it hurts, if thats how youre gonna end it.

So fucking pretty more than sex,needs,wants,expectations, chocolate fountains, being rich, and being wealthy. Spira me to the bottom of a empty fountain!!!

10.Loser
It hurts, if that's how you really feel
I'm just trying to wake up in the morning and not feel like shit

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel

And I don't care at all
What they really think about me
I'm with BNO, Only time I'm truly happy
She like what I got on
She's trying to steal me from the party
She's a ravegirl and I'm a nerdy little dummy
Getting wasted but I'm not cooling with nobody
Guess you're confused, just know I'm deeply sorry
I have a hard time expressing feelings to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself to you
Or anyone I talk to
Express myself

I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again
I fall again
My deepest fear
It made me feel
I lose again
I fall again
I can't forget
It's everywhere
I lose again

Loser (with3r)

https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin + https://soundcloud.com/jolst

30 petals of a flower on my body 
The molecules have got me 
I keep walking Ina circle, almost lost me 
It got me
It’s onto me

I’ve been honest like always
I can’t go back to the old days
Life still passes slowly
Just as dumb and lonely 
Fuck this can’t you Solve me
Just this one and only

Do you think about it casually?
Does it make it past that wall that you’ve built up
You push & you push them back
And then you wonder why? & then you wonder why
Open up your eyes, I've tried...
(I'm so wrong, how could I be so wrong)

30 Petals (prod. recycleBin + Jolst)

HOSTCLUB

produced by @prodsouls1

Make a new quest til the night gone
I just walk into the shop and let the dice roll
Can’t you tell I’m off the drank? 
Eyes moving in a spiral 🌀 
I be on the loose in the field like knight 

I can’t fall
Yeah I just got of the phone and got a new call
Made a potion just to shop, let’s ball
RB in my cup fuck a dextral

Eyes in my back yeah I’m talking bout that Fendi
New bag came through all I see is envy
I ain’t got the time I can’t meet you in a friendly 
Always gotta pour it up before I make a entry

Eyes on the money yeah I think I found my crush 😻 
In the backseat geeked out chauffeur showing love
Swiping cards, browse the racks, I could never get enough 
I been living in a dream thats why I choose to never trust
I could beat you if I want yeah but I choose to never fight you 
I don’t wanna see you fall I keep you on the side
New recipes you cannot touch what makes you wanna slide through 
Plotting on a story that I’m never gonna tell

I could show you the light yeah I got my own spells 🪄 
Always too gone I forget how to spell
Show me your swag is it cool I can’t tell 
Yeah I swear y’all too basic yeah I’m fine by myself 

Make a new quest til the night gone
I just walk into the shop and let the dice roll 
Can’t you tell I’m off the drank? 
Eyes moving in a spiral 
I be on the loose in the field like knight 

I can’t fall
Yeah I just got of the phone and got a new call
Made a potion just to shop, let’s ball
RB in my cup fuck a dextral

I can’t fall
Yeah I just got of the phone and got a new call
Made a potion just to shop, let’s ball
RB in my cup fuck a dextral

Redbull (prod. Souls1)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPkapYDKolw
@methboiswag @slacker0000

i reach for the sky
block ur phone number, yea diva vibe
u cant reach me tonight
ima fuck around fall asleep on the mic
i quit trying, end up bleeding when i try
im mixed up in every sense
every sign that u send get declined
i wish i could put to rest everything on my mind

baby take it easy on me
u should know im fragile
they wont get the pieces from me
break & spread it out, come solve this riddle
i cant explain, this feeling's so me
im buying lets go
keep finding treasures
shes too good, she make me feel special

i dont wna end up lke them
fuck my head up, yeayeayea
turn it over in my head
i cant keep u baby
i cant keep u baby
u want reason, i want to leave
i dont miss u baby

i reach for the sky
block ur phone number, yea diva vibe
u cant reach me tonight
ima fuck around fall asleep on the mic
i quit trying, end up bleeding when i try
im mixed up in every sense
every sign that u send get declined
i wish i could put to rest everything on my mind

baby take it easy on me
u should know im fragile
they wont get the pieces from me
break & spread it out, come solve this riddle
i cant explain, this feeling's so me
im buying lets go
keep finding treasures
shes too good, she make me feel special

