♡( ◡‿◡ )♡ a sappy lil love song ♡( ◡‿◡ )♡

//
ur totally right
there's a blood red star on the horizon
i lost all hope in ur eyes
will u ever see what u did
oh, i'll never forget
how all of this ended
and honestly
would u talk to me
is it right when i leave
u tonight

i'm burning alive
i'm out of my mind
can't keep my eyes off u
i spill out my guts
still feel the lust
there's nothing to hold onto
my hand on ur thigh
is starting to rust
there's nothing to hold onto
yet another day
to drown myself in u

mouths running dry
i'm misaligned
lay my head down
and comfort me
while time slips by
i'll chase and find
the missing parts of me

ur totally right
there's a blood red star on the horizon
i lost all hope in ur eyes
will u ever see what u did
oh, i'll never forget
how all of this ended
and honestly
would u talk to me
is it right when i leave
u tonight
//

sunder (dercept x ayoley)

prod. @herskylin

amv: https://youtu.be/FyyT0j_EfSE?si=CqPAPI9Bx_LYt7nb

don’t wanna imagine a world without you
tu me tiene vuelto loco y sin idea about you
(you have me crazy and not knowing what to do about you)
i don’t think you love me from the start i doubt you 
and now i feel all the weight crashing down from all my actions 
shoulda never got mixed up witchu 
now it’s a grave for two 
i fucked it up, it’s what’s i’ve always done 
it’s what’s i’ve always done 
it’s what i’ve always done

I ain't got much strength left in me but I'm hopin that I-
make it to tomorrow, I'm losing all hope 

huh, so tell me what am i supposed to say 
i think about you a couple times a day
you cloud my thoughts every time i lay 
it seems like things will never go my way
with barely any strength left, 
I pull thru this day without rest 
feeling love less, feeling numbness, 
feeling a mess, feeling nothing

well tell me baby is it even really worth it
if nothing that I do can ever be perfect 
I'm just another guy not wanting to be worthless
and baby you are so pretty it leaves me wordless

i light my cigarette and hope that i forget things 
I just feel like i’m nothing worthy of attention 
i suffer from self deprecation and seclusion 
i know im fucked up in the head don’t need to prove it

refresh

skylin - refresh

produced by mitsa


lyrics

can't stand you and all of them
don't trust you and your friends one bit
won't let my guard down im out of reach
love how you tried to get close to me

static surrounding your face
brushing off dirt trying to keep up my pace
talking towards me bitch i don't feel a thing
mixing shit harsh yea it's starting to sting
don't even got friends i only got me
repeating loops til my ears start to ring
sit in my room making shit it's my thing
dissociate can't tell what's real or fake

won't pick up the phone
don't got the time for it
don't need a whore
who couldn't care a bit
knocks at the door
couldn't be better man
seen you before
no i won't let them in

reach

Merlot (legos)

prod me

lyrics

im never moving my fate
imma look back at ur face
return my hat its not urs
ill act like i was never bored
hard
youre making it hard
playing my part
look up at the stars
i make no marks
i use my card
raising the bar
u wont get far
its only up
aluminum
and theyll be hating
while my hands are up
thats just my luck
i guess we're done
but u gone and ruined all the fun
i know that we'll get through it together
bleed out my cranium, im not better
im not good at using my resources
but i think ill learn for you cuz its important
return on investments, thats extortion
all of these compliments that im warding
what's all this hope? im feeling a beacon
those pretty blue eyes i cant help from reaching
pain
ima sit under the rain
just help me save faith
make way
drained
im tempted to run away
im getting thrown strays
hey
hey

aluminum

Vocals, Mix & Master, Production by @solrisyours
Guitar by @prodacey
Released with safehaven.
Cover by Amy Rose / safehaven.
YouTube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jblAxk9VOgc

lyrics:
can we go to a forest no one knows
keep out feelings close, we have a world left unexposed
beauty will show itself through the doors that we closed
just hold my hand as we'll go unbeknownst
of the love that we give
the love that i call my home
don't know why i feel like this
just wish you weren't in my phone
i don't need anyone else, just you and i alone
we can make it happy in a forest no one knows

our bodies intertwined, i feel all of you right now
place your hands in mine, i know we'll figure it out
and i'll hear what you say from the whispers of the leaves
i'll feel okay in the presence of your peace

solr - forest (solr)

prod by me : /

sunlight peaks through my blinds
it burns my eyes n makes me want to die 
and you're not here, layin' by my side
and I wish that, things were different now

grab on my hips, then we start, locking lips
caught in a kiss, move my hips, just to sync
bite on my lip, love the mark, that you left 
don't loosen grip, hold it tight, close to death

fucked up in the head and I don't know what to do now
you're telling me that it's been over 
and I just feel like I been locked out
ain't no fuckin way I'm movin on

why the fuck you leavin me when you know that im all alone
got this pain inside my heart, a poison wit no antidote
people saying that they love me but I know they fuckin dont
if they really did, would I even be all alone?

