no shelter for the storm

LYRICS:

Another disappointment
I'm talking to myself 'cuz everybody else annoying
And no one ever listens, I'm the goat they won't admit it
And you worried bout your spot
Cuz once I pop, you know you're finished

i starve myself before my shows and then complain about the energy
Keep your friends, they hos, I mix klonopin with hennesey 
But you won't ever see it, if you did you wouldn't believe it
Always keep my composure, never let them see you bleeding
I don't wanna give a fuck about what they think
I always pull up by myself, and I'm driving; I can't drink
I just wish you gave a fuck a little more
When I rip my fucking lungs out, collapse on the floor

Uh, but what's the point then? Another disappointment
I'm talking to myself 'cuz everybody else annoying
And no one ever listens, I'm the goat they won't admit it
And you worried bout your spot
Cuz once I pop, you know you're finished

We was family, now you dead to me
But fuck it, rest in peace
Keep that lil percentage
I swear I make that shit in a week
But i don't wanna talk about, load. up another beat
Crush my medication up and mix it with amphetamines
Uh, gave you everything I had it wasn't enough, huh?
I hear you talking on the side, just shut the fuck up
i know you can see the state I'm in, don't fucking touch me
What's an after party? Gave me drugs so you could fuck me

Uh, but what's the point then? Another disappointment
I'm talking to myself 'cuz everybody else annoying
And no one ever listens, I'm the goat they won't admit it
And you worried bout your spot
Cuz once I pop, you know you're finished

Another disappointment
I'm talking to myself 'cuz everybody else annoying
And no one ever listens, I'm the goat they won't admit it
And you worried bout your spot
Cuz once I pop, you know you're finished

after party

Always the song, never the love scene with a broken heart
I keep thinking maybe I'm too much or maybe enough for all the wrong ones 

Oh I 
Oh I 
Don't know what I'm doing cause
Oh I am

I'm a hopeless romantic 
But I always have been 
Chasing stars and getting burned by them 
Wishing it were different, but now I expect it 
Routine girl, guess it is what is 
Always the song, but never the one 
Oh, I guess we live, and we learn 
Oh, I know now that I hate attachment
Oh, I hate attachment, yeah 

Always the song, never the one
Maybe we fell out of love 
Maybe we weren't meant to be together in the end, stayed as friends, watched you fall in love with someone else other

I'm a hopeless romantic 
But I always have been 
Chasing stars and getting burned by them 
Wishing it were different, but now I expect it 
Routine girl, guess it is what is 
Always the song, but never the one 
Oh, I guess we live, and we learn 
Oh, I know now that I hate attachment
Oh, I hate attachment, yeah

Now I'm starting to realize why everyone hates the idea of love
Oh, I think I might too

Now I'm starting to get bored using my imagination
Starting to feel like I'm Ted, always chasin' after Robin 
Oh, I'm standing in the rain for you

I'm a hopeless romantic 
But I always have been 
Chasing stars and getting burned by them 
Wishing it were different, but now I expect it 
Routine girl, guess it is what is 
Always the song but never the one 

Oh, I guess we live, and we learn 
Oh, I know now, that I hate attachment
Oh, I hate attachment, yeah

Routine Girl (Prod. KMKZ)

free from reality's grasp 6.6

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2MWHGCY7ykiukAylSePA9P?si=a49eece3314648b3

prod. @dercept & @prod5head <33

lyrics:
And I couldn't stay reality bound 
I-I don't think I can handle this now 
I need different interaction somehow 
'Cus I know who you need me to be 
And there's barely no resemblance there
I-I don't know why I act like you care
I'm so over my embellishing stare
'Cus it's faults always bleed into me I swear

I'm so tired of it, my own mind only see me as a byproduct
To go hide in a world that was designed for ya got you so high, you dont even wanna try honest 
But the way it poured, I knew that I couldn't be me any longer 
I try my hardest but it's so naive to try not to bother 
Inserting commas and commas don't make the sentence another 
And they're just telling me to drop it like I don't know I gotta, but like-
 How is that fair?
I'm losing parts of who I am, they corrupted with their essence 
'Til I'm no longer there
So how much longer can I stand 'til it's too much for me and I can't stay- 

And I couldn't stay reality bound 
I-I don't think I can handle this now 
I need different interaction somehow 
'Cus I know who you need me to be 
And there's barely no resemblance there
I-I don't know why I act like you care
I'm so over my embellishing stare
'Cus it's faults always bleed into me I swear

Hate me, quit lying to my face and watch me wasting 
I've been treating everybody like they made me, fuck that 
You ain't got the guts to replace me 
Tell me that I'm wrong but I'm feeling like you-
(Would-Wouldn't get what I go through anyway)
Hate me, quit lying to my face and watch me wasting 
(O-O-One day all this energy will ricochet)
I've been treating everybody like they made me, fuck that 
(I-I-I-I won't settle being anybody's shadowplay)
You ain't got the guts to replace me 
(Be the better version, I've been seeing when I could't stay-)
Tell me that I'm wrong, but I couldn't stay-

And I couldn't stay reality bound 
I-I don't think I can handle this now 
I need different interaction somehow 
'Cus I know who you need me to be 
And there's barely no resemblance there
I-I don't know why I act like you care
I'm so over my embellishing stare
'Cus it's faults always bleed into me I swear

reality bound | prod. dercept x 5head

prod by mackk
Featuring Vails
written by wes & Vails
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[wes]
don't know what to call it 
I call it all over
said it's the last time 
the last time you're over
think I might be broken
i'm broken inside and
you're the one I blame for the feelings I fight

