listened to this 3 months ago and I still love it to death the emotion, pain, and everything I feel it every lyric thank you for this beautiful song empty

prod. metlast

i try to pretend this shit
is not fucking real
cuz theres no, way in hell
i could ever deal
with all the shit u say to me
and all things that ppl think
and i dont need to let u know
i dont need ur apathy 
i would rather die 
then take that shit anyway 

cuz everydays a living hell
but i still deny every ounce of help
that is offered to me 
cuz i dont...
feel like i dont deserve it
ppls affection....
makes me nervous... 
woah

just toss me out to sea...
it would probably be more efficent
cuz i have dreams of swimming with these fish
and all i do these days is reminisce

nervous [+metlast]

Repetition (ft. romeo!)

g (boyfifty x pizzle)

1st @noxious-nights | 2nd @strivemusicau | 3rd @northshoremusic | 4th @emptychest | 5th @soulfadexo |

(noxiousnights)
You don't wanna feel the way that i do 
Can see right through
Why you callin'?

You don't wanna feel the way that i do 
I can feel you're faking it I can see right through
So
Why you callin'?
Yeah, baby girl why you callin' l?

You could never move the way that I move
You cut right through my heart there's no excuse
So
Why you callin'?
Baby girl tell me why you callin' l?

(strivesad.)
I’m in a vicious cycle
And I don’t give a damn
I’m here without a plan
Making music for my fans
they be talking about me
I’m changing up my melody
how you deal without me
How you deal without me
Baby I’m
Always on the verge of
Ending my life
I’m about to cry
cause you cannot leave my mind
I’m sorry if I lie when I tell you that I’m fine
I’m sorry if I lied cause I drink away my life

(nevrwrld)
I’ve got the sounds of a broken heart 
3 more shots then I’m going dark 

6 feet deep behind your yard 
and put me where I belong

Hold your fire 
Revoke your answers 
I’m not ready to go 

(emptychest)
is it a vital path to go down
i cant even speak now
i cant even see 
and my lifes getting kinda bleak now
getting kinda bleak now
fucked up in the sheets now
every single night that i been grinding, i been weak now
but ion get sleep no
126 like combo
smoking on that rainbow
weeping like the willow
packing heavy pinto
bitch u js a no show
think im boutta plateu
living slow mo

(Soulfade)
You still make me feel empty
I don’t know what to expect
It’s getting way too colder
From every touch you make
I cannot try and try again
It’s making me feel broken
The matter breaks in cycles
Don’t try and fucking save me

where i belong w/ emptychest, strivesad, noxiousnights, The North Shore & soulfade

Miami’s washed me up 
I had lived there 27 years 
I thought I built this up 
but I always lived my life with fear 
I’m always so worked up 
I have a feeling that the end is near 
I’m not okay, my dear 
put the car In gear and 

Drive 
so that I can feel alive 
I’m bleeding through my paper skin 
I’m shattered and I’m wearing thin 

we hit each other up from time to time 
tell each other I love you, yeah, it’s fine 
you’re with him now
so fuck me up, give me drugs and give me medicine to sleep tonight 

this pressure’s building up all of this tension 
got my heart bleeding, needing intervention 
in my mentions only looking for attention 
break my chains, set me free, let me ride and put my car in gear and 

We hit each other up from time to time 
fuck I think I need to go for another drive 
I was hoping that this was the last time 
but you’re still keeping me in mind 

Ocala called again
so I moved up thinking that I would change
I left you far behind always regret that now I drown in shame 
you gave up on me 
I’m begging on on my knees 
please i just need some peace
I’m trying to believe 
that you would come back to me 
baby just tell me that you’ll never leave 
take a couple pills to relax just so I can breathe 
I’m never finding answers in these drugs so I write these songs that I sing 

you left me now 
god I feel so left out 
I just hope you stick around 
so that I can go and find out 
If he gives you everything 
I couldn’t imma stress out
cause I failed at loving you 

and now I’m just a burnout 

yeah I’m just a burnout 
a motherfuckin let down 
I’m trynna shut down 
baby shut my lights out 
Bring the knife out 
yea I’m gone now 
when I think of suicide I always put the car in gear and

Drive (Prod. Jolst X Irby)

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

originally performed by sewerperson and killedmyself

mastered by cherryrizla who killed it as always

lyrics

isolated, take me out back for some fresh air
contemplated, she could never kill me but she'd contemplate it, fun
baby im just tryna have a little fun, run
she squeeze out my breath until my throat go numb
come into my house I'm in the underground 
I'm close too mother earth my lover look around
how I'm sposed to feel when u burn it to a mound
she get way too mad u should mediate it

girl it's just a party and I'd rather not be here
these r ur friends I got noone I wanna see here
cold, it's so cold
I can't walk thru this alone
take me home
I know I'm horrible

I wish u could see it thru my bloodshot eyes
cuz baby girl we're rlly not that different u nd I
everything ur feeling is the usual
but everything ur feeling I just hide
I gave her my heart do u got one I could borrow 
u don't gotta give it back I'm already hollow
broken bodies buried in a grotto
let me see the face that look like someone that I used to know
every time we sin we sin again in don't wanna
I don't wanna go I just gotta 
dark pelt coat in octobers like a sauna
I live in a forest off the fauna 

isolated - sewerperson (betweentheveinsandi x jolst cover)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Listen on Spotify!

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

poison

Dont pull the knife out of the wound

new mega emo slapper with @svnam
produced by @hellahaunted
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
(decks)
i’d drop everything
if it meant
all of this
would come to an end
cuz this past year’s been living hell
and i’m spending it in a cell

and frequently i find
that maybe it’s not right
to sleep when the sun’s up
and sing in the moonlight
but i can’t go back now
gotta leave it behind me and get out of this town

i gotta get out of here
so many things that i’ve come to fear
idk where i can go from here
cuz everybody wants to hold me near
i never wanted attention
needed an outlet, now i’m representin’
all of my problems are used as a weapon
and i’m just the target, 
there ain’t no defendin’ for me :(

(svnam)
there’s a cold wind blowing through my hair
and i’m losing my grip on what i thought was my confide

i can’t seem to breathe the same as i did in the face of relief
‘cause there’s an anchor on my back
and it’s weighing me back to the sea

(decks)
i’d drop everything
if it meant
all of this
would come to an end
cuz this past year’s been living hell
and i’m spending it in a cell

and frequently i find
that maybe it’s not right
to sleep when the sun’s up
and sing in the moonlight
but i can’t go back now
gotta leave it behind me and get out of this town

g (boyfifty x pizzle)

emptychest

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