(lyrics)

still got no dollar signs
bad drugs i resign
take em all by my side
take em down flying high
dont remember wasting time
take another coke line
get lost break my spine
mixed the vodka with the lime

need another refill 
forgot how the pain feels
everything is downhill
need to take chill pill
now im at a standstill
movin like a wind mill
i dont wanna sign a deal
labels dont get my appeal
im just bein real
tellin you how i feel
doin it by my own will
yeah
doin it by own will

fucked up and for what
on the wrist a big ass cut
whats the reason i forgot
get the knot and pack it up
make decisions on the spot
if you dont you might get shot
you can take the shortcut
hit you up and headshot
blood spill in  the double cup
drink it up numb as fuck
spookyman is in the cut
look at that the time is up
why we always dying young
dont got the answer for you unc

i aint want no pitty or no sympathy from all of you
lately ivbeen feelin like i wanna die 
suicide
bad thoughts in my mind
cant escape my habits who am i
just another fuck up
wakin in the middle of the night 
shit aint right
turnin on the big ass light
in the mirror see a parasite
ugly but i love it by design
reflecting in my dreams
realised this shit aint what it means
got a 9-5
but i got wasted right before i fell asleep


do you believe in free will? (prod. $lxwOMG)

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