i wish he knew how much i loved him. Ill always miss those days with you. Catch you in the next life. ♾

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lyrics

yokai:

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

and i
understand if you hate me i do, oh i do
so try
to cope with the fact that i'm not the man that your'e used to

i can't be ur knight in shining armor
bitter woes just push me farther
and i lack any resolve to save u
don't do that just makes this harder
look me in the eyes, i need to calm down
this heart of stone, your steely gaze just might break thru

autumn:

but they don't know me, and they never will
just how much more's left to say? 
i'll take that shit and decay
but just not to my grave
lie to yourself out of pity
life's not right; imma fly out the city
say it'll be alright, okay?
i no longer believe what i say

knees are falling
i can smell the pollen
i'm fucking sick of random people calling
i don't have too much left to give
the thought of it is making me sick

turnt my face towards the tainted sky
it left me hurt, i don't know why

Heart Of Stone w/ autumndropsdead (in bloom)

[+] tryna spread all my love, its getting hard though
* produced by @metlast *

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LYRICS:

leaving scars

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leaving scars (feat. noahmadethiss) [prod. metlast]

ly caspy <33

lyrics:

waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

im in the function
n i cannot function 
lung combusting
repercussion
u on sum fuck shit
playing me, percussion
~death wish~
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like a setlist
wake up, bake the bowl, this shit not even breakfast
eating breakfast
i be on my dread shit
blood gon drip my neck like issa necklace
name on top my wrist, look like my setlist

{casperrr}
i tried to run
but i an't fast
tried to fight 
but i knew i wouldn't last
these feelings
kicked my ass
but there's no way
i am ever going back 
wake up
drag myself outta bed again
face up
tryna face my oldest fucking friend
sadness
i think this is the end
timeless
im afraid i have no time left 

putting all my songs on her playlist
goth bitch
stare me in me eyes and
she looks flawless
falling 
deep into a faucet
i ain't notice
wore my heart on my sleeve
until you came and u broke it

{shizukesa + casperrr}
waking up the same as u left me
pillies to the brain, i got plenty
tell me run away in the bentley
take away the pain that u fed me

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death_wish w/ casperrr (yung rospo)

bluff w/ Weepings & Ally Holloway (prod. jody)

sometimes im a fuck up but know that im still me

Low Bat

low bat

music video
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https://youtu.be/w9Jfkvx8xbY
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prod. beamerboy
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lyrics_
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hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold, on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when i sit, and think about my future, always running free

death was creeping on to me
in my mind,, i could never say what's right
i keep pushing on the knife, let me be, let me breath
disassociate with me
climbing high, cause i cant see
where am i suppose  , to be
hate just keeps waiting, on me

hates the only way to get through
yeah i say this quite a lot, but i cant even make a move
take a second, wait to breathe
hold on patient 23
my anxiety was never this bad, it only seems
when I sit, and think about my future, always running free

you were pushing on to me
always sexualizing me
always mess a making me
just come decimate me please

patient 23

music video:
https://youtu.be/SQHXBB28zds

watch me end it all right here
black clothes in the summertime 
i’m a walking funeral
you don't call me anymore I don't care
you were never good enough 
i just pretended it was better than nothing
nothing yeah 
i can feel myself drifting off
i fell asleep at three and had a dream that you woke up 
so i think i'll stay right here 
i can feel myself drifting off
think she's half as nice as you but she hits me up 
yeah she hits me up 
feel myself drifting off 
black clothes in the summertime 
i'm a walking funeral 
think I'll stay right here 

and she's bipolar i think i am too
got a lot on my shoulder always fucking up my mood 
one second i'm fine and then the next i wanna end it 
praying on my demise 
every day i hate pretending 
is there something for me that i can't find 
are they fucking me over or am i too kind 
overthinking all the time i overanalyze 
sometimes i wanna slit my wrist right by the candlelight 
am i saying too much am i alright 
i can't make a damn decision i just need a sign 
really hope i'm someone different in the afterlife 
got nothing here left for me to go and sacrifice 

you don't call me anymore i don't care 
you were never good enough 
i just pretended it was better than nothing nothing yeah 
i can feel myself drifting off
i fell asleep at three and had a dream that you woke up 
so i think i'll stay right here

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i'm a walking funeral w/ love jai (p. noahmadethiss)

@safeatlast

ive never met someone quite like u 
im still tryna find out why u popped up out of nowhere
but god i cant complain cus ur my somewhere
to go when the storm hits
yeah, ive been dealing with some shit for almost four years
i think im a little bit more grown up now tho
and i finally know what i truly need
i need a pretty fucking girl to hold me in her arms, right now,
someone specifically.
(grace)
i dont know much
but i know you mean every word you say
yeah, this shit happened fast, you're damn right
(damn right)
but what am i suppose to say when i feel alive?
(feel alive)
do you feel the vibe?
i dont wanna rush this, but i wanna thrive
my lifes a cycle and youre there to reset me
youre the first thing thats never really left me
you were there, i was there, and it felt right
if you were dying, i would stay up with you all night
cause i love you

grace

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grace (jolst x homesick)

:)

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lyrics:

where do we go from here?
i don't really know
no, i don't really know much
got a lot on my conscience
bear the weight
only cuz you tell me that it's nonsense
try to stay calm
but my mind is a moshpit
and it's growing obnoxious

spend another late night
driving back from your place
didn't wanna stay there
i can't get to bed if i don't feel like i'm alone
cuz otherwise i think too much
they tell me live a real life
i am not familiar with what that would even feel like
i cannot relate to the feelings that you know
but you don't understand that much

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

i'll write you letters and letters and hope that you read them and call
don't think you read them at all

apophenia (hero)

If theres one thing for certain
Its time 
Time Will kill us all in the end
Death is the only thing thats guaranteed in our lifetimes
And we cant take that for granted
We must embrace it and take it it all in 
Embrace
The end

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

I promise i wont be okay tho
All of the words gettin twisted around and my head is a fuckin tornado
I wanna say how i feel but i promised you thats a promise i cant break tho
When i turn up on the side of the road i just know someones takin my place oh

All these people round me
Make me feel like im a zombie
I cant tell you bout what i see
Cuz the demons gonna haunt me

and they tell me a prodigy
thats something i could mever be
the bright side i could never see
so this gon be the death of me

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

i'm a walking funeral w/ love jai (p. noahmadethiss)

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