[Vails]
Really hoping that you’d call
Winter is approaching from fall
tried to stand up, stand tall
never saw the other side of the wall
Yeah
Is the grass greener on the other side 
are you laying in the fields, with no worries right?
is everything good with you this time
Tried to call you no less than a thousand times
never picked up
The only thing I got from you was this fake love
And now I’m broken
I need fixing 
Wanna past time
Cause it’s crippling

[wes]
don't know what to call it 
I call it all over
said it's the last time 
the last time you're over
think I might be broken
i'm broken inside and
you're the one I blame for the feelings I fight
x2

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Thank you to Vails for hopping on this and thank you to mackk for creating a masterpiece beat, Check him out.
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Last Time w/Vails (mackk)

prod @yunnygoldz
LYRICSvvvv
Counting all those commas where your love at
I just seen your morals and im judging ur a dumbass
Clearly n it shows, glitter on my nails, 
Hold the lighter as im lightn up my smoke
As i out my blunt in the snow

Canadian cowboy, nova scotia where i been
lil emo swag, the way im silvered up in tin
With a black overtone to match the tattoos on my skin
Used to hit the proskates up on quinpool
Skate around the commons near citadel but didn't go that school
Im finna take care of whos around me
Whether im on top, or if im drowning
selfless to the core, avoid the pain thats compounding

B L O to the S P A and R
Ive been solo from the start i dont need no a&r
Back in highschool i used to play the bass guitar
But i got better motivation than the band so ima make it far 
On my own, fuck most the people that i used to know
Made some friends on discord, them the boys im keeping close
And the ones i met on soundcloud they ones who do the most
Im chronically online im kinda scared playing shows
Walk up on the stage, tryna memorize my lyrics
What exactly did i say, when i sit up in a church pew i aint never come to pray
Only in a church for funerals, im not wasting my sundays

Canadian cowboy, nova scotia where i been
lil emo swag, the way im silvered up in tin
With a black overtone to match the tattoos on my skin
Used to hit the proskates up on quinpool
Skate around the commons near citadel but didn't go that school
Im finna take care of whos around me
Whether im on top, or if im drowning
selfless to the core, avoid the pain thats compounding

Canadian Cowboy [prod. yunny goldz]

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artists: Crizzy White x teddyboi
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz x Crizzy White x teddyboi
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[Verse 1: xipz]
i dont wanna feel this pain but im used to it
i dont wanna feel this way but im used to it
all i do is numb the pain cuz im used to it
everybody change on me but im used to it 

i dont wanna feel the way that i used to
i dont wanna be the way i used to be
i just want to feel like somebody cares for me
i dont wanna be a ghost inside the breeze 

[Verse 2: Crizzy White]
Old friends 
New friends same shit 
I'm always used to the same old vacance
Scent of loneliness my fragrance 
Drink a whole 40 ounce bumping Brakence 
I been used to that shit like HorseHead
And I'm numb to that feeling like he said 
Only feel alive when her legs spread 
Scratching on my back till I bleed red 
I make a lot of friends
But the friends end up enemies 
Running in a circle 
On an on I feel it ending me
Itching on my legs and my head 
Feeling centipedes
But they ain't even there it's just a phantom feeling finish me
I'm feeling like a tend to be 
A little ruder than I meant 
Losing sentiment
Needing symmetry
A little bit of balance in the palace of my brain 
But the reign of regression 
Won't let me be the man you need 

[Verse 3: teddyboi]
no u dont feel the same
i can see it all in your face
baby i been used to this
soon imma get up out your way 

momma told me that i gotta make choices, the choice that i make is to intoxicate my brain
only way sometimes i feel safe, swear to god
i been trynna get away from that, i swear 

babe ill be honest the things on my mind 
are just way too hard to bare

sometimes it feels like no ones there
baby i need you 

[outro: xipz] 

baby i need you
need you
ooh
need you
need you
need you
need you

used to it (w/ Crizzy White x teddyboi)

Hate Me *999ines*

Ensemble

I MISS IT [prod. vaegud]

<3 eyes
beat by: @caps.ctrl (insta)
artwork by: @megantiax (insta)

lyrics:
i got heart eyes, 
she got cold lies,
she gonna bury me,
drunk at the cherry tree, already told guys
that she wanna die yeah, only in the night time,
told me she'll kill me only when the times right 
x2

but i dont wanna die yet, 
no, i dont wanna die yet,
ive been smokin all morning, i aint feelin high yet
spend 60 pound, pour a 4 in my sprite, but i dont wanna fly yet
too many people in this club, cant see where the line ends

cant see where the line ends,
dont agree with my mindset, 
i might chase this whiskey with a side of bleach, but i dont wanna die yet
just tryna feel some fuckin pain, and i dont wanna cry yet
stab me in the heart for the 15th time then run off hiding

thats you, my boo, why did you do this to me?
i've been screaming in my room, "why'd you do this to me?"
and then you told me that you loved me, that was news to me
but you were lying anyway, straight through your teeth

now im done, heart eyes, and you left me cold
no fun, your eyes, the stories they have told
about me crying in the freezing cold, 
the weekend passes, man im getting old
x2

Last Time w/Vails (mackk)

sunder. ✧