inst by toba
https://soundcloud.com/vampiremutual

lyrics:
i never took u for granted
now idk what the plan is

i never took u for granted
and now i sit where ur standing

u looked to me to take action
it was an overreaction 

i keep my heart in a drawer
so that my body is warm
i walked right into that storm
i walked right into ur storm

why did u walk away
why did i choose to stay
why did u walk away
why did u choose to stay
why did i walk away
why did u choose to stay
why did i walk away
why did i choose to stay

it was an overreaction 
it was an overreaction 

u looked to me to take action
it was an overreaction

overreaction (p. toba)

lazyy (kennedyy)

sick of it ~aurora orientalis

@internetboy999 @TRANSKILLER @SalemGas

Lyrics:
Im a star ya i need my space
I hate resentment get it out my face
fine china dont let me break
ya we related but we dont relate
black sheep he a disappointment
therapists he got missed appointments
lashing out how i been copin
fucked up self diagnosing
third person disassociation
I pray that i lose my patience
i hope u can tell im faking
paranoid by the face im makin
oh mad at my reflection so its on sight
want my wrist so cold i dap u up and give u frostbite

give u frostbite hope u live a long life
live a long life i know youll be alright
dial tones to milestones
i just wanna connect more
nowadays its connect 4 
move around on ur chess board
open book i could let u read
u could tell me anything u need
i could let u live inside my skin
cut it open jus to help u breathe
take my lungs and my heart too
so when i die i might haunt u
burn a bridge and then walk thru
not the type u should talk to
i dont wanna be what they speak about
broken ligaments jus reaching out
jus give me a minute cuz im freakin out
i was in my head now im sneakin out

button maker:
Don’t be sorry to me if you need your space
You’re still a king to me, can you see it on my face?
You’re always my knight in shining armor
I’ll be your queen, chillin on your arm boy

I’m so used to the “no, no, no’s”
But I’ll try again, I’ll go for broke

But this cycles so damn toxic, you know I’m not about it

I always thought you’d be there, gotta get used to when you’re not here
You gotta know that it wasn’t fair, you gotta know what it’ll be like when I
Turn my back for the final time,
Broken down for the final night

I wanna get out without a fight, 
If you take me back we won’t be alright

Chess Board Feat Button Maker (Prod. Internetboy)

wingz !

Lets Fall In Love

me n my bros ;)
@luvnotesxo
@luserxo
@1kyanje
@unvrsblank

pieces w/ luvnotesxo + kyanje (unvrsblank)

garden gnomes (kennedyy)

Castlewalls +Plugp (uglyboy)

I apologize for the gross line in the hook LMAO
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this time i’m gona tell the truth
in my room cut my wrist wit my tiger tooth
then my mom came home ion know what to do
i jus act like i’m sleep n felt the blood flow
got up in an hour snuck into the shower
bandaids on my injuries prayed that it’d be over
very next night i was down bad
took a couple pills n i cried with that
reached into my desk drawer
lay down on the floor
same knife and i cut it up some more
thought i saw a bone so i stopped i was prolly trippin
there was vicodin in my system
broke up w my girl but i ain’t trippin bout hoes
rest of the month i wore my long sleeve clothes
could’ve had it all but when the time comes i fold
that’s the story of my life and the story i told
it’s so fucked up
it’s so fucked up
it’s so fucked up
i’m so fucked up
it’s so fucked up
i cut i cut
it’s so fucked up
the blood the blood
it’s so fucked up
but that’s just how it is
i cut my heart