10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

@spira_me
@buffalobang
@with3rx
@sg37

You dance like the june sky (in a trance floating tonight)
Fleeting dream i feel like Tidus, do you want to be my Yuna?

Rapper (spira me/buffalobang/with3r/sg37)

08.Sinking
I'm so tired of you talking
Every day gets worse I'm being honest
I stepped inside the mall and i went all in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When I walk, walk, walk in
So fucked up can't understand you when you're talking
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

When I walk, walk, walk in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When you're talk, talk, talking
So fucked up, can't understand you when you're talking
When I walk, walk, walk in
When I walk, walk, walk in
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

Said she like me but girl it's whatever
Said I'm cold like the snow in December
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

My love for her is eternal
My love for her is eternal
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

No matter what happens
I got you
Whatever that you heard
It's not true
Wherever life takes me
I'll bring you
Whatever I'm doing
It's for you

When I walk, walk, walk in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When you're talk, talk, talking
So fucked up, can't understand you when you're talking
When I walk, walk, walk in
When I walk, walk, walk in
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

Said she like me but girl it's whatever
Said I'm cold like the snow in December
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

My love for her is eternal
My love for her is eternal
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

Sinking (with3r + sg37)

Feat https://soundcloud.com/drrux & https://soundcloud.com/lunaa1
Prod https://soundcloud.com/beatsbykrave & https://soundcloud.com/prodsoulsss

Sleight (Ft. Drux & Lunaa) (prod. Krave + souls1)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion

Yeah i’m back here once again 
no surprise... nobodies surprised 
it’s not anybody it’s inside 
there’s no where to hide 
They said it gets better and they lied
but I guess that’s life 
Tryna forget what’s been on my mind 
do it all the time 
I Just copped some shit and I feel good
I should knock on wood 
she said that she hates me and she should
I misunderstood 
Still walking around in the rain 
only time i’m sane
you do what you do for some fame
we are not the same 
What did I do to deserve this 
I make money and it’s worthless 
I don’t care about the numbers 
literally in the dungeons
what can I do to make it better 
It’s here rn but not forever 
I don’t have no one to rely on
nobody knows whenever i’m gone 
I just did it again 
They told me to stop so i do it again 
That’s not how he lives he’s just playing pretend 
I said that I cared but i’m playing pretend 
Crow got it in and it’s 10/10
Don’t worry about it just know that i’m sipping 
I’m in the back of the car and we’re skidding
She wants me now yeah bro no kidding
Hate on the kid cause I keep on winning
Stepped in strath w a pacc on me 
Stepped in harrolds w a rack on me 
Line too far went slack on me
Made 5k from a  stack homie 
I’m at the lake chill with the frogs
Look at the pounds I made with the dogs 
Got discount they think imma star 
No license ghost drived the car 
I had to slow down i'm taking a...
I’m out w the crows were staying up 
Can’t hear you at all you’re breaking up 
You ain’t never done nothing you make it up 
Everything mundane so I change it 
They don’t understand so they hate it 
Why would I care bout a payment 
Everything that i’ve done is a statement

Dion - Wonder Why (prod. Avail)

01.DJ
Today i learned what it's like to feel real pain
Turned my life upside down nothing's the same
Walkin round turnt up im off too much i can't see straight
Headphones in the club i don't agree with the DJ

It's what it is
I can't reminisce
Gotta take a second and just realize they're all counterfeit
I heard you talking bout me crazy im like "Who is this?"
I had to cut off all these lames and i've been better since

Trust issues but i try to keep it real
Y3 shoes when she asked me what i wear
I loved you but now i don't know how to feel
You're poison, you're killing me, im liking it

Please make your mind
And be considerate of mine
Hold me and fake a smile
We're running out of time

Please make your mind
And be considerate of mine
Let go and say goodbye
Let's leave it all behind

DJ (with3r)

https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin + https://soundcloud.com/rodmadeit

This times for us baby gon put my phone on DND
I’m at the store posted up lookin like a PNG
I want whatever you want, baby what you tellin me ?
Whatever you want 
What. ever. you. want.

