lyrics
--------
lost boy hoping i find my way home
lost sight of why i'm here & where the fuck i should go
one hundred twenty miles from my area code
spilt whiskey on my shirt inside this evergreen home
might tumble down & fall beneath the thick of the mist
a silhouette sat in the distance comes & swings with a miss
i climb trees just to save myself from what could've been
& hide high upon this mountain with a pad & a pen

the drifter lives down the road
& if he follows me home
then i'll pack everything & leave till i know
that i am safe beside my company although he's below
& then he'll gut me like a pig & leave my bones to the crows
& this time i've convinced myself that i'm gonna die
oh i don't think that it's alright but i'll just pray to the sky
i'll find a god in what i sing & sing it every night
and maybe time will tell my story i won't put up a fight

cause fear leads me towards destruction
crippled unable to function
full of unwanted assumptions
petrified by my consumptions
used to hide along the meadow
and now i practice my falsetto
i've been like this from the get-go
i don't ever wanna let go

the walls we build hide all the bodies
of everyone who lives inside me

the drifter

vocals by @supachefm & @lilskeleskrrt
mix & master by @polearm

goner, loser w/ skele

Lyrics:
Sometimes I wonder if you listen to the songs I do
I know that music's in your blood, it's always in mine too
Since we don't talk this is my way of reaching out to you
And now the sunset makes me think your name in every hue

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

spookybands:
Are you looking at the moon right now?
I can see it in your eyes, I don't think you ever really loved me
Did you buy yourself a beer last night?
And then some whiskey right after, anyway that's how I'm passing the time

And did you tell her about me? 
That new girl that you seeing
I bet she thought my name was cool

Does she text you while you on your way over
Telling you to look up at the moon
That's what I used to do.

These memories just turn to pain
And then get mixed up in my brain
I won't ever be okay
The bar is open every day

Hold me while I drift away
You don't have to miss me baby
I just tell myself you are
To feel better (that's fucking crazy)

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

Look At The Moon

look at the moon (ft. spookybands)

here is another mashup from my very early mashup days in low quality 

2Pac vs Souls Of Mischief ( Emphasis Mashup )

A track with me and ma man Guardin from across the world!
Prod : Spithabitz
Vocals: Spithabitz & Guardin
Cover art: Spithabitz
The song on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UdIwgnm8DA
Guardins page: https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic

Lyrics:
Vrs1__________________________________________
couhing up dust
something is up
redireccted....
as i ressurected
starin at some dangeling neclece
in a purple painted sespit
left with some permanent breaking pencils
you where out back 
building up fences
i was at the core
perfecting my senses
theese tunnels underground goes infinite and endless

hypnotic pendulums
makin realities bending it in

breathing it out
feel all your bodyparts sink to the ground
core is vibrating from sounds
voices screamin inside
please let us out
the voyage is now
reality still smells like moulded oisters standin in line ...like
i could never breath in this town...

stuck to the couch
while all my vocals.. been dyin out
pain in my back from the day before...im slowing down
So i think of something ill to write
Il start to shiver in parts of time
It must be ..how its about to be like
When universes collide
Its drippin mucus from the vines
And the tide is to high
Its pretty stupid how i rhyme
But you can see whats behind
If you open your third eye
Put the verses in your mind

But theres No need to rehearse to get the feeling of feeling alive
No need for you to cry..
You just gotta regocognize
That vibration in your spine
That sound that Makes your heartbeat amplify
Concrete CRacking cus the time is now
Bringing that crappy underground sound
Collecting tactics
Mind like a magnet
Connecting aspects
Walking on glass writing on tablets in pitch blackness...

Hook:
Stick it to the rythm as i kick it
Truth is hidden in the lyrics 
Isnt it explicit...
Im Feeling Fucking terrific
Listen for that feeling that
Makes you paint the pictures
x2

Vrs2____________________________________
Feelings dripping onto a distant breath
Could you help me resurect
I need to begin again
Brick by brick buliding my siluette
Like the Cinamon in bread
I need it tasty, sick and intense
Always listening to the pen
Inside this silent den
Gazing in the darkness
Lookin for the lights
I need to calm the fuck down..
Sit down on the couch and...listen to the sounds

The Earth was full of dirt.......
Now its reversed...
Feeling pretty neutralized
While Round circles and cubes collide 
The most stupid guy
in the crew is i
Still Liable to rhyme
When all the planets are in line
 throwing facts to the sky
Going mad cus i dont have time..
Growing cactuses on my thies
Going back to the end of time....what
Are You talking about!?...

Im just ventilating my brain....
Cus its overheatet from all the pain

So fuck it all 
I brought a new contrast to the frame
Peak thru the tunnels full of trains and graffiti spraypaint
Still Fading so i can make it to the next day
Sittin by the fire in some never ending cave...meditating
Evolve your brain man.. before its to late
But its never to late to feel greatness
Im not talking about some payvment
Reach past the intakes of differend situations
analyze conversations
And be aware when u try to explain shit.
Youve been at the bottom of the sea while i was sailing...
Across it all with my mingeling 
Proposturus bars
Im lyricly attatched to my fucked up thoughts
Furious and sometimes feel like ive lost it all
Anxious , pranks of tantrum on the canvas
I can't handle it...
But im prepared for it

hook:
Stick it to the rythm as i kick it
Truth is hidden in the lyrics 
Isnt it explicit...
Im Feeling Fucking terrific
Listen for that feeling that
Makes you paint the pictures

