Deathbed (prod. deadhill)

its not personal, its strictly business
prod. @jolst @irby314

im drunk again
i miss your face
just wish that i 
could replace 
the memories 
that are haunting me 
i miss the simple pleasantries
like sitting with you
staring at the sea 
this sullen panic
slowly surrounds me 

you dont know
you dont know
wat you're doing to me
you dont know 
you dont know 

you never loved me and it shows
it hurts me more than u could ever know
that im not the one you chose...

i wake up, 4 am
staring at the clock
wishing that i was him 
u dont know what your doing to me
baby
thought you were the best
rip my heart 
out of my chest 
i know that you 
would do it all again

i know that youd do it all again
but lets be real 
you're proabably better off with him
you're probably better off with him

you're probably better off...

im drunk again
miss your face
just wish that i
was what you wanted...

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better off [+irby & jolst]

visual on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXDkw6GakQ8&ab_channel=ghosthands

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this isn't happening

Dreamer (yungcray/ghostbxy)

Reminisce

Prod by Me :D 

LYRICS 

Open my eyes once again 
I feel confined to this bed 
Everything you ever said 
I cant just get this out my head 
Take my life Take my time Take me right back 
In the strife hit rewind make it right 
Thats all I wanted from the start 
All I wanted was your car 
Gas pedal and keep it on 
Leave the mourning let it pour 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them 

Let you go 
I Dont really wanna let you go 
But the feelings gotta let me know 
That you aint it 
I dont wanna see your face again 
I dont wanna go right back to friends 
Always said this was the end 
Hope you know 
So tell me you dont change me when you change me 
Or you break me when you break me 
I cant take the thing you tell me to my core 
Leave me all alone again 
To lost how I want no friends 
Faded all this time again 
I cant fucking lie 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them

ALONE

fuck that label, i swear i didnt want it
i thought that this was normal, didnt care if i would flaunt it
until i got much older, and my friends, they all got sober
i went the other way, but couldnt stop, i went way over

only used it just to cope, help me cling onto fake hope
so i never grab the rope, shit dont work, it fucking broke
but i only weigh 110, on a good day if im fed
i just never want to eat, no appetite, im filled with dread

once a sadboy, im a sadboy forever
nothing feels right when everything inside has died
i dont want to be this person, like by now thought id be fine
but its been a whole life, and im barely getting by

sadboy forever

"sadboy" forever prod Blunkd

produced by ‪nevrfall‬ 
featuring Vails 
song by wes & Vails

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[lyrics]
make me feel alive
take me somewhere else
i dont feel alive
youre the fix to my bad health
oh cant let you out
when im with you 
i feel like sombebody else
oh cant let you out
kinda wanna die when
youre not around

good for u 
baby i dont think
that  im good for u
t- t- tell me what you wanna do
wanna do
w- wanna do, wanna do, wanna do 
good for me
baby i dont think
that youre good for me
t- t- tell me how its gonna be
gonna be, gonna be, gonna be

i thought it would change
but i was so wrong
i thought bout mistakes
that i made on the way to the end
i hate the way that you said goodbye
hope i feel better tonight
and i thought that i was good for you
and i thought that i was good for you

good for u 
baby i dont think
that  im good for u
t- t- tell me what you wanna do
wanna do
w- wanna do, wanna do, wanna do 
good for me
baby i dont think
that youre good for me
t- t- tell me how its gonna be
gonna be, gonna be, gonna be

good for you w/ Vails (nevrfall)

day 3

lyrics

you come out when i sleep
and walk all over my dreams
you tore me to the bed and I couldnt breathe
i've held my eyes shut all week

i'm holding down the wildfires
with picture perfect nightskies
if you call I might cry
for now i'll lay a light sigh

wait for the sunrise
no patience you're out of your mind
I loved you one time in my life
and I could for more than eternity
yeah tha is what I said
hold me firm, ill grip you to the end 
know its hard but something better left
left alone when inside it is dead

no sound of a breathe when you're waking 
went cold yeah he just couldn't make it
it's all smoke when you live for the payment 
tears turn to shards and you'll start to get anxious

no waiting, no saving 
too late in this mist i'm fading 
rung smoke, I got blunts piling up like pages
bong rips, see the sky go from clear to anxious

i'm so jaded, think I'm hated
I'm not drunk enough, i'm caving
dark surrounds my soul
I dug deep to get out of this hole
but there's more to this than you could ever know
throw wood fire in the pile just to watch it grow
sparks being sent to where my energy went
I'm just trying to find home

hold heart there's no remedy
just get lost in the seven seas
don't lose sleep on where you're meant to be
but lose breath on the memories

we hid in the shadows and got stuck in the pages
and now we know that this is one for the ages
casting the spells like your blood is of mages
I've got a viking heart, I'm courages

it might be all they're offering 
but I fought for this 
burning the land in return for the conquering
couldn't stand for this had to drift with the ocean
drift with the wind while enchanting my potions

rant my emotions
is it open i'm hoping
this undertone comes with a gift and a notice
the smoke in the distance the quickest erosion 
can't lie to myself do I live with this knowing

wildfire

wildfire (jacob vallen)

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lyrics ~

yeah she has a good reason, oh
i feel like i'm in a fucking stage show
pulling out knives like i'm ready for war 
but she's not the one i'm fighting
stuck inside my conscience
i'm at war with my mind
tryna trick my eyes into seeing the bright side
and oh there's no lights at the end of this play
just tryna make it day to day

ay
and i got no reason to exist now
ay
yeah your love is all i needed yeah it's all i've found
ay
and i don't know why i've been drinking
ay
i guess it helps my mind yeah it stops me from thinking

yeah she has love like no other
tryna wrap my head around
everything she's saying to me
guess i can't be so profound
trying not to make a sound
it's hard to love another when she's around
guess i'll make my own way home
guess i'll take my own dreams down

ay
and i got no reason to exist now
ay
yeah your love is all i needed yeah it's all i've found
ay
and i don't know why i've been drinking
ay
i guess it helps my mind yeah it stops me from thinking

good for you w/ Vails (nevrfall)

sunder. ✧