lyrics:

away from your eyes
are you gonna come back home?
i know why you feel alone
when i'm out of sight
who am i living for?
i know why i feel alone

i pick myself off the ground
i want to feel safe right now
but i don't think i know
i don't know how
i want to see all the light
but i can't sleep tonight
i know i don't feel so right
anymore

(chorus)

out of sight

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0oGcZfAZaOby4FVubPcrFQ

not my greatest work but I needed to make this b4 I exploded

take me back to last july (prod. skellington)

New single "Falling" featuring the amazing artists 88STRAIT
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(Lyrics)
I’ve been falling for you baby 
And it’s really been driving me crazy
I can’t get you off my mind  lately 
Can’t get you off my mind lately 

I don’t wanna fall for no one 
Yeah I got trust issues said I’m done
But you got me thinking you’re the one
Baby what have you done 
You’ve opened me up 
And now I’m shit out of luck 
You got me falling in love
Shit what have you done 
You got me falling in love 
You got me falling in love 
You got me falling in love 
You got me falling 

I’ve been falling for you baby 
And it’s really been driving me crazy
I can’t get you off my mind  lately 
Can’t get you off my mind lately 
I’ve been falling 
I’ve been falling 
I’ve been falling 
I’ve been falling no

I don’t wanna enable you
Cause I hate that 
You don’t wanna follow through
Cause you hate that 
And every single day I lose my shit
Tripping over you and what you did
You broke me, 
Baby I don’t wanna talk
Now you hate me
I’ve been crying all alone on the daily 
I’ve been waiting
god I need someone to save me
So save me
Somedays really wish I never met you
I’ve been thinking that I really might regret you
But we’re fine yeah we’re good 
yeah we’re okay
Pop a pill, maybe 2 feeling okay

Mixed by yago/88STRAIT
Mastered by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface
prod. IMMORTAL

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Falling (feat. 88STRAIT)

I've Been Alone (Prod Splashgvng)
Key E Major
Bpm 152

This beat is free for non-profit use only. Any use must give credit - Song Title (Prod Splashgvng)

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🚫 No samples used
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

I've Been Alone

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Lyrics
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Smash my head through a window pane
Expect the blood dripping down my face 
Sorry about all my rage
Since a kid I don't ever change
Sorry about all my pain
It only ever seems to show with age
I'm sorry for all the things I ain't
I promise I'll never change

Like the face of the ignorant
I'm just so sick of it wondering how they get along
Like in my head what's the sin of it
Living this intricate, dodging the pros and the cons
Professionally fucked in the head
I can tell I'm indifferent to differences in right and wrong
Intentionally crushing the dreams
To a means of a living and putting it into a song
These are the reasons I bottle up feelings
And lie awake dreaming until I see dawn
Trapped in my head again, this is my element
So why the fuck don't we all sing along

These are the reasons I bottle up feelings
And lie awake dreaming until I see dawn
Trapped in my head again, this is my element
So why the fuck don't we all sing along

Alright, just got a new plan
Work all day 'till the middle of the night
If you wanna start somewhere you gotta start nowhere
No one remember no one who don't try
Sun rise up and I'm on my grind
But at midnight is when I shine
Hours and weeks put it all on the line
'Cause I'm the only one who don't miss my life
Still do it, but I don't know for who
Whether for me or for you
Is it selfish to want all the money in the world
Or selfish to improve
All these feelings to entomb
Into my words writing these tunes
Through all the hellish and the devilish
And y'all ain't even seen me bloom

Ignorant

Ignorant [Prod. Morning Meadow]

lyrics

(cyzun)
I’m all on my own 
Got nobody beside me
No one hits up my phone 
Im tired of crying
I’m tired of trying
I gave up on hope
I feel like I’m dying 
My whole life is a joke 
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of trying

(autumndropsdead)
next time i’ll fuck it up 
cause i know that i am
nothing but a little bitch 
yeah a little cunt
the world’s falling out of my hands
and they took my fingerprint
while my hands were cuffed
got blood up all in the sand 
so i lit a bonfire just to feel hotter but
honestly i just can’t
go through another day
imma fade; fucking toxic, shitty fakes
i got way too many toxins 
coursing through like every vein
in the moment but they never last
in the moment while i’m in the past 
i was laying all up on the grass 
had my head up all upon your lap
now it’s over
or am i feeling change
or is it closure?
cause it feels all the same

(cyzun)
I’m all on my own 
Got nobody beside me
No one hits up my phone 
Im tired of crying
I’m tired of trying
I gave up on hope
I feel like I’m dying 
My whole life is a joke 
I’m tired of crying
I’m tired of trying

tired of trying w/ autumndropsdead

https://soundcloud.com/secre_swallowtail?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