(Guardin lyrics coming soon)

Ready to fall Ft Guardin

ＨＯＷ　ＤＩＤ　ＷＥ　
ＤＥＳＴＲＯＹ　ＥＡＣＨ　ＯＴＨＥＲ？

//私たちは病気です//

tysm to @jvbeats666 for creating this beauty with me
go show him some luv 

lyrics
--------
whiskey pour another cup
nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up
off the last lost breath of a lover that you once
had but she ran with a man much better than yourself
i think i need help
i think i can touch the sky & grip orion's belt
taking off my vans full of sand and some shells
heaven ain't the place for me but i can hear the bells

they say that an angel is self defined 
so when i describe
the girl that lost her mind
the sky will probably cry
but the rain won't mind
if you cry too
feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move
raindrops fall but i fall harder 
light reflects off the water in the harbor
i don't care to compare what i'm told
to what i believe cause i'm still all alone


i've been tryna get back home
but i don't know which road
to take before i can awake from this nightmare
i'm cold
all alone
got the wind straight blowin' in my face i can feel it in my bones
if i smoke
will the clouds lift my body from this place cause i don't feel at home

what's a home without a lover
what's a road without another
how did we destroy each other
how did we destroy each other

follow jay vee

all alone (prod. jay vee)

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/bornhero for the amazing beat <3

lyrics:
where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i do not know
how to fit in
smoking me out
ripping a spliff  
everyone loves me when i go and dip
everyone loves me when i go and dip

everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
everyone leaves me on read
everyone leaves me for dead
stuck in my bed once again
writing the same lines in pen
i'm stuck here 
writing simple songs
hope to take the pain away
when my eyes turn to gray
i know 
that my secrets buried deep below the bong
will release
every thought i'm feeling making me do wrong

where i belong
i will not know
every weekend i'm feeling so low
no where to go 
staying at home
staring at walls scrolling twitter alone
hit up my phone
leave you on read
people around treating me like i'm dead
feel like a ghost
no one will post
sit in my bed think about you again   

no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti
no one invites me to parties
sit in a car acting sorry
girls playing me like atari
soon i'll blow up like i'm carti

i take control of the whip in my mind
driving me places that i can't define
exploring the road, taking my time
lie to my friends when i say i'm alright
where have i gone
i do not know 
hop in the car and i'm driving alone
phone is on silent not trusting these tones
i feel the weight all the way to my bone

where i belong 
i do not know
stuck in my room
crying at home
watching the parties from my distant phone
everyone always just leaves me alone
i take control of the whip 
going straight 90 i dip
exploring the vessel of me
tell me about what you see

where i belong (prod. born hero)

Follow me <3

fit for this life (w/ Lil Xtra) [prod. sorrow bringer]

"𝕥𝕣𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕝𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕥𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕕"
NOW AVAILABLE ON ALL MAJOR STREAMING PLATFORMS!
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/snapshot-single/1474839178
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4vPQvzPB1z7C8jOt9RBmek
and many more!
__________________________________________________________
Lyrics:

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?

[bridge]
thought you better than that
oh, got you wetter than that
choicing him over me thats in the past

[verse 1]
stuck in my mind its like you are a drug
you are perfection, why you acting smug
you're in denial but my love's proof for ya
what can i do for ya to like me back?
I crack
these thoughts i unpack
im stuck in the loop im a stupid mess
all of these thoughts in my head cause stress

[bridge]
why can't i go?
im all alone
I must find home
it aint with your bones

[chorus]
see you walking by tonight, make me wanna take a snapshot (snapshot)
i honestly cannot resist
when you got your body moving like this
 but i always stay by my lonely
they ain't my friends ain't my homies
trust goes with lust and its gone like the wind
changing the tides and we talking again?
x2 (2nd time slowed)

snapshot [prod. Ryini]

lyrics:

How come I wish that I was someone else 
I should be more attractive I should sing like an angel 
I would cry for help but I can’t help myself 
No ones validation will save me from this spell

Are you okay? 
You don’t ever let me know 
Are you okay?
I lose myself the more I’m alone 

My one true friend used to be myself 
But now I can’t even stand to fuckin look at myself 
Take a bite of nostalgia put it back on the shelf 
Cheap vodka and weed those teenage smells 
But now a days nothin really helps 
I just wanna go back to when I loved myself 
Life is fuckin me but I don’t kiss and tell 
But the smile on my face say it’s good and well 

I think I wanna kill myself 
Wait, Is that okay to say out loud?  
I would scream and cry for help 
But my life is just a dream where my screams got no sound 

How come I wish that I was someone else 
I should be more attractive I should sing like an angel 
I would cry for help but I can’t help myself 
No ones validation will save me from this spell

Are you okay? 
You don’t ever let me know 
Are you okay?
I lose myself the more I’m alone 

The silence is so deafening 
Self violence will be my reckoning 

Am i lost or am I gone ?
I’m just another sad song 
The moon awakes at my dawn 
The way I live feels wrong 

How come I wish that I was someone else 
I should be more attractive I should sing like an angel 
I would cry for help but I can’t help myself 
No ones validation will save me from this spell

Are you okay? 
You don’t ever let me know 
Are you okay?
I lose myself the more I’m alone

u ok? (prod. xtravulous)

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
--------
hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

music video

barefoot (prod. lil biscuit x guala beatz)

linktr.ee/spithabitz

https://spithabitz.bandcamp.com/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCIfh0LdznDAm_z_Qyss87qA

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Ready to fall Ft Guardin

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