I keep pushing, I keep pushing and ill tuck it away,

I still can't believe i was happier when you weren't away,

And everytime i wake up its the same shit everyday,

Can't get you out my mind, I walk to you, you push me away,

Don't try to tuck me out bed im dead anyway,

I just wanted somebody to talk to me, nobody came,

You make me feel like shit I think that you're just a fucking bitch,

I hope you're happy when im riding six feet inside a ditch,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

My love is heaven-sent, the way you love is fucking me up,

I might just day today, I tried to love you, sober me up,

Bitch i can't love again, I'd rather die, I'm rotting in bed,

I said I'd rather be dead, I might just pop pills instead,

Fill my brains out with your lie, no i can't love you again,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

It's just the thick of it yeah,it's just the thick of it yeah,

I'm a ? inside my room I'm drinking like a boozer,

I'm a plague i cut my wrists 'cause I'm a fucking loser,

And everybody hates "no lights" 'cause im a fucking user,

I hate my life and everyone so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner,so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner, you are a creepy loser,

So I'ma end it sooner,

(So I'ma end it sooner)

i hate being human

Wars are never won

I’m not who you thought I was
I could be, let me see
I hate it
Reach out to the stars above
I hate it 
I hate it 
I hate it 
I hate it 
I hate it 
You wanna tear me apart?
Pick at my brain and then you make it restart
It’s hard to trust she keeps a hollowing heart
I’m the only one who has the key to the lock
Know it’s been harder since you’ve been on your own
Say who that calling? Know that’s me on your phone
Been a long time since I’ve heard it before
So when you say you love me it feels like something’s wrong
Terrified of my own demise
Run and hide I’m to scared to show you
I’m not who you thought I was
I can be..
I can be
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it 
I hate it
I hate it 
The sorrow
I made it
I hate it
It’s too late to save me
I hate it

I’m not who you thought I was
I could be, let me see
I hate it
Reach out to the stars above
I hate it 
I hate it 
I hate it 
I hate it 
I hate it 

Hate it
I hate it 
I hate it 
I hate it 
I hate it 
I hate it

I Hate It (prod. neverl0se)

This album is something extremely important for me.
One of my biggest projects at the moment.

I want to thank everyone who participated in this album, to those who helped me out and especially to those who supported me thill this very day!
I am glad to release this and to let people discover great music

Thank you so much, and i love you all!!!

(artwork by: @sollhava)

drive me insane

SERMONS FROM THE DRAIN is a filthy gospel for the unholy and unshaven — a concept record born from the gutter, blending grunge, punk, and sludge rock into something weirdly spiritual. It’s the story of redemption through grease, noise, and bathroom philosophy. Every track’s a sermon: wild, self-aware, and loud enough to shake the pipes.

🎧 Beacons: beacons.ai/splashy_steve
📩 Contact: steven@splashyrecords.com

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too many bottles

she was

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Lodged Within

You’ve entered the sequence.
Each track is a mirror — what you hear depends on what you bring.
Same face. Same name. Different fate.
There are no random songs here — only messages chosen for you.
If it reaches you, it was meant for you.


Crown of Shadows - JohnE

We were shadows on the sidewalks,
Names we whispered in the wind.
Life pulled us in our own directions,
’Til the thread grew paper-thin.
All the birthdays that we missed,
All the laughter kept on hold,
Years turned into photographs
We forgot we still could hold.

But I still feel the echo,
Every time your name comes up…
Like a door we never opened
Still waiting for us.

(Chorus)
So here’s to the time we lost,
The moments that slipped through our hands,
We can’t rewrite the map behind us,
But the road ahead still stands.
Yeah, we’re older now,
But the story ain’t through,
Here’s to making time,
And finding our way back
To me and you.

Maybe life was just a whirlwind,
Maybe fear got in the way,
Maybe silence felt like safety
When we didn’t know what to say.
But your laughter still remembers me,
And mine still remembers you,
Two ghosts drifting in the distance
Who finally stepped back through.

And the weight of all those seasons
Feels a little lighter now…
We can build a better moment
Starting right here somehow.

(Chorus)
So here’s to the time we lost,
The moments that slipped through our hands,
We can’t rewrite the map behind us,
But the road ahead still stands.
Yeah, we’re older now,
But the story ain’t through,
Here’s to making time,
And finding our way back
To me and you.

No more “someday,”
No more drifting apart,
Let’s make the minutes matter,
Let’s restart the heart.
If the past was a lesson,
Then the future’s a sign,
We’re not out of chances,
We’re just right on time.

(Chorus)
To the time we lost,
And the days we’ll choose to make,
To the friendship still unbroken,
To the memories we’ll remake.
Yeah, we’re wiser now,
And the sky’s turning new,
Here’s to making time,
And finding our way back
To me and you.

Ketchup Tears ©2025 PicPro Studio

[bonus track] To me and you

No plan, just playback.
I used to live in the world of code and startups until the grind burned me out. Music became my way to breathe again, a place to slow down, drift, and find some peace.

Now I make tracks that carry that same late-night, float away energy. It’s for when you’re caught between the come up and the breakdown, chasing balance, sorting thoughts, and laughing at the madness.

Something real to ride to.