (with3r)

Spira me

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