The Upload

prod heydium <3

lyrics: 

yeah i struggle a lot with myself
i spend a lot of time stuck in this hell
caught up between realities
i try not to become another victim of mentality
but i tell you what..
this life is slowly killin me

da da da da
this shits too much
da da da da 
like i rlly give af?

how do i make this something real?
i fuck with the aesthetic
i just dont get the appeal...
and its kinda fuckin me up
hardly livin wit the liquor and the drugs
this life has never been enough
i hate myself and it fuckin sucks
yeah its been so long man, stuck in this rut
i could die tomorrow
yeah, nobody give af 

yeah nobody give af...
nobody give af...

NOBODY GIVE AF

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nobody give af [+heydium]

Angel Beside Me (Prod Splashgvng & 5head)
Key D Major
Bpm 116

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🎸 Guitar by 5head

Amgel Beside Me

Angel Beside Me

NAVYXOWER - Never Would Stay [+ RXHFF]

@noxious-nights - 1st
@navyxower - 2nd
@yoimn3ver - 3rd
@soulfadexo - 4th
@emptychest - 5th

(noxiousnights)
I lost it all 
But I act like i'm okay
Even life is dying
So how am I still there ?
I take control
I can't put up with that shit
I'll be doing my best
Lately that's how I live
If you believe what i say then you got it all wrong
Only truth that i talk is written in those damn songs
She's been coughing like she's dying when she hits the bong
I'm playing with her hair and i help her staying strong
No, I promise saying how i fucking feel never helped me at all
I have this burning pain so i'm never feelin cold
I gotta move up North, all year long i wanna be in the snow
my body's gonna rot, will my story be told?

(NAVYXOWER)
blatantly, suffering, daily
WAKING UP, TO DREAMS THAT FUCKIN SCARE ME
holding on to you can fuckin save me
MAKING UP UR MIND, I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE!

i just wanna do, somethin right in my life
dont want no broken dreams, just keep my memories in line!
CONTEMPLATING LIFE
MY VISIONS GONNA DIE
DONT LET GO OF MY HEART
DYING RIGHT INSIDE

(teddyboi)
i got scars on my arms, i got scars on my thighs
people call it a nightmare, i call it my life
ptsd and substances, they coincide
i met the devil, he told me go inside
he put me in a chair, and said "this fuckers gotta die"

im not good at answering texts
tell me you love me, i leave you on read
plug tells me these are strong
tell me when i should care
id rather be high & dead
than comprehend that you were there
its all abt the music
aint nobody care

(soulfade)
Snow White ate a poison apple
Losing all at a downfall
Not fair for losing control
Might be just a “be all, end all”
Like lost babes in the woods
Pale wolves come rushing on in
I know what could’ve gone worse
Time is strange, but I know it’ll last

(emptychest)
what else is there 2 say? 
im okay
u still stalk my stories every damn day
ay taking hits
take a hint, take a hint
youre acidic
i love the way the smoke burns in my throat
i love the way it hurts and the way i ignore it, ignore it 
do you like how i hurt? do you like how i hurt? yeah.
does he like how i try? does he like how i try? no..

Shattered Dreams w/ noxiousnights, NAVYXOWER, teddyboi, soulfade & emptychest [+ sogimura]

lyrics

i been smoking stem thru the day
barely feel it im a heavy weight
and i dont drink water wanna feel it in my brain
im a dehydrated bitch 
what u got some shit to say
im not healthy and i know that
im not healthy and i love that
liqour pouring and i felt that
done a lot of t breaks and i failed em

i been on my shit on my drink
i been fucking up these cups
im a lot im a cunt
why the fuck u acting tough
its enough its enough its enough enough enough 
im smoking stem in this bitch and im feeling awful rough 

Yuh huh I'm a wizard with these mixers
I make several drinks in a night I'm feeling shitfaced
Hopping on a beat from my bro I call em brethren 
Hit me for a sesh and I send that cash and it's no question

I got fuck all followers 
But prods still offer me beats
I get on these beats 
And turn into a beast
I'm all up in these sheets
And blood all up on these sheets
She gon punch me in the face and it gon make me cream

