Demons in the Pomade .m4a

i cant eat
and i cant drink
nothing stayin in my stomach idk whats wrong with me
2x
help me out
put me down
all is suffering i cant escape the way that ivbeen livin
2x
breakin up
makin up
allways all thesame why cant we just ignore the ups and downs
you always right
im always wrong
bringin out my trauma but i cannot show my weaker side

you will eat me up and slow me down
never really helpin out
always loved you even though i saw your toxic side i tried to take it out
but i cant
because i have not made myself better 
i havent made myself better

cant eat, cant drink (prod. jaxxee)

him or i
you cant decide
you a hoe
just to let you know 

you was on my mind
all the time
bridges burn
what other way to learn

than to suffer from your undecisive personallity

this situation playing in my head like a certain melody i cant escape 

trying to escape from you never seems to work out
everytime i drink a pint i always seem to black out
never eating anything my appetite is locked out
always takin shit from and lying girl im dried out

melody (prod. pyctur)

leaver her, don't believe her (prod. pyctur)

stressin all week of that trauma
bad bitch texting me better buckle up
this finna be long ride for tonight
think i might be swallowed by pride
cuz i feel like everytime we talk im always right
yeah
im always right

bands on me? i aint got nun
pills on me? i aint got nun
hoes on me? i aint got nun
stress on me? i got alot of

stressin of that trauma (prod. pyctur)

vices (prod. pyctur)

laying in my tomb
waiting for my doom
sitting in this place
i wanna call my room
isolating by design
tick tok time time is runnin
quick press rewind
tell me when i went out my mind
future of the bright lights of success 
they say they want it all but i want less
i just wanna be sustainable
self sufficient i dont wanna be dependent on nobody
im just irreplaceable, i wanna say nobody can top me but thats just hypocritical 

hypocritical (prod. ProdGxm)

desire (prod. sphynx)

open up the door to your hoe on my bed
i dont know where im at
cuz im tweakin of them meds
i know that we had sex 
she twerked it for the racks
i aint want that unfaithfull monsters pass it up and i go next
thats a situation that never happened
still i put an end to it
relatable music reporting for duty
opening up the bathroom door in the party
see a lonely girl with the coke lines lined up on the toilet lid

freaked up on thrusday
fucked up since monday
cant wait for friday
so i pass the time by living day by day
cloud are gray with only rain
living with the pain in permanent but ima tell everyone im okay
they talkin shit to my face but i cant bother listening
talk talk all you want ima go ghost and dissobey
always wanting more from me but i dont give a fuck

pass up go next (prod. pyctur)

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[Verse 1: Lord of Loneliness]

allow me to collect myself
i'm all over the place
put my brain on the shelf
throw me away
throw me away
my hands always hiding my face never knew why
i guess it's cause i feel erased
sever new ties
i'm best when i feel i'm replaced
get the glue
might have to clean up this mess tonight
black skies
not a star in sight
that's why i get scarred from light
my demons escape to the place where there's blue skies
they leave me behind with no trace
get the noose tied
my neck snapped and my body hangs in the new light
the end only comes when it's time

[Verse 2: Yung Lowdown]

baby, i've longed to see you
baby, can't think of nothing but you
i'm caged in
walls cave in
sinking I, I can't swim
do you think of me when you're fucking him?
do you think of...
...because it's only you i want
i'm hurting, i can't front
seems like i can't get enough of you ripping me apart
you got me broken and on my own
hoping you call my phone
wait, you're blocked because i'm trying to move on
to be frank, i fell in love with a hoe
but, i need you

vices (prod. pyctur)

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