This is a cry for help

Lyrics

Im a zombie on the drugs isn’t it obvious
These days i swear even just breathing feels laborious
Overdosing on my sorrow, 
sprinkling angel dust
Take a couple more 
Ill feel my body slowly rust
Wont be long till my depression is victorious
post my final goodbye on my insta story huh
whats the point if all my happiness vicarious
thinking bout the future can be kinda scary huh

but “just stay positive”, is worthless when my feelings numb
“Just hang in there”, from my ceiling in a minute huh?
I make a point to never rely on somebody else
Cos When I’m suffering i try to keep it to myself

put my feelings to the side to try maintain my health
But its eating me from inside please somebody help
I think nobody heard my cries im on my own in hell
lying on my side i swear i can hear heavens bells

I spent the last few days just tryna figure out myself
i struggle doing basic shit without somebodies help
i struggle functioning without the pills on top my shelf
Maybe one day i will feel better about myself

Im a zombie on the drugs isn’t it obvious
These days i swear even just breathing feels laborious
Overdosing on my sorrow, 
sprinkling angel dust
Take a couple more 
Ill feel my body slowly rust
Wont be long till my depression is victorious
post my final goodbye on my Insta story huh
whats the point if all my happiness vicarious
thinking bout the future can be kinda scary huh

zombie (secre x just rt productions)

lyrics: 
I can’t see my body anymore 
my bones feel limp and sore 
everyone on the internet congratulates me for it 
ur so pretty how did you do that? 
I would tell you but it’s pretty bad 
If I could see myself the way you do 
Id tell you my secret . 
My secret 
 

Is to float on the waves till they pull you under 
Get tangled in the current 
Till you look Somber 
Ur eyes lose life 
Everyone around you tells you ur dying 
yet my body doesn’t seem to mind 
Doesn’t seem to mind 
Because I can’t see it . 
No I can’t see it . 
Even when its decomposing 
heart stops a beat when I’m in the shower
Can’t stand up bc my brain just turns to powder

Why the fuck do I still look the same way 
Why the fuck is my body turning to clay 
Why the fuck do I feel so gray 
Just pls don’t take me


Don’t want my bones to break 
But I can’t concentrate 
I’m sorry it’s my disease 

( it’s killing me)

Want to escape , bc everyone looks better than me 
My body isn’t a body it’s suffocating me .

beat creds  https://www.youtube.com/BOWNIE%20BEATS

my body isnt a body (prod.bowniebeats)

“Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing 
Turnin blue
Tell me love is endless, don’t be so pretentious 
Leave me like you do “



Looking back I’d rather be a ghost now
All this pain in my soul Keeps the lights out
What the fuck is happiness? ￼how you fine now
Clouded memories from drinking all the time now ￼

I can’t feel my face
I don’t want to Feel 
a fuckin thing  
I ant Hearing anything that 
you trying say
I’ve been thinking about 
This shit to long 
I’ve Been thinking bout dying Like everyday 
yeah I Told you that I’m good But I’m not tho 
I done let the weight Build up 
and overflow 
Like last Friday I was thinking about what you said
was it worth it why the fuck
Did you fuck with my head

Dxnny -

Might have relapsed drank a bottle ina night i couldnt help it baby i was fighting for my life
Anxiety, the thoughts they keep on eating at my mind
Had to down the whole thing just to keep myself a.. live
told you that im fine but im dying every night crave adrenaline im breakin thru my skin witha knife
hurt myself again, i aint even sorry this time curtain closing in, i guess I'm really leaving to-night



Completely non profit 

swno mixed by ztope

Mastered by ztope

drinking again w/ dxnny (autrioly)

Uh uh uh uh uh
Uh uh uh uh uh

There’s a tightness in my chest
Girl you got me off these meds
I can’t sleep
I lay in bed 
but I’m still geeked
Never thought I’d see the end
But who am I to just pretend 
That things are fine 
When in my mind I picture suicide
I need you by my side

You got me up all night
Missing all the times we’d fight
Break up
and make up
Break up
And make up

Sick of burning out 
That girl gave me doubts
this life let me drown
she just smiled, showing fangs in her mouth 

There’s a poison in my head
Carried wounds until I’ve bled 
Pushed against the walls, they close in
How do I live
When everything is spinning 
Where do I begin

I don’t know where all of the time goes
I don’t know where all of the time goes
I just need to find the right hoe

Staring 6 stories out the window
Triple 6 devil said to let go

Staring 6 stories out the window
baby we can let go
Just to wake up

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BREAKUP & MAKEUP (prod. grayskies)

found this old remix i made right after x died & thought id share. enjoy <3

cover art by me

original: https://soundcloud.com/jahseh-onfroy/i-dont-wanna-do-this-anymore

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I've Been Alone

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