music video:
https://youtu.be/iqHRw1GXgO4

Lost myself
Changed my timezone for what
Bitch I'm here
I wanna kill my vitals
I just wanna be still
I just wanna be still
I just wanna be still

I was high
I was in Sacramento
Baby I'm fine
Baby I'm too much probably
That's what they all say about me
That's what they all say about me

Lost myself
Changed my timezone for what
Bitch I'm here
I wanna kill my vitals
I just wanna be still 
I just wanna still

Fuck the way I feel I'm melting 
Just one more pill I'm helpless
Your words don't heal they selfish
I should think about myself but
You got my ring on your necklace
Just wanna be still
I just wanna be still
The Ativan don't work no more
I'mma bleed out on the floor
Hope I'm sad enough for you
I don't have no more drugs to do
This cocaine got me sick yeah
I heard from your friend that you skipped town
This cocaine got me sick now 

Lost myself 
Changed my timezone for what 
Bitch I'm here
I wanna kill my vitals
I just wanna be still
I just wanna be still

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stagnant demo (p. nature walker)

mix. @ztope

(prodnxku) 

-non profit-

lyrics -

aye sinking
help me find my meaning
your the only one in
my life not deceiving
girl im barely breathing
i cant fight this feeling
why does everything feel
so fuckin unappealing
everyday i wake up
starting at the ceiling yeah its
just another day i wont cope
with these feelings i
ant fuckin healing i
need time to my self
how appealing never mind
ima die can feel it?
tell me do you feel this?

cuz no one cares
about whats going on
yeah i need help
why cant you tell?

deceive (prodnxku)

(GhostBxy)

Lyrics

3 am lost in my head
Questioning my existence
What is my purpose
Am i even worth it

Tell me baby what do you see
When you stare directly at me
Do you see a soul
Within the hopeless ghost
Nothing but a ghost


Your hands are a bit numb
I'm sorry my hands are so cold
You ask what ive become
Well haven't figured it out because
I'm lying to you and myself all the time
I've been trying to find the cure to my sick mind
But rewind to days when it was you and i
But decay in my brain came in waves and i died

Hold me close and dont let go

It's so fucking cold
I'm out here all alone

I'm out here all alone
Crows eat my flesh and my bones
Broken sticks and crumbled stones
Could you truly love a ghost

(yungcray)
And i dont know how I feel
Can you please tell me if this feelings even real
Dropped dead again from popping all these plls
you're a ghost in the night
you're a ghost with no light
Can you please appear
Yeah we speeding down the highway
I don't really care
Lights in the distance
No I won't stop
Don't tell me to slow down cause I will not listen
Yeah we speeding down the highway
I don't really care
Lights in the distance
No I won't stop
Don't tell me to slow down cause I will not listen

(GhostBxy and yungcray)
Hold me close and don't let go

in love with a ghost

in love with a ghost w/ yungcray (prod. p4ra)

you don't make no sense
i've been running around
tryna figure this out but i know that
i never had a chance 
i should've known by now
i could've let this go easier
lights fly by my head
while i'm driving alone
i passed your exit and killed myself 
you're too good at making me feel like i don't 
deserve a thing from anyone

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense
how many seconds would it take me
to hit the pavement
from my tenth floor apartment now 
i don't care about anyone
but you make me want something 
that you're not giving me now 

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense 

you don't make no sense
i've been running around
tryna figure this out but i know that
i never had a chance 
i should've known by now
i could've let this go easier
lights fly by my head while i'm driving alone
i passed your exit and killed myself
you're too good at making me feel like i 
don't deserve a thing from anyone 

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense 
how many seconds would it take me
to hit the pavement
from my tenth floor apartment now 
i don't care about anyone
but you make me want something 
that you're not giving me now 

you don't make no sense
and i tell my friends
and they tell me that i do too much
you don't make no sense
you don't make no sense 
you don't make no sense

i passed your exit and killed myself

i passed your exit and killed myself (p. acey)

i hate rollercoasters (p. wisssery)

joe's (p. ryan ansel)

loving could mean
everything you said you wanted to be
but its all my fault
i could see the blood drippin down my sheets again
you could take everything you wanted from me
only thing i need is for you to see it
loving means that we dont keep any secrets
so when i tell you that i need this i mean it

shining eyes tonight
dont wanna waste the time
i keep forgetting that this luck this luck just isnt mine
i know my feelings right
but my whole mental prys 
im sick of ruining my chances 
live a lonely life
this lonely life that ive chosen
only lord knows what ive spoken 
ive wrote a couple of things 
just to express how im broken
its all my vices and notions 
im stuck re living this moment
ive given all that i have 
im not enough and this shows it

what does it mean? (toyema)

The Future of my Life

She stands by the window the kettle’s on low
The world hums quiet in the afterglow
A letter from work says the city’s in bloom
But her boy’s at the table drawing the moon

The weight of the coin it cuts both ways
Reach for the stars or the life she’s made
You can’t hold both when the moment’s thin
You just breathe deep and toss it again

Her sister writes soft from a field gone dry
The harvest failed and the bank ran high
She folds the page like a prayer half-said
Some hopes grow wild some hopes go to bed

Her father sleeps light in a room grown small
She hums him the tune he taught in the fall
The dawn calls loud but her heart stands still
Some roads wait and always will

The weight of the coin it cuts both ways
Reach for the stars or the life she’s made
You can’t hold both when the moment’s thin
You just breathe deep and toss it again

A girl by the tracks with a suitcase torn
Says every leaving’s another reborn
She walks toward dusk without looking back
The sun still burns where the sky turns black

Every choice is a shadow’s bend
Every loss can help you mend
What you keep is what you learn
Every road will start to turn

The weight of the coin it cuts both ways
Hope in the dark or the light that fades
You can’t hold both when the moment’s thin
You just breathe deep and toss it again

Toss of a coin

whipped this choppy lil' thing up in an hour

fuck with me

s/o to @childish-gambino

<3

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produced and mixed by @iofmusic
featuring @prodbybrody

lyrics:
I'm a loser, an insomniac
I feel addicted, getting back on track 
with my indecisive ways I always
stay away from pain in the long run
poser, when I'm hoppin out the four door
closer, I just need your touch before 
I choose to stay away from you
I stay away from pain in the long run

I been struggling lately
sudden loss, how it changed me
feel like evaporating
when I'm alone
the feeling cannot escape me
its driving me crazy
how you're choosing to wait
instead of going home
I'm struggling to get back on my feet
I've done this one too many times 
yet I still wanna repeat
because I never learn at all
and that's my biggest fall

I've been running in circles tryna get your name out of my head
since last October you've been the weight on my chest

i passed your exit and killed myself (p. acey)

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