Im gonna remix this shit its so fire 🔥🔥🔥

Lyrics:

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

do no harm yea she preaches 
while she looks me in the eyes
and her pupils dialate 
as we read eachothers minds
memories flood back thru an air filled brain
she's the only one aware when she dish out pain
she wants to
bash me with a pipe wrench
wreak out fucking havoc
and i promise she would if we weren't at this party

yet the kiss comes easily
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
yet the kiss comes easily
and the clothes follow and she's feeling me
she could never concentrate thru her rolled back eyes
physicalities distract us from our lust to die

i told her xpect the worst n u cant get hurt
but she’s an optimist and only heeds signs from the earth
u shouldve listened and detached urself as i do 
i'm not an oracle but i know how to survive here
on this foreign planet
and if i'm left here unattended i might cause some damage
they shoulda known i wasn't human when their virus didn't phase me
shoulda seen how i don't click with human beings as of lately

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

I just need to break down
dont make me do it out here
yea i cry ugly i swear
its not for ur eye i rip and tear
i used to follow certain morals
and never asked why first
does she give u mercy
when u beg her that it hurts

parking lot breakdown (branwen)

(intro)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning 
nothing but a disgrace from the very start
but would you be surprised if i was hanging in the dark

(bridge)

it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes
you were perfection and i miss you in my life

(verse)

there should be nothing to hide
but you still keep feeding me lies
into my head
do you want me to end up dead?
every night i’m staring at the lead 
at the end of my bed
one bullet is all it should take
to put me inside my grave

(chorus)

i know it’s hard
when your life just falls apart
i know it’s hard
when your body’s covered in scars

and theres nothing you can do except stare at the ceiling 
and wonder if your life has lost any meaning

(outro)

i know it’s hard

(it has been centuries since i gazed into your eyes)
(you were perfection and i miss you in my life)

one shot from the grave (sorrow bringer)

love is rare

l o v e i s r a r e [Prod. IOF]

i hope you feel this as much as i do
prod ford. or drowsy not sure which one to put

Lyrics:

hold on
could you help me home
let me know
give me hope
how long
you couldn't help me i'm too gone
how long
how long

i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

i hate the deity above me
if there is one
fuck how hard i have 2 fight
till i'm someone
oh i hear connections nice
at least they tell me
she stomp on my neck n somehow
she can tell me

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG

torture

prod me :)

lyrics:

it takes a lot to understand
and a lot just to forgive
i got a song stuck in my head
and the words just make me sick
because it makes me think of you
and that's the last thin i wanna do
we were kissing til we can't 
making angels in the snow
now i've got an empty hand 
and a lump within my throat
and i just can't seem to renew
because there's no one else like you

i
don't wanna cry
so leave me inside
where i'm without harm
lie
i hate when i lie
i'm feeling like ice
i'd like to be warm

so
where u been at, where u been at?
cold
i'm used to that, i'm used to bein
alone
will you be back before i turn to stone?

no
i don't think that you'll make it even close
and god i wish i didn't have to know
i didn't have to know

i don't wanna go
but i don't wanna stay
cuz everywhere i look i see your face
i don't wanna go
i guess i'll stay the same
i've never felt like more of a disgrace


I GUESS I'M TALKING TO MYSELF, LOVE
HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH A GHOST
I SWEAR THE THOUGHT OF YOU'S A PARASITE
AND I'M A VERY WILLING HOST
I'D GIVE IT ALL TO SEE YOU BACK HERE
BUT I DON'T HAVE A LOT TO LOSE
I GUESS I'M TALKING TO MYSELF, DEAR
BECAUSE IT CLEARLY ISN'T YOU

Echo 419

music video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dkKOD3eET-U

She's a piece of shit she treats me horribly
She really makes me hate myself 
I've been having nightmares that are better than real life to be honest
I've been hopin' I never wake up again
When I was a kid I looked up her home phone number
I tried to call it but I hung up quick
Nowadays I never call no one 
I just sleep until the sun is down so I never have to make no plans
I feel like a heartbeat 
Riddled with clots in my arteries
I hope they block my bloodstream
I hope my lungs stop rising yeah
Can't remember her face now
I only remember how she told me to kill myself
Every day I agree with her more than I did back then
I know and yet 

I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care no 
I don't care  
I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care

She's a piece of shit she treats me horribly
She really makes me hate myself
I've been having nightmares that are better than real life to be honest 
I've been hoping I never wake up again
When I was a kid I looked up her home phone number
I tried to call it but I hung up quick
Nowadays I never call no one
I just sleep until the sun is down so I never have to make no plans
I feel like a heartbeat
Riddled with clots in my arteries
I hope they block my bloodstream
I hope my lungs stop rising
I can't remember her face now
I only remember how she told me to kill myself
Every day I agree with her more than I did back then 
I know and yet 

I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care
I don't care no
I don't care
I don't care

spotify

piece of shit (p. tennis player)

looking for myself, in the pieces you left me

My love's
Somewhere caught up in some chicken wire
Hang up
On my phone and I'mma lose it
Ain't enough
Ain't no way she gonn' listen to me
Ten miles
Between this pain and anything I
Want

Baby girl miss too much
Swear she pretty even with withdrawal symptoms
I think I care too much
If I die I think I'mma give my pulse to her
I been runnin' out of air too much
Click bang blow my brains under the gun for her
Baby I don't wanna stay too long
You feel like a switch blade in my guts baby