Maybe it's fueled by the substance
Who really gives a fuck
Know that I'm in my shit
Know that I'm going hard
Disrespect my name
And run it thru the dirt
I don't give a shit
Just know u fucked me first
Hold up hold up
Rum gonna fuel this hold up
Roll up roll out
Transformers shit we all out
im smoking on gas out the bag now
she wanna fuck i say not now
she press against my pants and i take a shower to go and calm down

i get sick of people easily
but i dont mind ur company
wont u stay the night with me
take it to the level that u want to 
if im being honest i just really wanna please u

enough. (viera x jolst)

Little Games (Prod. Holyvexy)

[+] there's a mirror in my living room...
* featuring @pinkcig + @emofruits * produced by @jolst*

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reflections

reflections (feat. pink cig + emo fruits) [prod. jolst]

Flames (Prod Splashgvng)
Key Ab Major
Bpm 172

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🚫 𝓝σ 𝓢𝔞𝕄ᑭℓєˢ υ𝐒έⒹ
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

Flames

Julia (Prod Splashgvng & King Theta)
Key E Major
Bpm 200

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🚫 𝓝σ 𝓢𝔞𝕄ᑭℓєˢ υ𝐒έⒹ
🎸 Guitar by King Theta

Julia

Burning Memory (Prod Splashgvng & King Theta)
Key Ab Minor
Bpm 190

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🚫 𝓝σ 𝓢𝔞𝕄ᑭℓєˢ υ𝐒έⒹ
🎸 Guitar by King Theta & Splashgvng

Burning Memory

idk :/

lyrics

drown 
i have these fucking feelings every now
and then but i just swim in circles waiting for the world to fucking end

ocean waves
passin days
it happens all 2 quick i cant remember my own face

swimming deeper and deeper each day
in the sea but the sand where u lay
do u see me like i see you do u see me
coz one day ill go too far, 2d33p

u might think that im right, in your reach
dont take for granted, u might lose me in ur sleep
the seeds been planted
ofc i dont wanna weep
but its so hard when ur not the person they believe

 u r

left so many ppl on a missed call
I dont wanna write all of these dark songs
im working so hard but what fr

2d33p (ryino beats)

late to the party (prod. aidan han x teddyboi)

New Single "GRAVE"

-Lyrics-
Cause I dug a grave 
For all the things you’d say 
I dug a grave cause you’re dead to me 
6 feet yeah feet deep
So get the fuck away from me
So get the fuck away from me
Our skeletons are hiding in plain sight
Glistening from the moonlight 
Constantly digging up the past
So I bury everything we had 
Hold a funeral for all my feelings 
Let everybody know what I’m dealing with
Cause you couldn’t give a shit
That’s exactly why I’m doing this 

I dig it up and then bury it
The memories I’ve been carrying 
I dig it up and then bury it
Take it all and pour it in 

Cause I dug a grave 
For all the things you’d say 
I dug a grave cause you’re dead to me 
6 feet yeah feet deep
So get the fuck away from me
I dug a grave for you today
Poured in all our memories 
I dug your grave I dug your grave today 
Skeletons are all I can see

I fall in love and then fall apart 
Stuck in a cycle when you’re in my arms
Is that enough don’t know where to start
I fall in love and then fall apart 
I got dirt on my hands 
You would never understand 
Everything I did for you
I’d never do again 
Cause I let myself go
To scared to be alone 
Now everything we had is down the hole 

I dig it up and then bury it
The memories I’ve been carrying 
I dig it up and then bury it
Take it all and pour it in 

Cause I dug a grave 
For all the things you’d say 
I dug a grave cause you’re dead to me 
6 feet yeah feet deep
So get the fuck away from me
I dug a grave for you today
Poured in all our memories 
I dug your grave I dug your grave today 
Skeletons are all I can see

Prod by Cian
Mix by Yago
Master by Kanashi

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GRAVE

beanieboy - cold w/ Sin2x (Rxkz)

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Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Cover Art: @shxdy808 
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LYRICS: 

[Chorus]
falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

[verse]
staying up all night, i think im stuck in my head
and i can never fall asleep i think i need some new meds
i think i need some new friends cuz ive been starting to lose it
showing signs of relapse but my friends have been clueless 

[chorus]
falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

[outro]
yea they been clueless
dont know what to do with this 
falling asleep now
theres still so much left to write down

Flames

splashgvng

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