Just like a rose
When I saw you my heart it un-froze
Couldn’t rewrite it if I wanted, I’m not much good at prose 
One of those?
Yeah, been there, time heals it the most 
“What if we never got to meet?”
Well I guess nobody knows 
Even if I had amnesia it would it stay on my mind 
When people ask me what I’m doing I say "Wasting my time"
Nothings surprises me when you realise we even exist 
There’s a song in my head it goes a little like this 

I hate to say goodbye so I won’t talk anymore 
Walk in the clear blue sky I don’t wanna wait anymore
Day after day I’ve tried but I think this time it’s working 
The PostLow for certain, in too deep like I’m surfing 
Cash coming in rn but I don’t care for it much 
They tried act so cool but I’m not into that stuff 
All of the words right there on my lips like a kiss 
There’s a song in my head it goes a little like this

DND (prod. recycleBin + rodmadeit)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Rip my flesh apart so it can grow back stronger, won't it?
These are all my thoughts and this is all my blood in which I wrote it
It’s a heavy heart, it’s made of stone, I don’t want you to hold it
Never had the chance to meet the people of which I’ve been moulded
Cursed to keep on checking mirrors just to see that nothings different
Somethings aren’t even my fault but I have chosen to forgive it
It’s gon take a while longer I just wish someone had told me
I keep everyone away, then wonder why nobody knows me

If perfection is perfected what’s the point in being perfect?
I gave someone all my love it didn’t work but it was worth it
Take a look I’m still a human it’s embarrassing to say it
Wasn’t supposed to be here this long it's surprising that I made it
They say words are stronger than a weapon, sharper than a blade
They say that you can’t be anything unless respect is paid
I’ve been had a million blessings, so I can’t go out conceited
Thanks for everything the words are there for whenever it’s needed

Open up myself, I’m ready to be free again
Tell you everything, I’m ready to be me again
The hopeless giving hope, that’s all that I can try and do
Tell me what you’re like, I wish that I was more like you
It’s tryna take my castle I’m living like my last night
All this bad karma aye shout out to my past life
Tryna save the planet, this time I will not recycle
Time that I pickup just hit me with the re-dial

Dion - Flesh (production by Avail)

Cursed, Cursed, I’ve cursed since birth 

But I still have Christ, who strengthens us ✝️❤️

Credits to ilyJeffrey for the beat.
ilyJeffrey ig - https://www.instagram.com/ilyjeffreyy?igsh=MTJ6MGd0N3I2aTFhNQ==
ilyJeffrey yt - https://youtube.com/@ilyyjeffrey?si=QICDlMa1JzvA4xEf

Cursed (with ilyJeffrey)

filwya (p. Vrtex)

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me + https://soundcloud.com/emogangmovement (lildovas) + https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

spira me:
She said i'm nothing special
Imma run it back & spend a bag on you
She said that i'm too extra
She know I don't dance but i'll dance with you
She said im nothing special
I'll take another chance, Take a chance on you
She said that i'm too extra
I'll keep it in the past, in the past for you

BNO we spazzin, (light it up) like lighting matches
Throw a show yeah we can manage, getting money from the fairies
Energy up in my beverage, in designer man it's sacred
Spend a thousand so we matchin, 1000 on a Nilmance jacket
To be fair it's nothing special, put my mind to where the cash at
Watch me get it watch me stack it, i make it all, you make a fraction
Wearing denim call it Helmut, wasting money call it Fashion
BNO in BNB's like every country different mansions

Lil Dovas:
In the quarantine but nothings different
Isolated by a screen, keep your distance
Is there a bigger picture that i'm missing?
Questioning my existence, but i think no one is listening
Forbidden fruit, i want more
I don't mind being your boytoy
Be careful what you ask for
Stockholm city turns to Mordor
Get the pills right from the drugstore
Going AWOL like i'm loveboy
Rick owens in my wardrobe
Yeah but i don't give a fuck though

Uknoxoxo:
I guess I’m off these addy’s 
And I guess that makes me special 
I’m so special to u to me it ain’t special 
Everything I ever do I do it so professional 
Im a devil to your mental 
I don’t want your sentimental 

Music is my seance and it’s magic to you clones 
The feelings that I carry in my heart it hurts my soul 
Everything I ever I did I did it cause of you

DJ (with3r)

Spira me

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