It’s cold 
In my heart 
Swollen heart 
Escape my mind



Chorus
You break me I’m trying survive 
Your complaining every time that I try 
I can’t stand it 
I can’t manage 



Verse
We are numb
We are lost 
Feel my soul 
Save my wrist my arms

I depend on you
I’m what you can’t fix 
And it breaks me 
You won’t face it
 

Chorus
You break me I’m trying survive 
Your complaining every time that I try 
I can’t stand it 
I can’t manage 

Take the adderall 
Cuz you break my soul
And I won’t hold 
No I won’t know 


Verse 
Your drive way with our friends
I burned our names with a cigarette 
Wrote all My own regrets 
No stone could hold me back 

I’m in too deep I get no sleep
I cough and wheeze out all this weed 
Your afraid of me and I hate see you
On this sheet my ink will bleed through 

Chorus
You break me 
I’m trying survive 
Your complaining 
every time that I try 
I can’t stand it 
I can’t manage 

Take the adderall 
Cuz you break my soul
And I won’t hold 
No I won’t know

Adderall

beat by mulak
written by cal meloblu
vocal prod by prodkeech

lyrics:

Got a collection
Of some shitty thoughts
Now in possession
Of my soul I have so 
Many questions
You ask me why I’ve got 
No expression
From you I hide my

Depression
That way we’re not feeling
Any tension 
It’s just another day 
At my discretion 
Because I’m in a sense
Of no direction 
I feel rejected I hate it 

I hate it and now
You wondering how
How I push it aside
Few thousand fucking times 

I’m figuring out
How I’m not crumbling down
I need me some time
To get my thoughts all aligned

All the clouds are so gray ay ay ay
Heavy anxiety what’s the weight eight eight eight
Overthinking every day ay ay ay 
Just the way I am

Got a collection
Of some shitty thoughts
Now in possession
Of my soul I have so 
Many questions
You ask me why I’ve got 
No expression
From you I hide my

Depression
That way we’re not feeling
Any tension 
It’s just another day 
At my discretion 
Because I’m in a sense
Of no direction 
I feel rejected I hate it 

And now you fucking it up for me
Went behind my back so dishonestly
Flooded with trust issues probably
And is filled up to the top constantly

And now you fucking it up for me
Went behind my back so dishonestly
Flooded with trust issues probably
And is filled up to the top

Got a collection
Of some shitty thoughts
Now in possession
Of my soul I have so 
Many questions
You ask me why I’ve got 
No expression
From you I hide my

Depression
That way we’re not feeling
Any tension 
It’s just another day 
At my discretion 
Because I’m in a sense
Of no direction 
I feel rejected I hate it

No Expression

Track 4 from "Iridescent Peasant"
Download here:
https://thekingkamihamiha.bandcamp.com/album/iridescent-peasant

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My second ever executive produced single titled ‘ Far From Perfect ‘ with Deji is available now ! Deji is an 18 year old SoundCloud rapper from Toronto . He brings his own sound to each & every track . 

That is showcased in his latest project named ‘ #dejiszn ‘ . The full tape is available now on SoundCloud only ( coming soon to all platforms) ! 

This project features the first ever Elevate sample on a track . On his record called “ Sandbox Dayz “ . Deji is up next !

AyoNoDeji - Far From Perfect

Prod. by Ryini Beats
https://hypeddit.com/hellraizer/resurrection

A song about wrestling with loss and the suffocating grip of a painful memory. Moonlight paints a haunting scene as the singer reflects on a love that slipped away, leaving them trapped in a desolate world. The lyrics evoke a gothic atmosphere filled with despair and a desperate plea for escape. As the song progresses, a glimmer of hope emerges, but the fear of it being another illusion lingers. The song builds to a powerful climax urging the protagonist to wake up and break free from the suffocating dream.

Moonlight paints the walls
A shiver crawls down my spine
Trapped in this eternal tomb
Where love used to entwine

Slipped through my hands
A phantom touch in the night
Now I wander these lands
Bathed in an endless blight

Reaching for the stars
Hoping for a sign
A desperate plea in the void
Lost in time

Darkness mocks with hollow laughs
A cruel charade
My pleas forever destroyed
In the darkness they fade

Wake up, wake up
From this suffocating dream
Where shadows dance
And the darkness screams

Is this the price I pay
For a love unclaimed
Forever lost
In this gothic game

Rise from slumber
Into the morning light
Where dreams unfurl
And fears take flight

In this labyrinth of the mind
Where realities fray
Lost in echoes
Of what we dare not say

Beneath the moon's silver glow
A twisted reflection of pain
Echoes whisper forgotten norms
Driving me slowly insane

Moonlight replaced by
A suffocating despair
This endless chase
A burden I can't bear

I see a flicker of light
A shimmer amidst the dark expanse
Can it be the break of dawn
A promise of hope's advance

Or just another cruel display
A deceptive trance
To keep me forever withdrawn
Lost in despair's relentless dance

Wake up, wake up
From this suffocating dream
Where shadows dance
And darkness screams

Is this the price I pay
For a love unclaimed
Forever lost
In this gothic game

Rise from slumber
Into the morning light
Where dreams unfurl
And fears take flight

In this labyrinth of the mind
Where realities fray
Lost in echoes
Of what we dare not say

Opposition [prod by Spirit Boi]

Spirit Boi

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