Keep it up brother. I believe in you, and everyone reading tbis

bad dreams

As i fade away
I suffocate
I handle the blade and alleviate
The writhing pain
I felt today
When i found out the eternity of my fate

Im dealt these cards
And i cant get far
My stillborn heart
Will not restart

Take it away from me
Before i hurt myself
Im not too well

baby ur all that i need
when i’m stuck inside my shell
this stupid hell

don’t look back
when you walk away
i’m too far gone
I cant be saved

so tell me what’s real is it all in my head?
did u ever mean anything that you said
heart swellin up cuz it’s fillin with dread
don’t wanna fix it i’ll stop it instead

what is the point if i can’t even have this
it was my fault now it’s lost in the past tense 
i’m bleeding out while ur sitting there laughing
at my expense so i’m just getting blasted

i drink too much it’s a really bad habit
life is a test and i don’t wanna pass it
cant show my pain so i’ll sit here and mask it
even when you took my heart and stabbed it

don’t look at me
when i’m weeping from my sins 
im on my knees
will i sink or will i swim

follow still vanishing

suffocate (still vanishing)

i cried this morning in the car
and i hate how my brain's wired
i can't give myself love
i gave it to everyone 
i gave it to everyone 
and now i don't have anyone to call
besides this one friend, but 
he's busy with a new job
i can't give - fuck (i can't give myself love)
i took that from everyone 
that affects everyone 

look, i ain't no narcissist but i wish i was
they seem like they have so much fun
while i'm looking at myself like 'what the fuck?'
at this point i really thought i'd be in love
i thought i'd have 2 kids and a pickup truck
not some shake in my hand when i don't drink enough (fuck)
nothing's gonna complete me, huh?
nothing's ever gonna tell me to keep this up, but

i will

this morning i closed my eyes, and i 
talked to god 
i asked him why he had to -
i don't know

i wrote this in my head in the car (p. michael harrison)

Branches for arms
Leave a mark on my body
I keep a charm in my pocket when it's foggy
Skin made of bark same color of some coffee
Leaves fall in the winter, lake iced over playing hockey

I change with the seasons, I don't need a rhyme or reason
Roots in the ground stand strong, soon to weaken
In this world you eating or you'll be the one that's eaten
You can't cut me down, I'm the tallest in the region
That's that
When I'm feeling down I get high off tree sap
I got sticks as bones, leaves on my kneecap
Boy I'll smoke you in a wrap
Don't get high off of the traps
I've been working every night tryna make it on the map

Branches for arms
Leave a mark on my body
I keep a charm in my pocket when it's foggy
Skin made of bark same color of some coffee
Leaves fall in the winter, lake iced over playing hockey

Now we're all snowed and I'm all alone
Frozen wind, Skin grew icicles
My leaves died and I cried But I ain't turn to ash yet
Hope when summer hits I'll burndown hope to break the magick
I'm suffocating, not myself but still I'm conscious
This oxygen I'm breathing hurts my lungs like it's noxious
All the evil in the world just make me think its godless
All these stories on my skin are my only solace

Branches for arms
Leave a mark on my body
I keep a charm in my pocket when it's foggy
Skin made of bark same color of some coffee
Leaves fall in the winter, lake iced over playing hockey

Seasons [prod. yunny goldz]

The truth is I don't even wanna heal my bruises
You had my heart inside your hands girl you knew this
Ion wanna hear no excuses, don't play clueless
The truth is the concept of love is elusive
Nowadays girl we're borderline abusive
If I don't play the game I can't lose it
So If I never gain there's no losing

Girl the truth is, still think bout you like each day
But ion think that I can stomach one more heartbreak
We've been stuck inside a loop you know I had walk away from you
I left you on read but I've got so much left to say to you
I'm done spilling my veins for you
Words; don't let them leave my lips
I'm not staying in your pocket I've got nothing left to give
You said you still see a future in us well that's no way to live
I keep my past outside the present because my presence is a gift

I had to separate, New bitch with banging waist
Pull up in XXL clothing look like featherweight
But really when up inside the gym I'm pushing hella weight
Blacked out coup I floor the gas girl tell me how the exhaust taste
I can never love again
Imma use the pain you caused and flip into bands
You hit my line late at night and asked me where we stand
Why you want me now but you didn't want me then

Girl the truth is, still think bout you like each day
But ion think that I can stomach one more heartbreak
We've been stuck inside a loop you know I had walk away from you
I left you on read but I've got so much left to say to you
I'm done spilling my veins for you

So let me spill it out
Girl you were my first love; It's hard to live without you
Yeah I fucked up but I paid my dues
And my hearts been cold since you fucked that dude
So let me spell it
I won't be your second option just to keep around
I threw in the towel
Now anything you hear about me know its word of mouth

truth is [prod. yunny goldz]

With eyes fixed on the crossed, I made this song to glorify Jesus. ❤️

You are Good

6 - For You

@jackedwardd
@guardinmusic
@hikikomoribitch

Don't Let Her (ft. guardin, xoaidangrimm)

The Way That You Use It

fun while it lasted.


if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
get knocked down try again, get so nervous that I up chuck
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

You know I have no self control no need to fabricate the truth
then we can talk about the good times and all the evil things you do
Made a world full of your bullshit tried to fill my head with lies
so when I tell you that I’m leaving it should come as no surprise

no surprise, why’d i try? just to end up here again
fooled me once, fooled me twice, fooled around with all your friends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

if i do if i dont, doesn’t matter cause ill fuck up
Get knocked down and try again, but get so nervous that I up chuck 
fingers long i might slice, i can’t trust myself with knives
need someone to hold my hand and someone else to supervise

maybe i could learn to skate 
or play guitar to compensate
for all the little secrets that i keep
cause my dreams warned, be on the ball.
i took advantage of it all 
she was my girl, lights in my world, my everything.
then life said sike, why’d you try? 
just to end up here again?
fooled you once fooled you twice, please don’t tell me it ends
idk why im so lame
one more day i’ll go insane

lame

[+] used to hold your hand while you're coming down..
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @l1lbiscuit *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVr0Jf26AFk

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LYRICS:

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
Baby I could hate you,
But I think I could love you just the same
Holdup, wait a minute, lemme switch my lane
I just gotta get me a Range
I just need some bands in the back of the safe
I got nothing else to say
They was sleeping on me
Now I feel like they awake
Shawty got a lil taste
Now she think she love me, I can see it in her face
Baby I'ma get them bands and I'll spend on you
That's just what I do, I don't know if I'ma lose
I just gotta tell you when I'm thinking of you...
Cuz I'm thinking of your heart beating on mine
I don't even know if this feels right
I just gotta know where it leads right, where it leads right?

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now
So what do you want from me?
I could sit here all day you won't talk to me
Even if I was dying, you wouldn't stop for me
I've been making racks, its not enough for you
You keep wanting more even when all my bands are blue
Caution, stop with all that fuck shit
Cameras flashing the lights off when I walk into the function
Razor round my necklace I'm bound to get reckless
Seejay in the back while I scratch off my checklist
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now

i wrote this in my head in the car (p. michael harrison)

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