heaven sent (+:; rxms)

lyrics~

Shhh everyone quiet
I’m screaming for help but, to you, it is silent
Each day my rage keeps getting more violent
The voice in my head says to try suicide and
I am not frightened of death so fuck it I might
Cuz my purpose feels worthless here in this life
I want to riot for those traumatized
I’ll make it bloody bitch where is my scythe 

BITCH FUCK THIS
I’m out of options

You don’t fuck w me? Guess we gotta problem
Bitch you should kill me, before I can profit
You don’t know the real me, I am a prophet
King of my pain, always fuckin exhausted 
I’m not the same Riley, he fuckin lost it
All the heart break, is what fuckin caused it

Bitch it’s explicit, I can’t fuckin feel shit
Numb from the pain, that I fuckin create
I love pushing my limits, how much can I take?
Ive gone insane, but they made me that way
Yes I might cave, but I can’t fucking break
I should go to hell, for heavens sake
But I think that it’s fake, so why should I stay?

Shhh everyone quiet
I’m screaming for help but, to you, it is silent
Each day my rage keeps getting more violent
The voice in my head says to try suicide and
I am not frightened of death so fuck it I might
Cuz my purpose feels worthless here in this life
I want to riot for those traumatized
I’ll make it bloody bitch where is my scythe 

Watch my hate build up
Ain’t afraid? You should still run
I wanna see real blood
To see if I will feel sum
I do not fucking feel love
My blade, wants to feel ya
If you can get touched
I might fucking kill ya

Bitch I am Damian
Im the insane within
Causing the caving in
Thoughts you can’t make of this

Making you break again
Keeping you caged in sin
Why would I fake this shit?
You don’t know me bitch

I make the room quiet when they see im silent
I’m trying to hide all of the hidden violence 
Don’t ask, “are you okay?”, I’ll say that “I’m fine” and
Really im lying, think soon, i am dying
I wonder why I should I even try
Insanity’s taking away my damn mind
All of the pain that I’ve felt, I can’t cry 
But even when finished, I’m crossing the line 

Enraged, then I blackout
Don’t care if you tap out
I Let the blood drip, bitch I want it to stand out
It’s best not to get up, you shouldn’t go that route
The screaming, I love, let’s hear his grown ass pout 
I’m on my own, I don’t need fuckin handouts
Imma mess, yes I know, but I can’t stand down
Dragged ya dead body across the damn map now
You have gone missing, I wonder what thats bout

All I see is fuckin red
I’m Alive but fucking dead
I have words that go unsaid 
But I’ll bleed till there’s nothing left 

I’m so fucked up 
I’ve been corrupt
I’m still so young
But this life’s, been a rough one
I say fuck love 
Some think that it’s stuck up
But no one knows what’s up
You don’t know what I once was

Damian (prod. DarkHeart)

Touch Me Like That (Prod Splashgvng)
Key A Minor
Bpm 155

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🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

Touch Me Like That

have made a remix of Black Sabbath - Paranoid (2009 Remaster)
hope you like it
Feel free to give feedback :)

Black Sabbath - Paranoid (2009 Remaster  ( Tigo92 Remix

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @robinlucious
Instrumental: @robinlucious
Mix&Master: @robinlucious & @prodbybrody & @itshuskai

Lyrics- 
yung van- 
When rain turns to snow
I get cold, without you here I feel more alone
I wish that I could ap[olgizie
for all the times I fell in

I know you don't care
Living without you in constant fear
I'm not enough and I'm never near
Hollow inside but I still shed tears

Robin Lucious-

Right now my life's a mess
And I've been going through stuff that doesn't rest
And I've been thinking 'bout it, do you deserve to feel my pain when I'm crying?
We can't run to, another world forever, me and you
then both of our hearts were broken
shooting starts in the sky
I wish the moon made you lie
cause what you said doesn't make any sense
all of these shadows ain't mine
I've got nowhere to hide
all I want, for this pain to end

yung van x Robin Lucious- 

I know you don't care
Living without you in constant fear
I'm not enough and I'm never near
Hollow inside but I still shed tears

Blackwater

Hollow

Hollow Ft. Robin Lucious (Prod. Robin Lucious)

💙We are all addicted to our thoughts.💙
💙Produced By: @prodjody @yasuu11💙

[LYRICS]
I can't go to sleep without thinking
Only time I can is when I'm drinking
Blackdown lights out past tense
I need to get my head straight
Need to get my mind right yeah