Zzz (prod. methboiswag & slacker)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYoEvtuKa0Y
ft @drrux
mix, prod, coverart by me (@bigdog30k)

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
I love fucking up for myself 
I’m coming down once again 
She’s Gorgeous 
Whenever I see her lose my breath 
Why am I skipping every step 
I can never figure  where we stand 
Please go easy I’m doing all i can 
Turns out I was never trying my best
I could never see it for what it is

[buffalobang]
I know you sew me up but 
Im hanging onto the last thread
Real bad day cant make out what just happend
I really fucked it up huh?
Everything is collapsing
Hold me close baby im on my last leg
I was hoping not to get close
Stayed inside my stronghold
Yea i tried not to get too close 
Made it by on bare bones

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

Stronghold

StrongHold (ft drux)

feat @user-129366899-725037238

I cant make a promise I cant keep
please don't get upset this what I need
when im in the club I just get geeked
run it up get racks it took u weeks xDDDDD

Let her go,
I can’t really speak nah,
I was in that mode,
Recording for a week now,
They in competition, with who?
I don’t really pay attention,
Pastor give a lesson,
I ain’t really listen,

What’s the challenge?
Feeling manic,
Right now I’m on the couch,
D1v he recording me,
This life of mine is more than me,
Bad bitch she annoying me,
Sprite mixed with that mud,
SCNL, Stockholm City that’s No Love,
They gone say I’m booted,
But it’s okay I walk with Buddha,
I be up, can not sleep,
I got pills in my jeans..

I don't know what else to say
whatever happens do it my way
come to club the tables paid
off the x touch my face
idk when im coming home
idk should take her home
one more cup I might be gone
one more day im on my own


I cant make a promise I cant keep
please don't get upset this what I need
when im in the club I just get geeked
run it up get racks it took u weeks xDDDDD

more than me+eskimoshaman [shinju]

Mind Right 💭 (Prod. Jeunekash)

@lllovbug @greazynotfound

歌詞：
i need you to stay
Fuck the cost ima pay
Riding in a range 
With your hands on my face
ii can’t look away
hear you calling my name
you could still be saved
Baby for me its too late

Take u on a date
Its something I gotta say
Make like 10k
I might spend it in a day
Smoking on this pack
Til I forget everything
You could be my twin
I feel like im Mary Kate

last time I left you alone
blocking the calls on my phone
I just wanted to be gone 
i still want you is it wrong
You got me under your thumb
Cant get hurt so I stay numb
youre still in the words in the songs
go back where I don’t belong

Stay with me
ill be by your side
youre a part of me
I cant leave behind
Baby Pray for me
 be my guide
Ill be yours
You’re forever mine

cost (lovbug, evo)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/rprezo1
Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/eruesudi

Moment (prod. redpriest)

@lil4c

Your heartbeat’s so loud in this room, in this town
And you’re bringing me down with your love
But it’s keeping my head on my shoulders, you’re keeping me up
Forget anybody who cares about us

I’m not getting over 
My head it’s so lonely 
You say that you need me
But don’t even know me
Your secrets are safe 
Anything you could say
And I swear I won’t break, I won’t fold, won’t complain about everything

My heart, unlock it
Know how I’m rocking
You keep me honest
Keep up, no stopping
These scripts, I’m off it
I can’t stop coughing 
My phone she’s calling...

Nobody knows, I keep it controlled
I wouldn’t tell what’s in my head
Nobody shows when I need them the most
I had to keep myself away, away...

head on my shoulders (@77709I)

https://soundcloud.com/js_00
https://soundcloud.com/vanskapth

Loser (with3r)

Spira me

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