This song autoplayed after Jomies track and im happy it did. Fire man!

maybe things just seemed a lil better in my head. but the way i smiled on the drive home from your place was definitely real love🫤🚶🏽‍♂️

I love ur music bro I have a beat for you if you want it

no one's understanding

vocals by @supachefm & @lilskeleskrrt
mix & master by @polearm

goner, loser w/ skele

i should've told u~


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and so, its a tragic, fuckin mess
i been so lost, i cant seem to depend
on ur  attitude, its all i ever meant
all i ever said

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

~autumn~

i let my roots dry
that shit has taken it's toll
so i sit instead consuming these souls
(oh) it's getting old
why'm i even scared of being alone?

i hear tapping on the glass
shadows engulfing my past
my thoughts growing rash
I watch the waves while they crash
let me assess where i'm at
because this shit's getting bad

oh if i tried a little harder, 
then i'll be what i want one day
but every chance that i get, 
all of the memories fade
it's like my lips are sewn shut
i'm playing endless charades
or i'm just stuck in a dream
i must be stuck in a dream
~
i was always on you, in yo messages
i wrote a song to fill the void, yet i created it
and yet we know, we said our sorrys, bitch i meant that shit
I WANNA PACK UP ALL MY SHIT AND TAKE A TRIP

BUT IMA TAKE A SHIT
think about my past life, and everything i did
i fucked up my system, with alcohol and wished
i never fuckin did that, i wish i only said
I LOVE YOU MORE, TO THE ONES WHO GAVE A SHIT!
i broke so many hearts, man i wish i never did
magnified distress.


*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch

*
in my head
she only told me, that you were ever friends
i cant control it, its fuckin with my head
you should've said so, break another branch
*break another branch!*

fuckin with my head
i always lost it, im sorry that i said
all the stupid shit, i never meant it, ima mess
i should told u, so break another branch.

/end

break a branch w/ autumndropsdead (prod. dercept)

i like this one, my girlfriends kina in it too, enjoy

<3 much love too sorrow bringer as well

lyrics
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so.
i just wanna let you know
drinking in time for the show
its better to get ur heart broke
no one could know, no one could care

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldnt imgaine, it feels like

i swear my heart is a mess
you came to my life and you made it amends
im focusing energy to my own time
i cant let you go, cause i swear it feels right

im not as pretty as people would say
its all in the edits, i cover my face
im fake and im nauseous i guess
yeah im broken hearted, im ugly, so goo

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

i just wanna let you know
my feelings are outta control
takin a drive just to past time
pass my line, and go

makin sure you get home
this world is a mess and i know
were all gonna die, it just takes time
i couldn't imagine, it feels like

I Swear It Feels Right (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFA09rC8RXo

I got high and died today at least that's how it felt
Mixed up way too many things and I felt my heart beat way too fast again
It made you feel so far away and yet you were on my breath
I think last words are overrated I want mine to be your name baby
I tried to make our love feel like the first time again
I like how it started overwhelming gentle seas fuck that you're a tempest
And maybe things just seemed a little better in my head
But the way I smiled on the drive home from your place was definitely real love

Don't go I don't wanna cry
Before someone calls my phone
And I lie and tell 'em I'm fine all the while I always think they know
I'm lost somewhere on the spine
Of a book that you and I wrote
That's fading away with time on the shelf above the fireplace

I got high and died today at least that's what I hoped
But I woke up from a nightmare
Sat up way too fast and it ruined my morning
Traffic on the interstate took a long time getting home
It went faster with you in my passenger seat instead I'm sitting here daydreaming
I wish you tried to make our love feel like the first time again
I like how it started overwhelming gentle seas fuck that you're a tempest
And maybe things just seemed a little better in my head
But the way I smiled on the drive home from your place was definitely real love

Don't go I don't wanna cry
Before someone calls my phone
And I lie and tell 'em I'm fine all the while I always think they know
I'm lost somewhere on the spine
Of a book that you and I wrote
That's fading away with time on the shelf above the fireplace

spotify

how it started (p. yunny goldz)

prod. moneo

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose 

what goes around comes back to you
why’d you make a choice u didn’t have to choose
I don’t really care long as you come through
why’d you have to leave me in my room

I’m not gonna cry as long as your okay
why the ball roll we didn’t have to change 
I told your mom that we would stay the same
it’s not your fault I just needed some space

I talked to much 
I know your worth
I felt our sun
the moon was worse
I’ll never run
im dying first
I take these drugs
and ill end up in a hearse

cause you stayed the same everyday we talked
why. im. gone
she wrote everything she lost
your. my. sun.
the moon always feels so god damn wrong
im. so. done.
i still spend my days so fucked up.
thats why im still lost.

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose

you cause issues.

looking for myself, in the pieces you left me

sometimes im a fuck up but know that im still me

Low Bat

low bat

I work myself, EXAUSTED
not knowing what the cost is
I smoke until I'm breathless
I'm young, stupid and reckless
~
Growing pains!
I got growing pains
but these drugs up in my veins
make them fade away
so I roll another spliff to take the pain away
feeling tight in my chest
Still I fight never rest til i'm gone
~
I'm fiending to get in the spotlight
But I'm not ready; keep my aim steady
These people they giving me frostbite
I cope all alone under starlight
~
I've been trying to be
to be free
I've been trying to be
to be me
~
But I want so much more
Sad that can't be the case
All these memories I hold
mold my empty face
Who I am
Maybe god had left me out the plans
Who am I besides thoughts and actions in a dance
~
So much beauty intertwined
good and evil in my mind
Nothing but a ball of pure potential I must find
gotta walk beyond the pines
Carve a path to my design
Every action taken is a step in a direction
Hope I make the right choices but you never can tell
waking up in hell kicking screaming oh well
I've been taking these desisions
hoping one day I'll be grinning
I just wanna live a life that matches with what I invision
oh lord knows that I've been sinning
I've been blurring out my vision
burning all the weed I have to make me feel alright
All these songs I'm singing help me sleep right thru the night
I can't live without them, they have been my guiding light
Thru the darkness
Thru the harvest
we are stardust
we are comets

Growing Pains [prod. neverforever]

vocals by @supachefm nd @jomie
mixed and master by @polearm

just a lost boy living in a fable ...

tangled cables w/ jomie

fun while it lasted.


if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
get knocked down try again, get so nervous that I up chuck
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

You know I have no self control no need to fabricate the truth
then we can talk about the good times and all the evil things you do
Made a world full of your bullshit tried to fill my head with lies
so when I tell you that I’m leaving it should come as no surprise

no surprise, why’d i try? just to end up here again
fooled me once, fooled me twice, fooled around with all your friends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
Get knocked down and try again, but get so nervous that I up chuck 
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

maybe i could learn to skate 
or play guitar to compensate
for all the little secrets that i keep
cause my dreams warned, be on the ball.
i took advantage of it all 
she was my girl, lights in my world, my everything.
then life said sike, why’d you try? 
just to end up here again?
fooled you once fooled you twice, please don’t tell me it ends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

how it started (p. yunny goldz)

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ice cream that fell on the floor ):

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