i’m on my couch again i think i fucked up 
i made my loved ones cry now i’m looking for drugs 
I wanna take the pills till i don’t know myself 
and if i OD then i’ll see you in hell

ima feel what my drugs want me to feel
woke up w no appetite another missed meal 

i’m alone alone 
in my room i’m i love with crying at home 
they say they care for be but i wish they were lying 
becasue when i take my drugs i’ll be dreaming of dying
and yeah i made my momma cry 
it won’t be the last time 
and My family really loves wish they didn’t cuz i’m ready to die……x2

Crying At Home

over again

Holding Hands In Traffic (prod. thersx)

Prod Carter Tomorrow 
@AidennHilton
@shmaxwelllll
@CarterTomorrow

Aiden Hilton x Shmaxwell x Carter Tomorrow - No Love

All NIght Long

Quikmix of tracks wit beautiful love shoutz 2 real og brobro Slay @killeveryonebenadryllabel
Made thru the course of a week
Shoutout all the beautiful producers on this one.. @killeveryonebenadryllabel @ibkizruyjm
@kuroxsaki and BOONI absolute ru$tM0b
Shoutz @user-477460665 LilFork
Tape bwfo the albu, soon.. rusm0373$

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Vanete & Pink Cig - Girls On Mars (Prod.Tundra)

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hurt you ft. Yates XV (prod. Baby Bloom)

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I have to fucking lie
to keep you in my life
my math is always right
it's worth it every time

Crawling away
everything's backwards I'm falling awake 
nothing feels worthless as calling your name
I'll preach to churches still nothing will change
I'll stay the same
Pick up a rock
throw it as hard as you can at the clock
even if I die our time wouldn't stop 
so lay it all out count how much we still got
can't fucking talk
I'm gonna jump
don't think I'm able to finish this month
tell my mother I love her my brother gave up
that was too much
I'm not strong enough
This is reality I'm fucking scared
my parents lives are a living nightmare
nobody knows what it's like to be there
please don't reach out it induces my fear
all I can do is get comfortable here

I have to fucking lie
to keep you in my life
my math is always right
it's worth it every time

IS EVERYONE CRYING OR AM I JUST CLINICAL

PROD. CONTAINER

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over again

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