Give It Up (ft Spira &prod Opal)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYoEvtuKa0Y
ft @drrux
mix, prod, coverart by me (@bigdog30k)

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
I love fucking up for myself 
I’m coming down once again 
She’s Gorgeous 
Whenever I see her lose my breath 
Why am I skipping every step 
I can never figure  where we stand 
Please go easy I’m doing all i can 
Turns out I was never trying my best
I could never see it for what it is

[buffalobang]
I know you sew me up but 
Im hanging onto the last thread
Real bad day cant make out what just happend
I really fucked it up huh?
Everything is collapsing
Hold me close baby im on my last leg
I was hoping not to get close
Stayed inside my stronghold
Yea i tried not to get too close 
Made it by on bare bones

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

Stronghold

StrongHold (ft drux)

single for upcoming ep nerd-tactics [10/20/24]
MV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pk0dtAMEH8c
vox,art,prod by me (@bigdog30k) 

i dont care if u care
i got shit going on
i wanna be where you’re near
tell me i belong


its something theres something 
theres always something
hold on to hold on to
hold on to nothing
i fear for this skin and what im becoming
this pressure is crushing
im running from something 

(when the walls
take my fall
and to silence it all
and i hope for the best
and i hope to be gone)

woulda done everything and more
if you met me in the middle
but you played your part too well
and you played me like a fiddle

you left your tracks on the porch
and expect me to follow
and yea you’re right ofcourse
or ill just lay here and wallow
cus i gotta face tomorrow
and its.. and its… its..


its something theres something 
theres always something
hold on to hold on to
hold on to nothing
i fear for this skin and what im becoming
this pressure is crushing
im running from nothing

(when the walls
take my fall
and to silence it all
and i hope for the best
and i hope to be gone)

Something

so bad

ft https://soundcloud.com/d1vwv
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx + https://soundcloud.com/opal707

rolling in my sleep
lately ive been thinking lots
walking next to me
lately ive been missing out

drowning in my sheets
lately ive been dreaming lots
no more u and me
lately ive been stacking up

she said i cant do it gotta try it
ask me for a feature couple hundreds
baby at my show she said im shining
searching for the bag i gotta Find it

she said i think alot
she said i dream alot
what u thinking bout?
u dont wanna know

mysleep (ft. d1v) [opal+with3r]

Vanish

Vanish ft. Dion (prod. b2 & ddertbag)

Where I Was

mv- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SkCp_yfvDAo


ice on my teeth snow is dripping from me from a far
ice on my teeth snow is dripping from me from a far
ice on my teeth snow is dripping from me from a far
ice on my teeth snow is dripping from me from a far

i might pull up when im tweaking off the bars
i might fly up so i can look down at the stars 
i might go n cop a car then go crash it in the yard
when the engine push to start i cant even have a card 
yea u want me come and find me 
lights in the prism and theyre looking rlly blinding 
i cant tell the time so we push it jus rewind it 
i cant even walk so i gotta go n climb it 
butterflies theyre glistening all up in my ciris
i cant even cry bitch im swagging miley cyrus
running w the demons n they wanna hit my line bitch 
master card swipe n i never hear decline bitch

tell me why u run away 
i can not stay another day 
is this the game that we jus play 
im runnning in circles everyday
hold on n we'll be jus fine 
hold on baby we will be alright

teeth (+howler) [#mv in desc]

https://soundcloud.com/spira_me + https://soundcloud.com/emogangmovement (lildovas) + https://soundcloud.com/uknoxoxo
prod https://soundcloud.com/with3rx + https://soundcloud.com/sg37

spira me:
She said i'm nothing special
Imma run it back & spend a bag on you
She said that i'm too extra
She know I don't dance but i'll dance with you
She said im nothing special
I'll take another chance, Take a chance on you
She said that i'm too extra
I'll keep it in the past, in the past for you

BNO we spazzin, (light it up) like lighting matches
Throw a show yeah we can manage, getting money from the fairies
Energy up in my beverage, in designer man it's sacred
Spend a thousand so we matchin, 1000 on a Nilmance jacket
To be fair it's nothing special, put my mind to where the cash at
Watch me get it watch me stack it, i make it all, you make a fraction
Wearing denim call it Helmut, wasting money call it Fashion
BNO in BNB's like every country different mansions

Lil Dovas:
In the quarantine but nothings different
Isolated by a screen, keep your distance
Is there a bigger picture that i'm missing?
Questioning my existence, but i think no one is listening
Forbidden fruit, i want more
I don't mind being your boytoy
Be careful what you ask for
Stockholm city turns to Mordor
Get the pills right from the drugstore
Going AWOL like i'm loveboy
Rick owens in my wardrobe
Yeah but i don't give a fuck though

Uknoxoxo:
I guess I’m off these addy’s 
And I guess that makes me special 
I’m so special to u to me it ain’t special 
Everything I ever do I do it so professional 
Im a devil to your mental 
I don’t want your sentimental 

Music is my seance and it’s magic to you clones 
The feelings that I carry in my heart it hurts my soul 
Everything I ever I did I did it cause of you

Special - spira me/lildovas/uknoxoxo/with3r/sg37

Drama

@y4ndere

https://soundcloud.com/9cerberus/have-it-all

https://www.instagram.com/lovefeltt

have it all (+ @y4ndere)

Find Myself

Serenade

original - water water everywhere by @reservv

flooded city

Official remix of Ava Akira's hyperpop anthem 'Locket', enjoy!

Mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/mystxrivl

Locket Remixes

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Ava Akira - Locket (Kareful's Overdose In The Club Edit)

https://soundcloud.com/js_00
https://soundcloud.com/vanskapth

Serenade

Spira me

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