My love's
Somewhere caught up in some chicken wire
Hang up
On my phone and I'mma lose it
Ain't enough
Ain't no way she gonn' listen to me
Ten miles
Between this pain and anything I

And I can't leave
'Cause I won't find no one that's
Better than you are for me
You make it hard
To open up
I'll give my love my heart my soul
But it won't stop from growing old
And you
Don't have a care in the world
For anybody but yourself
But still when I die
I wanna die with her
It won't hurt if I try
So I'll still try to work this out

My love's
Somewhere caught up in some chicken wire
Hang up
On my phone and I'mma lose it
Ain't enough
Ain't no way she gonn' listen to me
Ten miles
Between this pain and anything I

Call my phone and she's spittin' lies
How much time until realize
And she spit in my face
Said that shit that you had to hide
True colors come alive at night
You want all this shit passed down to you
Never work a day
You push away all the blame
You think you worth all the fame
But you ain't seen all this shit since I shown you
You believe all the words that I told you
Can't even hear all the lies 'cause they see through
Can't even believe that we're dead I had loved you

My love's
Somewhere caught up in some chicken wire
Hang up
On my phone and I'mma lose it
Ain't enough
Ain't no way she gonn' listen to me
Ten miles
Between this pain and anything I

chicken wire w/ sace6 + noahmadethiss (p. yunny goldz)

time goes over and over 
in circles it hurdles me forward towards destiny 
i know 
there’s no where left for me 
everyone’s dead to me 
but i keep chasing 
after 
falling faster 
everythings backwards
everything 
but there’s nothing left you can do now

nothings what it seems 
i been tearing at the seams 
getting lost inside these dreams 
and i know it’s not good for me 
i’m losing sleep
i’m feeling weak 
i’m counting sheep 
it’s like i’m somewhere 
inbetween both 
life and death but
i can see what’s going on 
and i can’t do a thing 
it’s like i’m paralyzed 
staring at the summit i have to climb 
i have to learn how to swallow my pride 
the pressure has me feeling buried alive 

time goes over and over 
in circles it hurdles me forward towards destiny 
i know 
there’s no where left for me 
everyone’s dead to me 
but i keep chasing 
after 
falling faster 
everythings backwards
everything 
but there’s nothing left you can do now

everythings backwards

i remember fl 12 up on my satellite
i remember when i got the shitty focusrite
2nd gen solo wit the broken always lit up light
dropped 200 on it but atleast i got a mic

i got a way to uncompress all of my feelings
the folders way too big its gone corrupt no chance of healing
anxiety and  stress just raise the pressure to the ceiling
until i fuckin burst and all my friends just see the real me

but i dont know who i am
im almost 21 years old and what the fuck is my plan
im sick of people claiming family but dont give a damn
i try to grasp on to what i love but my fingers are jammed
fuck

shoutout pluto for the way you helped me from the start
was always there for me you hold a place inside my heart
ur like a brother and i cannot thank you quite enough
id love to stay but all this shit has gotten way too rough

id love to stay but i believe that its my time to go
i hope that when im gone youll listen to this as a note
i hope you start to analyze the lyrics that i wrote
when i was at my fuckin lowest wit no chance of hope

and i cannot see the birhgt side
always been a pessimistic cunt without a lifeline
never had someone to hold or even one to talk to
but that was until october 19th when i met you

thank you ally for the way you make me feel okay
thank you ally for wiping the tears off of my face
maybe ill be perfect and ill have the words to say
but at least for now im happy wit u in my place

i just hit 10 thousnad plays and its because of you
never woulda had an outlet for my navy blue
now im burnt out and i dont know what the fuck to do
so i guess il say goodbye and leave the scene to bloom
and i know that you gon be okay without me
everybody doin their own thing and founding
their collectives and their labels fuck the indsutry
aint nobody give a fuck abou you in the scene

everybody only care about themselves
try to latch onto the edge of fame and i just fuckin fell
try to battle wit the music and my own mental health
i cant keep it in no more im scared ill end up in hell

for the sins that i project upon the people in this room
am i really blowin up or am i left here to be doomed
i wanna hot box in my car wit the motherfucking exhaust fumes
cuz you never woulda been there for me motherfucker fuck you
fuck

but now im movin on to bigger things
i pinky promise im okay dont worry about me
dont worry bout the things i do dont watch me as i bleed
onto the flower carpet that i got when i was 17

so believe me when i tell you that im sorry
i know my disappearence is super fuckin dishearteniing
but its good for me dont see it as alarming
im like a loaded gun with no safe method to disarm me

i know my friends are really sad to see me walk away
got 10 thousand plays but got no raise within my little fame
i wont see the day i hit a million cuz ill be gray
and 6 feet under with the way that things have gone today

so i guess this is the end my final time has come
i declared a war not knowing of the outcome
i went in over my head i thought that i had won
but i ate my fucking words like ima eat this fucking gun

they say that you can only get so high
before you crash and burn when you fall out of the blue sky
im done acting like i car im sick of this disguise
so ima bite the bullet literally and meet demise

dont act like you knew me whenever i die
everybody saying "oh i rly liked that guy"
then tell me why you couldnt help when i was alive
so this is the ending of my life
this is my last goodbye

goodbye. (jewelryboy)

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

chicken wire w/ sace6 + noahmadethiss (p. yunny goldz)

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