She said that she really want ya
She said that she really down to ride
He said she said that its all just lies
Baby why you tryna waste my time

Looking at these AM skys
all my thoughts they slide on ice
Crashing like the river tides
Burn my mind its quite alright

Baby yeah I'm tripping of the shrooms
Baby yeah I'm spinning in this room
I've been having lucid dreams of you
I been getting so high to the moon
Baby yeah I'm tripping of the shrooms
Baby yeah I'm spinning in this room
I've been having lucid dreams of you
I been getting so high to the moon

💙i cant go to sleep without thinking💙

Drinking & Sleeping (Prod By. Jody & Yasuu)

Track 2

[verse 1]
i'm losing it, running out of time
i'm snoozing but I should be out grinding
reminded
that all that I want from life is you
lately been distant to tell the truth
you knew

[bridge]
like where did you go, what did I say
need to get you before you run away
I say her name

[verse 2]
ohh I know that, you can't go back
I want you till we grow old 
pack up our stuff and move it out
I guess that i found happiness in you cause I am reminiscing 

[outro]
one life that I have won't waste that shit
stop fucking around and just commit
that's it

what did i say [prod. GRAVE5]

[chorus]
caught up in my fucking brain with this shame again
my minds caving in I smoke til the pain fades within
every time I fucking try I fail the jameson fill my veins again
I try to cry but I just grin

[verse]
I knew I was fucked from the get go
I try to forget you but I just can't let go
I'm sorry I don't care about anything but me; myself, yeah i'm out (yuh)
I want to come back to the way I was, face it
I'm fucking complacent with me now its blatant 
but i'll change again turn from cold and the wind
for now flick the bic draw the smoke and give in

[bridge]
I've been trying hard to maintain I can't see it clearly when your clouding up the mainframe
and I can't fucking take it anymore thats why I crawl up ignore all the people and smoke my strain

[chorus]
caught up in my fucking brain with this shame again
my minds caving in I smoke til the pain fades within
every time I fucking try I fail the jameson fill my veins again
I try to cry but I just grin

Shame [prod. taurs]

@sinxi
The sound of your voice makes me feel
Nothing in this world ever felt so real
When I'm with you I don't question everyone else's stare
You make me feel like no one else is there

But when you told me
That you were in love with somebody
I was scared to death cause if it’s not me
I won’t know what to do 
The only person I fell for has always been you

It’s always you
Baby, when I’m with you I feel like I’m at home
You’ve got me waiting here by the phone
And I don’t really care if you know, you know yeah
Girl, I think I’m ready for love

Now that I’m honest I want you to know that I want you here
And if you want me to come over I'll drive through my fear
It’s always been unsafe to feel but with you, I know you care
I really want to hold you, but do you want me there? 
If you don’t want me well then I understand
I thought I could love you but I guess I can’t 
If you say you want me then I’ll leave right now
I’ll go back my bags and be there in 6 hours

It’s always you
Baby, when I’m with you I feel like I’m at home
You’ve got me waiting here by the phone
And I don’t really care if you know, you know yeah
Girl, I think I’m ready for love
It’s always you
Baby, when I’m with you I feel like I’m at home
You’ve got me waiting here by the phone
And I don’t really care if you know, you know yeah
Girl, I think I’m ready for love

Past the Stars

It's Always You (Prod. Sinxi)

OTHER PLATFORMS

@jj-meri
@sinxi
I should have been there for you
Been looking out for you
I’ve made mistakes it’s true, my god
I thought I had time with you 
But now you’re gone
I feel your soul moving on
I know I gotta be strong
But without you, my life just feels wrong
So

How could he take you up off this earth
I should have told you I loved you cause now this hurts
I thought I knew pain but this is worse 
I’m getting choked up just trying to write these words 

I can feel your soul in my car
We used to drive around and jam to Linkin Park
I remember all the good days
Watching Naruto and eating ramen in the dark 
You were my best friends so I can’t pretend
That this doesn’t hurt cause it feels like the end
I feel like one day I’ll see you again
Off in the Distance watching your old friend

I should have been there for you
Been looking out for you
I’ve made mistakes it’s true, my god
I thought I had time with you

You'll Always Be My Best Friend ft. JJ Meri (Prod. Sinxi)

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Touch Me Like That

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