featuring: https://soundcloud.com/robstar100
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:

hazenova:
i never understood what it was about me
 that made you wanna run away and doubt me
 black and blue all on my arm
 why u always shouting
 every effort that i make
 u always just denounce me

 all i needed was a little love
 all i needed was a fucking hug x2

 i was just a kid always hiding in my room
 i was just a kid doing everything i could x2

 and i guess it wasnt enough x2

 i dont know whats going on
 i dont feel like moving
 i just wanna runaway x2


robstar:

You can pick apart my imperfections
Ripped to pieces, another wasted night
You're the reason I'm alive
I'm the reason that you lie
Maybe I just got a deathwish
And can't admit that what I do ain't right
Wishin' I was by your side
But your side is kryptonite, yeah

I don't really wanna talk right now
Down a bottle of the jack
Left the tears out back
Ever since, tried to keep my head down, yeah, yeah
Now you see me with my ear to the ground
I've been waitin' for the storm
'Case I'm blowin' off course
And you end up havin' me around, yeah, yeah

And if I said I'm sorry
Would you care at all
And if I said I'm sorry
Is it all my fault

wasnt enough (feat. robstar) (prod. irby)

i tried to call u (Prod Splashgvng)
Key Ab Major
Bpm 150

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🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

i tried to call u

Lyrics:
All these days I swear I really try my best
I'm so fucking damn exhausted can I get a fucking rest
I'm a mess, I can't float with this weight up in my chest
So I guess I'll end up drowning but at least I'll save the rest

If I could only get a break if I could only get some help
But now I only have the strength to pick you up and leave myself
I'm just tryna make it through, with the hand that I've been dealt
You could take all of my best ones if you think that it would help

Fuck

Cant even finish a song, cant even finish a verse
Cant even get outta bed when I'm dead I know I'll just be dragged to the hearse
Baby you know it's okay, baby you know that some day
Things will be better you're grounded and centered please keep all the words that I say

cant even get outta bed, cant even cant even
cant even live when im dead, cant even cant even
cant even get out my head, cant even cant even
cant even get out my head, cant even get out my head

Try My Best

trymybest

follow my girlfriend @novagarden

TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

SPOTIFY

shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

Live Forever (Lil Peep Cover) Ft HKFiftyOne

prod. me x @hiraethsry

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining
Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow
I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn
But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand
It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am
Oh, oh
And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen
I guess it takes four years to know the difference
You knew me better than anyone and you hated me
So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining

I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

YOUDONTREMEMBERMYNAME

prod @pinecabin

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lyrics
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oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the streets

i know you don't like that
ur crushing my heart, at
oh ur lost at sea, ohh

you never cared about the way i feel
and if i leave, it guess its not a big deal
i told u put the effort, hope u see its all real

my parents never told me that they wanted me, still
i told them i don't wanna hear ever, not real

oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the  

i don't wanna be here, anymore
take me far, so far away from all the people at my door!

writing letters till i drop dead, on the bloody floor
ill never send them all away they'll be right here, ill write some more

but you wont, ever, see me again
crushing all the pathways, so we cant meet again!
drop my phone, in the water, leave it there, im gone for sure
i LOST ALL  MY CONNECTOINS BEING AWFUL LET ME GO

oh, i cant, see
all im thinkin bout is the strong breeze
you got the knife in my back, its disease
and the airs, getting cold, on the streets

the airs getting cold on the streets.

Lyrics:
when i lay awake inside the hole in own bed
all these thoughts come back and they come flooding through my head
i wonder what they'd do if they woke up and found me dead
i wish i could reverse all the events and where they lead

i know that i seem crazy i just probably need some help
dont listen to my lyrics cause youll know that im in hell
i promise im just kidding and im really doing well, i wear this mask like every day its halloween you couldn't tell

i would really not be shit at all without my favorite person, i just feel so bad that every night she gets a different version, of me i just spend my days distracted with a big diversion, its the only way i function when im lost in the immersion

i know i say im tired im annoying all the time
i really hate complaining about all thats on my mind, ill either keep myself real busy just to show that i can grind
or sink into the void and smoke until my brain is fried

keep to myself cause i know that im fucked
i know that i hurt everything that i touch
try to be nice but i know its not much
working all day just to bring in the bucks

dont wanna feel so i just wanna sleep
smoke on a bowl then i fall in the deep
baby i love you youre all that i need
i promise im trying to get on my feet

know youre my life so just please never leave
life is so fucked but i wanna believe
maybe the good things we just never see
im just a bitch while i cry on the beat

say i dont care what no one think of me
thoughts will not stop but thats just how it be
sailing away so that i can be free, but im dead on the shore and i float out to sea

in my lane, on my own
hit the blade its the only way to go
im not sane, but now you know
i wont complain when i know thats how it goes

Fried

Fried (prod. Lil Nightshift)

constantly rude to me

"Too Late" by Arkaeo (Prod. Arkaeo) 
Mixed & Mastered at BlueTape Studios

Too Late

Arkaeo - Too Late

LYRICS : 
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~
this been my dream for a long time
ya'll are out partying I've been on my grind
everyday with this shit
kill every track
I'm jack of all trades
jack the ripper how I'm spitting these flames
buddy buildier getting lifted no weights
grippable waist uhh
~
hoe gimme face then I spark up that joint watch smoke float away
shout out hieloways
~
I'm a bedroom engineer 
a pioneer I got my own sound
mix them vocals clear 
so you can hear the pain from my mouth
always perserve cause Imma kill all in the way
Imma hit ya'll wit the fade
~
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~
Jump in the crowd I the crown
pop out ,the venue we busting it down
late nights spend bussing for dough
promotional show
afterwards drown in merlot
~SLOWED
like say what you want about me but I know I will sure blow up
like every night in my room I be screaming until there's blood
like equalizer minimize all my problems cause ya
don't show you love me, attacking you shove me, I might hit the ceiling of the compressor
~SLOWEDx2
i'll show how you fall down
I'm lost within the snow grounds
the forest rains
my thoughts have changed
I lost that face
alone now

i tried to call u

splashgvng

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