agony, sweet agony, I love it when you're holding me
killin me, you're killin me, my agony, it holds me sweet
agony has been here longer than anyone else ever has
agony, my agony, it won't ever leave me and I'm sure of that

I can feel the cracks inside of my persona breakin
she just tell me that anything she said wasn't fake, yeah
tell me that im special but what of that am i making ?
I can tell that life ain't done so it gon keep on taking

I done walked up on this decision and then it fucked my life
I'm just hopin that I can hold on and make it out alive 
elliot didn't get so lucky like i did.. i threw it
I could never lie about it, I know i misused it

if you think it's worth it putting me away for years, 
I'm not gonna fight it i'll pay off my debt in tears
I hope things go well for you and if they dont im here 
just a stupid dog that won't abandon post that he's near 

tell me that I deserve this, 
if you- said anything- my wrist i'll slit
my blood will drip, my life will end, 
and you'll be it

tell me how.. 
if im feelin down you'd know
promise i will tell you everything i know
until then im in hell

tell me you love me
hate me it wont break me
hold me don't let go of me
don't let go of me

you can give me your hate, it won't change anything for me
I could shake it off like leaves on a car when it's starting 
to accelerate on the speed and then they just fall off
I just wanna see the boys win and they already know that 

you deserve to be happy and I want you to know it
you're the love of my life and I wasn't even knowin 
someone could pick me up and repair me like it's nothin 
I been learning german so I can give the love a language

[[acceptance, self reflection]]

---

I made a vow to never lose again

release

everything by sunder

holding onto the feeling that i am
much better now did it go to plan 
but i know without you i wouldnt be
anybody close to me
grasping at it way too much
all i am is it all enough
i know i talk too much
you say its fine i know thats a 
lie 
can you tell me if its all alright
i dont wanna live another life time
im fine locked it up inside
it dont matter they dont listen what i write
so ill pretend im fine
wasted away inside
no matter how hard i try 
i can just never get it right
holding onto the feeling that i am
much better now did it go to plan 
but i know without you i wouldnt be
anybody close to me
grasping at it way too much
all i am is it all enough
i know i talk too much
you say its fine i know thats a

close to me

Run run run

prod. me

https://share.amuse.io/track/wyfy-coward

(these walls weren't built with stones)
(i'm amazed they stayed so cold)
(you said you got no place to go)
(please don't worry, just come home)
(please don't worry, just come home)
(home)
(please don't worry just come home)

you were so narcissistic
oh everyone could see it
yelling loud would never make you the voice of reason
you made me wanna harm myself
i'd think for hours
i'd probably end myself too if i wasn't such a coward

(such a coward, wasn't such a coward)
(you made me wanna harm myself)
(i'd think for hours)
(i'd probably end myself too if i wasn't such a coward)

oh i got blood all on my face
try to wipe off, left a stain
upon my hands and everything
it feels like you're turning on me
(on me, on me, on me, on me)
i got my white shirt hanging off
of the corner of my door
holding my breath
to not gasp
from the pain leakin on my floor
(on my)

you got me choking on disgust
it's pathetic
it's myself that i can't trust
any time i think i've got it
i don't feel satisfied
you're saying it's "enough"
but i just can't let it slide
i've got this ache deep in my bones
tell myself it's just a habit
can't let nobody close know
they'll see me different if they have it
my shirt is soaking up my tears and i'm beating on my wall
i am barely getting air in
just waiting for their call

it all hurts so much
i just wanna let go
no struggle each breath
i just wanna be alone
i can't keep this up
i'm sinking in the mud
forcing every move
thought you were someone i could love
i could love
thought you were someone i could love
i could love
thought you were someone i could love

close to me

sunder. ✧